It Ain’… Read Full Bio ↴Tupacs difficulties are pushing him closer to the penitentiary.
It Ain’t Easy by 2Pac, From the album Me Against The World, Track #10, Released in 1995, Certified 2x Platinum in the US
He was so sad of the fact of his two childhood friends dying that he couldn’t even shed a tear in shock. Pac is being hit by the gravity of losing two close friends and he couldn’t do anything about it. Also, since he’s in prison, he can’t allow the other inmates to see him cry. It’s a sign of a weak man, and other inmates might try to take advantage of him . He’s asking when will everyone from ghetto change and stop blowing the fuck out of each other brains out. As a community, they need to support each other and grow instead of killing each other. As written in an African proverb…
It Ain't Easy
2Pac Lyrics
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I take a shot of Hennessey now I'm strong enough to face the madness
Nickel bag full of sess weed laced with hash
Phone calls from my niggas on the, other side
Two childhood friends just died, I couldn't cry
A damn shame, when will we ever change?
And what remains from a twelve gauge to the brain?
I spend mo' time with my niggas than I do with you
But everywhere it's the same thin', that's the game
I'll be damned if a thin' changed, fuck the fame
I'll be hustlin' to make a million, Lord knows
Ain't no love for us ghetto children, so we cold
Rag top slowin' down, time to stop for gas
Beep my horn for a hoochie with a proper ass, uh
It ain't easy, that's my motto
Drinkin' Tanqueray straight out the bottle
Everybody wanna know if I'm insane
My baby mama gotta mind full of silly games
And all the drama got me stressin' like I'm hopeless, I can't cope
Me and the homies smokin' roaches, 'cause we broke
Late night hangin' out 'til the sunrise gettin' high
Watchin' the cops roll by
It ain't easy
That's right
It ain't easy, bein' me
Will I see the penitentiary, or will I stay free?
It ain't easy, bein' me
Will I see the penitentiary, or will I stay free?
It ain't easy, bein' me
Will I see the penitentiary, or will I stay free?
I can't sleep, niggas plottin' on to kill me while I'm dreamin'
Wake up sweaty and screamin', cause I can hear them suckers schemin'
Probably paranoid, problem is, them punks be fantasizin'
A brother bite the bullet, open fire and I died
I wonder why, that's just the way it is, even now
Lookin' out for these killer kids, 'cause they wild
Bill Clinton, can you recognize a nigga representin'?
Doin' twenty to life in San Quentin
Gettin' calls from my nigga Mike Tyson, ain't nothin' nice
Yo 'Pac, do somethin' righteous with ya life
And even though you innocent, you still a nigga, so they figure
Rather have you behind bars than triggers
But I'm hold ya down and holla Thug Life, lickin' shots
'Til I see my niggas free on the block
But no it ain't easy
'Til I see my niggas free, on the block, oh
It ain't easy
It ain't easy, bein' me
Will I see the penitentiary, or will I stay free?
It ain't easy, bein' me
Will I see the penitentiary, or will I stay free?
It ain't easy, bein' me
Will I see the penitentiary?
Lately been reminiscin'
'Bout Peppermint Schnapps in Junior High hit the block
Keep an eye on the cops while D-Boys slang rocks
It's the project kid without a conscience, I'm havin' dreams
Of hearin' screams at my concerts, me all my childhood peers
Through the years tryna stack a little green
I was only seventeen, when I started servin' fiends
And I wish there was another way to stack a dollar
So my apoli', cause these hard times make me wanna holler
Will I live to see tomorrow, am I fallin' off?
I hit the weed and then proceed to say fuck all of y'all
Ain't nobody down with me, I'm thuggin', I can't go home
'Cause muh-fuckers think I'm buggin', so now I'm in
This high powered cell at the county jail
Punk judge got a grudge, can't post no bail, what
Do I do in these county blues?
Gettin' battered and bruised by the you know who
And these fakes get to shakin' when they face me
Snakes ain't got enough nuts to replace me
Sittin' in this, livin' hell, listenin' to niggas yell
Tryin' to torture 'em to tell, I'm gettin' mail
But ain't nobody sayin' much, the same old nuts
Is makin' bucks while these sluts is gettin' fucked
They violated my probation, and it seems
I'll be goin' on a long vacation, meanwhile
It ain't easy
No, it ain't easy
It ain't easy, bein' me
Will I see the penitentiary, or will I stay free?
It ain't easy, bein' me
Will I see the penitentiary, or will I stay free?
It ain't easy, bein' me
Will I see the penitentiary, or will I stay free?
It ain't easy, bein' me
Will I see the penitentiary, or will I stay free?
It ain't easy, bein' me
Will I see the penitentiary, or will I stay free?
It ain't easy, bein' me
Will I see the penitentiary, or will I stay free?
"It Ain't Easy" is a rap song by Tupac Shakur that explores the struggles and challenges faced by those living within impoverished and marginalized communities. The first few lines depict Tupac drinking Hennessey and smoking laced weed while receiving phone calls from friends on the other side, informing him of the death of two childhood friends. The song talks about the struggle and violence experienced by black Americans across the country, heard through his conversations with his girlfriend, and the daily realities of his life. The pre-chorus is Tupac questioning whether he will see the penitentiary or stay free. Tupac also laments the paranoia and fear that comes in being an outspoken artist with a voice and call to action, "niggas plottin' on to kill me while I'm dreamin'", and his dealings with the criminal justice system. The song ends with Tupac questioning whether he will "see tomorrow."
The lyrics to "It Ain't Easy" speak directly to the experiences of young black Americans who have witnessed the struggles of growing up in poverty, surrounded by crime, drugs, and violence. Tupac speaks from his own experiences in order to give voice to a community of people who are often silenced and ignored. The honest portrayal of his life gives us a sad and poignant picture of the challenges and sadness felt by the people that he represents. The song highlights the experiences of marginalized people and remains relevant to this day.
Line by Line Meaning
Keepin' it real
Being honest and genuine
I take a shot of Hennessey now I'm strong enough to face the madness
Using alcohol to cope with difficult situations
Nickel bag full of sess weed laced with hash
Using drugs as a form of escapism
Phone calls from my niggas on the, other side
Receiving phone calls from friends who have passed away
Two childhood friends just died, I couldn't cry
Feeling numb and overwhelmed by grief
A damn shame, when will we ever change?
Expressing frustration with societal issues and the lack of progress
And what remains from a twelve gauge to the brain?
Questioning the repercussions of gun violence
Arguments with my boo is true
Experiencing relationship difficulties
I spend mo' time with my niggas than I do with you
Prioritizing friendships over romantic relationships
But everywhere it's the same thin', that's the game
Recognizing the cyclical nature of life and the systemic issues that impact everyone
I'll be damned if a thin' changed, fuck the fame
Refusing to conform to societal expectations for personal gain
I'll be hustlin' to make a million, Lord knows
Working hard to achieve financial success
Ain't no love for us ghetto children, so we cold
Feeling neglected and marginalized by society
Rag top slowin' down, time to stop for gas
Pausing briefly to take a break from the hustle
Beep my horn for a hoochie with a proper ass, uh
Sexually objectifying women
It ain't easy, that's my motto
Acknowledging the challenges of life
Drinkin' Tanqueray straight out the bottle
Continuing to use alcohol as a coping mechanism
Everybody wanna know if I'm insane
Feeling scrutinized and judged by others
My baby mama gotta mind full of silly games
Dealing with drama and immaturity in a co-parenting relationship
And all the drama got me stressin' like I'm hopeless, I can't cope
Feeling overwhelmed and unable to handle the stress
Me and the homies smokin' roaches, 'cause we broke
Using every last resource to cope with poverty
Late night hangin' out 'til the sunrise gettin' high
Engaging in risky behavior
Watchin' the cops roll by
Feeling watched and targeted by law enforcement
Will I see the penitentiary, or will I stay free?
Uncertainty about the future and the potential consequences of his actions
Probably paranoid, problem is, them punks be fantasizin'
Feeling anxious and mistrustful of others
A brother bite the bullet, open fire and I died
Reflecting on the dangers of gang violence and the impact it has
Lookin' out for these killer kids, 'cause they wild
Trying to protect others from the violence within his community
Bill Clinton, can you recognize a nigga representin'?
Challenging those in power to see and acknowledge his experiences
Doin' twenty to life in San Quentin
Acknowledging the harsh reality of facing a lengthy prison sentence
Gettin' calls from my nigga Mike Tyson, ain't nothin' nice
Receiving calls from friends who are also struggling with their own issues
Yo 'Pac, do somethin' righteous with ya life
Encouragement to make positive changes and do good in the world
And even though you innocent, you still a nigga, so they figure
Acknowledging the systemic racism and prejudice that exists
Rather have you behind bars than triggers
Valuing punishment over preventing violent behavior
But I'm hold ya down and holla Thug Life, lickin' shots
Staying true to his values and lifestyle despite the pressure to conform
'Til I see my niggas free on the block
Desiring freedom and justice for his community
Lately been reminiscin'
Reflecting on the past
'Bout Peppermint Schnapps in Junior High hit the block
Remembering specific details from his childhood
Keep an eye on the cops while D-Boys slang rocks
Navigating the dangers of selling drugs while avoiding law enforcement
It's the project kid without a conscience, I'm havin' dreams
Feeling disconnected from morality and empathy due to his environment and experiences
Of hearin' screams at my concerts, me all my childhood peers
Feeling haunted by the past and the impact of gang violence
Through the years tryna stack a little green
Working hard to financially provide for himself and others
I was only seventeen, when I started servin' fiends
Reflecting on the choices and actions that led him to where he is now
And I wish there was another way to stack a dollar
Regretting the choices he made and the lifestyle he is living
So my apoli', cause these hard times make me wanna holler
Apologizing for his behavior while acknowledging the struggles and challenges he faces
Will I live to see tomorrow, am I fallin' off?
Questioning his own survival and success
I hit the weed and then proceed to say fuck all of y'all
Turns to drugs to numb the pain and express his frustration with society
Ain't nobody down with me, I'm thuggin', I can't go home
Feeling isolated and alone
'Cause muh-fuckers think I'm buggin', so now I'm in
Feeling judged and misunderstood by others
This high powered cell at the county jail
Describing the cell he is in and the conditions he is living in
Punk judge got a grudge, can't post no bail, what
Feeling trapped and powerless due to the legal system
Do I do in these county blues?
Questioning how to cope with the challenges of incarceration
Gettin' battered and bruised by the you know who
Experiencing violence and abuse from other inmates or guards
And these fakes get to shakin' when they face me
Others are intimidated by his reputation and persona
Snakes ain't got enough nuts to replace me
Asserting his own value and worth
Sittin' in this, livin' hell, listenin' to niggas yell
Describing the trauma and chaos of prison life
Tryin' to torture 'em to tell, I'm gettin' mail
Handling the emotional strain of incarceration while receiving communication from others
But ain't nobody sayin' much, the same old nuts
Dealing with a lack of communication or support from outside the prison
Is makin' bucks while these sluts is gettin' fucked
Feeling resentful of those who profit off of his situation
They violated my probation, and it seems
Reflecting on past mistakes and the consequences that follow
I'll be goin' on a long vacation, meanwhile
Preparing for a long-term stay in prison
No, it ain't easy
Reiterating the challenges and difficulties of his life
Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group, Royalty Network
Written by: Tupac Shakur, Tony Pizarro, Tupac Amaru Shakur
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Agent Bosconian
on So Many Tears - Live
I fear only God and no human being
Even in the face of danger, I will stay strong
I have cried so much and fear that I might die soon
God, please guide me and take me to heaven if I die
I grew up in a sad, and lonely environment and it affected me in a gravely manner
I was abandoned; all alone and grew up in a community that was doomed to fail
My mind was greatly troubled and I couldn't be able to find my inner peace
I found solace and comfort in adopting a tough and rebellious lifestyle
Do you understand my pain and sorrow? I don't ever dwell on the past memories
To survive in a dangerous environment, you must react aggressively and quickly; in order to stay alive
I will always remember my friend, Kato. A good friend who has tragically died, and is no longer with us, anymore
I witnessed the day Kato perished on the streets and was calling for help
May Kato, and those who died before him, truly find peace in death
Is there really a place in heaven for a gangster like me? Always think and never forget about me
The friends that I once shared my laughter with; are now buried in their graves in the cemetery. I continue to shed countless tears for them; as I grieve for them
As I face many difficulties in the music industry, I will do whatever it takes to overcome it
People call me greedy and selfish for making money, yet they rarely can see me
I feel like I'm being cursed by the world and havin' disturbing; yet horrible premonitions
I have a fear that I will die and lie inside a coffin on a hearse, and want God's guidance and empathy
I want to escape from the problems, stress and the hurting of life
I yearned; longing for happiness and clarity in my troubled life
I'm trapped in jail and my life is in shambles
I feel like I'm doomed to go to Hell, but I don't know why
I'm in denial about my life, and I'm scared of death
If I go to hell, I will be in eternal pain and cry so much
I'm lost and tired, and I've cried so much
I'm contemplating suicide, so stay away from me
I'm intentionally moving towards death
I'm ready to die, and I feel like I have nothing to live for
The streets were ruthless, and I couldn't find peace
I'm on the verge of breaking down, and I long for peace
I lost my soul and my identity, but I was unaware
I had demons in my mind that were taking over
The demons inside me grew and ignited a fire
My head felt like a bomb ready to explode, it was a nasty game
I have no happy memories, only pain and sadness
I imagine my enemies murdering me in my sleep
I wonder if I'll live to see the next day
I ask God to pardon me for my wrongs as death approaches
God knows I tried my best, but I've seen people get killed
I witnessed innocent people, including children, being killed by drive-by shootings
I wonder why these tragedies happen as I pass by
I feel sad as I see the outline of a body on the ground and turn to drugs for comfort
I don't want this life, I want something different
There is no promising future for me; I'm trapped in the cycle of crime and violence
I feel like I'm in a never-ending maze
Alcohol made me act out and lose my mind
I've been disillusioned and now want a family
I want a family to see a better side of myself that isn't tainted by my past
I don't trust my girlfriend because she's been influenced by the negative environment around us
I hear rumors that my girlfriend is cheating on me with my friends, and I can't handle it
I collapse and pray for God to let me into heaven
I've cried countless tears and beg for God's mercy to let me into heaven
I've lost so many years and cried so many tears
God, I lost so many friends and associates, and...
God knows I tried my best, but I've seen people get killed
I witnessed innocent people, including children, being killed by drive-by shootings
I wonder why these tragedies happen as I pass by
I feel sad as I see the outline of a body on the ground and turn to drugs for comfort
I don't want this life, I want something different
There is no promising future for me; I'm trapped in the cycle of crime and violence
I feel like I'm in a never-ending maze
Alcohol made me act out and lose my mind
I've been disillusioned and now want a family
I want a family to see a better side of myself that isn't tainted by my past
I don't trust my girlfriend because she's been influenced by the negative environment around us
I hear rumors that my girlfriend is cheating on me with my friends, and I can't handle it
I collapse and pray for God to let me into heaven
I've cried countless tears and beg for God's mercy to let me into heaven
I've lost so many years and cried so many tears
God, I lost so many friends and associates, and cried so many tears
Aliyu
on 'Pac's Life
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A.Bosconian
on So Many Tears
I am not afraid of anything or anyone other than God.
Even when I am in the darkest of times and places.
I have cried so many tears because of the pain and hardships I have faced in my life.
I ask God to guide me and be with me in my journey through life.
Even as a child in elementary school, I found myself attracted to and surrounded by sadness and hopelessness.
I was abandoned and grew up among a generation of people who were doomed to fail.
My mind was constantly struggling, and I could not find a sense of peace or comfort anywhere.
I found a sense of identity and belonging when I got the tattoo of 'Thug Life' on my chest.
Do you understand the struggles and pain that I have experienced in my life?
I am not dwelling on my past mistakes, and if you want to be successful, you shouldn't be either.
In order to defend yourself and your community from violence, you must be the first one to take action. We should never forget Kato, who was killed due to senseless violence.
Kato is no longer with us and has passed away.
I witnessed violent crimes, and I've seen the aftermath of people being killed on the streets.
I hope Kato, and all those who have passed before him, are resting in peace.
Is there a place in heaven for someone like me, who has lived a life of violence and crime?
Remember me and all of my friends who have died and are now buried in the cemetery.
I address God.
I have experienced a lot of suffering throughout my life.
I have cried so many tears because of the pain and hardships I have faced in my life.
Now that I am struggling in the music industry.
I will do whatever it takes to succeed, even if it means being labeled as greedy and only focused on making money.
Even though I am chasing success, I rarely get to enjoy it or be seen by others.
I feel cursed and have a negative outlook on the world.
I am having visions of dying and leaving this world in a coffin.
I ask God if he can understand what I am going through and help me.
I want to be relieved of all the stress and suffering I feel.
I want to experience happiness again, which has been absent from my life for some time.
I feel like I am losing sight of what's important in my life.
I feel trapped in my current situation, and my quality of life is suffering as a result.
I already feel like I am destined to go to hell, and I question where I went wrong in my life.
I am unable to come to terms with my reality.
When I die, I fear that I will be punished forever in the afterlife.
I feel lost and tired.
I have cried so much that I am now having suicidal thoughts, so please don't be near me.
Everything I do feels like a complicated and difficult step.
To bring me closer to what I want to achieve.
I am prepared to accept death at any moment since I feel like I have nothing to live for.
Things were very rough and merciless on the streets.
I was never able to find peace or rest in that environment.
I am close to falling apart and screaming for peace.
Even though I was empty and lost, I couldn't understand or recognize it at the time.
My mind was plagued with negative thoughts and emotions, which were trying to escape constantly.
The negative thoughts and emotions had been planted long ago and have now taken root, and the flame of negativity is now growing stronger.
Just like a match can light a fire, the negative thoughts in my brain can also do the same, causing pain and suffering.
I have no good memories to comfort me, only sadness and suffering.
I am afraid of being attacked and killed by the people who hate me, even in my sleep.
I wonder if I will survive through the night to see the light of the new day?
I ask God for forgiveness for my past mistakes and wrongdoings.
I am trying to face my problems and come out stronger and better.
The Lord knows I have tried my best, and I have witnessed violent deaths in my community.
Drive-by shootings have resulted in the loss of many lives, including innocent children.
I wonder why these tragedies are happening in my community as I walk around and see the devastation.
I am saddened as I look at the markings on the pavement where someone has been killed, and the only way I can deal with this pain is by getting high.
I understand that this isn't the kind of life that I want for myself, and I want to change it.
I want to change my life for the better.
I feel like there is no future for me, no matter how hard I try to change.
I am trapped in the cycle of crime and violence that exists in my community.
I am lost and confused about how to get out of this situation.
The alcohol has influenced me to act more recklessly and dangerously.
I have lost faith and become cynical about life recently.
I have been wanting to have children and start a family.
I want to see a better version of myself in my children, someone who isn't always involved in negative activities.
I don't fully trust my partner because of the negative influence of our environment.
My partner has also been affected by the negative influences of our environment, and I am hearing strange noises because of how paranoid I am.
I am paranoid that my partner is cheating on me with my friends, and I can't handle the stress anymore.
I am begging God to forgive me and let me into heaven when I die.
I have lost many friends and acquaintances to violence and death.
As a result of these losses, I have cried many tears and experienced a lot of sadness.
I have experienced a lot of pain and suffering throughout my life.
A.Bosconian
on So Many Tears
The lyrics of Tupac Shakur's song "So Many Tears" explore the themes of paranoia, pain, and death. The first verse of the song presents Tupac's fearlessness of men, but not of God. The rapper then describes his life growing up, where he felt like he was surrounded by misery but found a sense of identity and belonging in the Thug Life culture. He mourns the deaths of his friends, particularly Kato, who was murdered in the streets. Tupac questions to himself whether there is heaven for a "G" and reflects on the many homies who died; that are now in the cemetery.
In the second verse, Tupac reveals his struggles in the music industry, where he feels overwhelmed by the pressure and pain. He admits to being greedy and having a vision of dying young. Tupac requests God to free him from the pain and suffering he experiences in life. The final verse of the song sees Tupac lost, weary, and suicidal. He delves into his struggles with addiction, and he starts to hear voices and experience demons in his mind. Tupac desires to change, but he feels trapped in the game, and he is unsure of his lady's loyalty.
Overall, Tupac Shakur's "So Many Tears" is a poignant song that reflects the artist's tumultuous life and his struggles with death and paranoia. The lyrics also tackle the harsh realities of growing up in the ghetto and the impact that violence and loss have on the psyche of an individual.
Gabriel Benard Cote
on California Love - Original Mix (Explicit)
2 pac is the best