Makes Me Wonder
-Maroon 5 Lyrics

I wake up, with blood-shot eyes
I am tired and have just woken up with red and tired eyes.

Struggled to memorize
I am trying to recall something, but it is difficult to remember.

The way it felt between your thighs
I am remembering the pleasurable experience I had with you intimately.

Pleasure that made you cry
I remember how enjoyable it was to make you feel pleasure that caused you to cry.

Feels so good to be bad
It is exciting to do something naughty or bad.

Not worth the aftermath, after that
However, the consequences of those actions are not worth it.

After that
Referring to the mistake or bad decision that was made previously.

Try to get you back
I will attempt to win back your affection.

I still don't have the reason
I do not yet understand the reason why things went wrong between us.

And you don't have the time
You are not willing to take the time to explain or work on the relationship.

And it really makes me wonder
This fact causes me to ponder or contemplate.

If I ever gave a fuck about you
I am questioning whether or not I truly cared about you as a person.

Give me something to believe in
I need a reason or proof to have faith in something or someone again.

'Cause I don't believe in you
I have lost all trust and belief in you as a result of our past experiences.

Anymore, anymore
Repeated for emphasis, indicating that my lack of belief in you is a recent change.

I wonder if it even makes a difference to try
I am unsure if attempting to salvage the relationship is worth the effort.

Yeah, so this is goodbye
I have made the decision to end the relationship.

God damn, my spinning head
I am feeling overwhelmed and confused at the moment.

Decisions that made my bed
I am living with the repercussions of decisions I made in the past.

Now I must lay in it
I am accepting the consequences of my actions.

And deal with things I left unsaid
I am facing unresolved issues that I did not address in our relationship.

I want to dive into you
I desire to deeply connect with you and be intimate with you again.

Forget what you're going through
I want to ignore or overlook any problems or issues you may be facing.

I get behind, make your move
I am encouraging you to make a move or take action to be with me again.

Forget about the truth
I am suggesting that we ignore the truth of our past and focus on the present.

And you told me how you're feeling
You have shared your emotions and thoughts with me.

But I don't believe it's true
I do not trust that what you are telling me is honest or genuine.

So this is goodbye
Once again, I have decided to end our relationship.

I've been here before
I have experienced this situation in the past.

One day I'll wake up
Someday I will feel better and move on from this relationship.

And it won't hurt anymore
The pain and sadness of the failed relationship will eventually fade away.

You caught me in a lie
You uncovered a falsehood or deception on my part.

I have no alibi
I have no excuse or justification for my actions.

The words you say don't have a meaning
I am skeptical of the validity or sincerity of your words.

And so this is goodbye
Reiterated again for emphasis, indicating that the relationship is truly over.