Lord Knows
2Pac Lyrics


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Damn, another funeral, another motherfucker
Lord knows (ooh)
Lord knows (aah)
Lord knows

I smoke a blunt to take the pain out
And if I wasn't high, I'd probably try to blow my brains out
I'm hopeless, they shoulda killed me as a baby
And now they got me trapped in the storm, I'm goin' crazy
Forgive me, they wanna see me in my casket
And if I don't blast I'll be the victim of them bastards
I'm loosin' hope, they got me stressin', can the Lord forgive me?
Got the spirit of a thug in me
Another sip of that drink, this Hennessy got me queasy
Don't wanna hurl, young nigga take it easy
Picture your dreams on a triple beam, and it seems
Don't underestimate the power of a fiend
To my homies on the block
Slangin' rocks with your Glocks, put this tape in your box
When you're runnin' from the cops, and never look back
If they could be black, then they would switch
Open fire on them busta-ass bitches, and Lord knows

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I wonder if the Lord will forgive me or bury me a G
I couldn't let my adversaries worry me
And every single day it's a test, wear a bulletproof vest
And still a nigga stressin' over death
If I could choose when a nigga die, figure I'd
Take a puff on the blunt, and let my trigger fly
When everyday it's another death, with every breath
It's a constant threat, so watch yo' step
You could be next if you want to, who do you run to?
Murderin' niggas, look what it's come to
My memories bring me misery, and life is hard
In the ghetto, it's insanity, I can't breath
Got me thinkin', what do hell got?
'Cause I done suffered so much, I'm feelin' shell-shocked
And driveby's an everyday thang
I done lost too many homies to this motherfuckin' game
And Lord knows

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One time, one time
Fuck the five-oh 'cause they after me
Kill me if they could, I'll never let 'em capture me
Done lost too many niggas to this gang-bangin'
Homies died in my arms, with his brains hangin', fucked up
I had to tell him it was alright, and that's a lie
And he knew it when he shook and died, my God
Even though I know I'm wrong, man
Hennessey make a nigga think he strong, man (ha ha)
I can't sleep, so I stay up, don't wanna fuck them bitches
Try to calm me down, I ain't givin' up
I'm gettin' lost in the weed, man, gettin' high
Livin' ever'day, like I'm gon' die (gon' die, gon' die)
I smoke a blunt to take the pain out, and if I wasn't high
Probably try to blow my brains out
Lord knows

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Overall Meaning

The lyrics of 2Pac's song Lord Knows touch on the struggles of life in the ghetto and the constant threat of violence and death. The artist speaks to his own hopelessness, contemplating suicide and expressing a desire for forgiveness from the Lord for his wrongdoings. He touches on the loss of too many loved ones to gang violence and expresses his own fear and sadness at the never-ending cycle of death and vengeance. Throughout the song, 2Pac emphasizes the power of drugs and alcohol as a temporary escape from the pain of life, acknowledging that they do not offer a permanent solution but providing a momentary reprieve from the harsh realities of his surroundings.


Line by Line Meaning

Damn, another funeral, another motherfucker
Yet another funeral for someone lost to violence and tragedy.


Lord knows (ooh)
Acknowledging that only God truly knows the extent of the struggles faced by those living in poverty and violence.


Lord knows (aah)
Repeating the previous line for emphasis of the point.


Lord knows
Continuing to reflect on the powerlessness and despair faced by those living in the ghetto.


I smoke a blunt to take the pain out
Using drugs to numb the pain and trauma caused by living in a hopeless environment.


And if I wasn't high, I'd probably try to blow my brains out
Acknowledging that without the escape of drugs, life in the ghetto would be unbearable, leading to thoughts of suicide.


I'm hopeless, they shoulda killed me as a baby
Feeling like life has no purpose or hope, and that it would have been better to never have been born in the first place.


And now they got me trapped in the storm, I'm goin' crazy
Feeling trapped and helpless in the midst of constant violence and struggle, which is causing a descent into madness and despair.


Forgive me, they wanna see me in my casket
Asking for forgiveness for the things that have to be done to survive in the ghetto, where violence and death are constant threats.


And if I don't blast I'll be the victim of them bastards
Knowing that if he doesn't fight back and protect himself, he will become another victim of the violence in the streets.


I'm loosin' hope, they got me stressin', can the Lord forgive me?
Feeling like there is no hope left and that even God might not be able to forgive the sins committed in the name of survival.


Got the spirit of a thug in me
Being forced to adopt a violent and criminal lifestyle in order to survive in the harsh ghetto environment.


Another sip of that drink, this Hennessy got me queasy
Drinking to cope with the stress and trauma of living in the ghetto, even though it makes him sick.


Don't wanna hurl, young nigga take it easy
Reminding oneself not to overdo it with the alcohol and drugs, despite the overwhelming psychological pain.


Picture your dreams on a triple beam, and it seems
Encouraging listeners to focus on their dreams and aspirations, no matter how unlikely or difficult the journey may seem.


Don't underestimate the power of a fiend
Warning against the danger of drug addiction, which can be as powerful and destructive as any other force in the ghetto.


To my homies on the block
Sending a message of solidarity and support to others facing the same struggles on the streets.


Slangin' rocks with your Glocks, put this tape in your box
Encouraging drug dealers and criminals to listen to the music and take inspiration from it, while also acknowledging the danger and violence they face on a daily basis.


When you're runnin' from the cops, and never look back
Urging listeners to be careful and to never give up, even when being pursued by the police or other authorities.


If they could be black, then they would switch
Pointing out the systemic racism and bias faced by people of color in society, which leads to unfair treatment and violence.


Open fire on them busta-ass bitches, and Lord knows
Using violent imagery to express the deep anger and frustration caused by systemic racism and oppression.


(Lord knows, Lord knows, Lord knows)
Repeating the phrase to emphasize that only God knows the full extent of the struggles faced by those living in the ghetto.


I wonder if the Lord will forgive me or bury me a G
Reflecting on the idea that the harsh and violent lifestyle of the ghetto might lead to a premature and violent death, and questioning whether God will be able to forgive the sins committed to survive.


I couldn't let my adversaries worry me
Refusing to be intimidated or defeated by those who seek to harm or oppress him.


And every single day it's a test, wear a bulletproof vest
Acknowledging that life in the ghetto is a constant battle for survival, and that even basic safety requires taking extreme precautions.


And still a nigga stressin' over death
Despite his best efforts, the constant threat of violence and death takes a heavy psychological toll.


If I could choose when a nigga die, figure I'd
Reflecting on the idea that it would be better to have some control over the circumstances of one's own death, rather than living in constant fear and uncertainty.


Take a puff on the blunt, and let my trigger fly
Indicating that smoking weed might provide a momentary escape, but ultimately it is violence that provides a sense of control and power in the difficult ghetto environment.


When everyday it's another death, with every breath
Lamenting the fact that death and violence are constant realities in the ghetto, making it difficult to find any sense of peace or hope.


It's a constant threat, so watch yo' step
Urging listeners to be vigilant and cautious in the face of constant danger and violence.


You could be next if you want to, who do you run to?
Warning that no one is safe in the ghetto, and that survival requires constant vigilance and the ability to fight back against danger and violence.


Murderin' niggas, look what it's come to
Expressing a sense of outrage and frustration at the violence and murder that have become commonplace in the ghetto, and the societal systems that perpetuate it.


My memories bring me misery, and life is hard
Reflecting on the pain and trauma caused by growing up in the ghetto, and the ongoing difficulties of surviving in such a harsh environment.


In the ghetto, it's insanity, I can't breath
Describing the ghetto as a place of complete chaos and instability, where the stress and trauma of daily life can be overwhelming - like not being able to breathe.


Got me thinkin', what do hell got?
Wondering if the harsh environment of the ghetto is comparable to the very concept of hell.


'Cause I done suffered so much, I'm feelin' shell-shocked
Feeling like the constant traumas of life in the ghetto have caused lasting mental harm, like the symptoms of shell shock from wartime violence.


And driveby's an everyday thang
Describing the frequency and normalcy of gun violence, including drive-by shootings, in the ghetto.


I done lost too many homies to this motherfuckin' game
Lamenting the fact that so many friends and acquaintances have died as a result of the violence and drug-dealing lifestyle of the ghetto.


And Lord knows
Repeating the earlier refrain, indicating that no one but God truly understands the struggles faced by those living in the ghetto.


(Lord knows, Lord knows, Lord knows)
Repeating the phrase to emphasize the message of the song.


One time, one time
Addressing the police, who are often seen as the enemy in the violent world of the ghetto.


Fuck the five-oh 'cause they after me
Expressing anger and frustration at the way the police are constantly targeting and harassing those living in the ghetto.


Kill me if they could, I'll never let 'em capture me
Refusing to give up or be defeated by the police or other authorities, even if it means risking one's own life.


Done lost too many niggas to this gang-bangin'
Reflecting on the senseless violence and murder that are so common in the ghetto, often driven by gang rivalries and drug dealing.


Homies died in my arms, with his brains hangin', fucked up
Describing the traumatic experience of being present at the death of a friend, and the horrific violence that often characterizes it.


I had to tell him it was alright, and that's a lie
Reflecting the painful reality of trying to console someone who is dying, while knowing that the situation is anything but alright.


And he knew it when he shook and died, my God
Describing the final moments of a friend's life, and the helpless and tragic nature of his passing.


Even though I know I'm wrong, man
Acknowledging that the gang and drug lifestyle is wrong and often leads to destruction and death, but feeling trapped and unable to escape it.


Hennessey make a nigga think he strong, man (ha ha)
Jokingly acknowledging the way that alcohol can make a person feel more confident or powerful, even if it's just an illusion.


I can't sleep, so I stay up, don't wanna fuck them bitches
Describing the insomnia and hopelessness caused by the trauma of life in the ghetto, and expressing a sense of detachment and disillusionment with sexual relationships.


Try to calm me down, I ain't givin' up
Refusing to give up or be defeated by the brutal realities of life in the ghetto, no matter how difficult it may be.


I'm gettin' lost in the weed, man, gettin' high
Using marijuana as a form of escapism from the harsh and difficult realities of ghetto life.


Livin' ever'day, like I'm gon' die (gon' die, gon' die)
Acknowledging the pervasive sense of mortality and danger in the ghetto, and the way it shapes one's outlook on life.


I smoke a blunt to take the pain out, and if I wasn't high
Repeating the earlier refrain, indicating the central role that drugs play in coping with the trauma and pain of life in the ghetto.


Probably try to blow my brains out
Reflecting on the despair and hopelessness that can lead to suicidal thoughts in the difficult environment of the ghetto.


Lord knows
Repeating the final refrain, emphasizing the theme of the song and the hopelessness of those living in poverty and violence.




Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group, Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC
Written by: Kevin Toney, Brian Gallow, Tupac Shakur

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Agent Bosconian


on So Many Tears - Live


I fear only God and no human being


Even in the face of danger, I will stay strong


I have cried so much and fear that I might die soon


God, please guide me and take me to heaven if I die


I grew up in a sad, and lonely environment and it affected me in a gravely manner


I was abandoned; all alone and grew up in a community that was doomed to fail


My mind was greatly troubled and I couldn't be able to find my inner peace


I found solace and comfort in adopting a tough and rebellious lifestyle


Do you understand my pain and sorrow? I don't ever dwell on the past memories


To survive in a dangerous environment, you must react aggressively and quickly; in order to stay alive


I will always remember my friend, Kato. A good friend who has tragically died, and is no longer with us, anymore


I witnessed the day Kato perished on the streets and was calling for help


May Kato, and those who died before him, truly find peace in death


Is there really a place in heaven for a gangster like me? Always think and never forget about me


The friends that I once shared my laughter with; are now buried in their graves in the cemetery. I continue to shed countless tears for them; as I grieve for them


As I face many difficulties in the music industry, I will do whatever it takes to overcome it


People call me greedy and selfish for making money, yet they rarely can see me


I feel like I'm being cursed by the world and havin' disturbing; yet horrible premonitions


I have a fear that I will die and lie inside a coffin on a hearse, and want God's guidance and empathy


I want to escape from the problems, stress and the hurting of life


I yearned; longing for happiness and clarity in my troubled life


I'm trapped in jail and my life is in shambles


I feel like I'm doomed to go to Hell, but I don't know why


I'm in denial about my life, and I'm scared of death


If I go to hell, I will be in eternal pain and cry so much


I'm lost and tired, and I've cried so much


I'm contemplating suicide, so stay away from me


I'm intentionally moving towards death


I'm ready to die, and I feel like I have nothing to live for


The streets were ruthless, and I couldn't find peace


I'm on the verge of breaking down, and I long for peace


I lost my soul and my identity, but I was unaware


I had demons in my mind that were taking over


The demons inside me grew and ignited a fire


My head felt like a bomb ready to explode, it was a nasty game


I have no happy memories, only pain and sadness


I imagine my enemies murdering me in my sleep


I wonder if I'll live to see the next day


I ask God to pardon me for my wrongs as death approaches


God knows I tried my best, but I've seen people get killed


I witnessed innocent people, including children, being killed by drive-by shootings


I wonder why these tragedies happen as I pass by


I feel sad as I see the outline of a body on the ground and turn to drugs for comfort


I don't want this life, I want something different


There is no promising future for me; I'm trapped in the cycle of crime and violence


I feel like I'm in a never-ending maze


Alcohol made me act out and lose my mind


I've been disillusioned and now want a family


I want a family to see a better side of myself that isn't tainted by my past


I don't trust my girlfriend because she's been influenced by the negative environment around us


I hear rumors that my girlfriend is cheating on me with my friends, and I can't handle it


I collapse and pray for God to let me into heaven


I've cried countless tears and beg for God's mercy to let me into heaven


I've lost so many years and cried so many tears


God, I lost so many friends and associates, and...


God knows I tried my best, but I've seen people get killed


I witnessed innocent people, including children, being killed by drive-by shootings


I wonder why these tragedies happen as I pass by


I feel sad as I see the outline of a body on the ground and turn to drugs for comfort


I don't want this life, I want something different


There is no promising future for me; I'm trapped in the cycle of crime and violence


I feel like I'm in a never-ending maze


Alcohol made me act out and lose my mind


I've been disillusioned and now want a family


I want a family to see a better side of myself that isn't tainted by my past


I don't trust my girlfriend because she's been influenced by the negative environment around us


I hear rumors that my girlfriend is cheating on me with my friends, and I can't handle it


I collapse and pray for God to let me into heaven


I've cried countless tears and beg for God's mercy to let me into heaven


I've lost so many years and cried so many tears


God, I lost so many friends and associates, and cried so many tears

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A.Bosconian


on So Many Tears


I am not afraid of anything or anyone other than God.


Even when I am in the darkest of times and places.


I have cried so many tears because of the pain and hardships I have faced in my life.


I ask God to guide me and be with me in my journey through life.


Even as a child in elementary school, I found myself attracted to and surrounded by sadness and hopelessness.


I was abandoned and grew up among a generation of people who were doomed to fail.


My mind was constantly struggling, and I could not find a sense of peace or comfort anywhere.


I found a sense of identity and belonging when I got the tattoo of 'Thug Life' on my chest.


Do you understand the struggles and pain that I have experienced in my life?


I am not dwelling on my past mistakes, and if you want to be successful, you shouldn't be either.


In order to defend yourself and your community from violence, you must be the first one to take action. We should never forget Kato, who was killed due to senseless violence.


Kato is no longer with us and has passed away.


I witnessed violent crimes, and I've seen the aftermath of people being killed on the streets.


I hope Kato, and all those who have passed before him, are resting in peace.


Is there a place in heaven for someone like me, who has lived a life of violence and crime?


Remember me and all of my friends who have died and are now buried in the cemetery.


I address God.


I have experienced a lot of suffering throughout my life.


I have cried so many tears because of the pain and hardships I have faced in my life.


Now that I am struggling in the music industry.


I will do whatever it takes to succeed, even if it means being labeled as greedy and only focused on making money.


Even though I am chasing success, I rarely get to enjoy it or be seen by others.


I feel cursed and have a negative outlook on the world.


I am having visions of dying and leaving this world in a coffin.


I ask God if he can understand what I am going through and help me.


I want to be relieved of all the stress and suffering I feel.


I want to experience happiness again, which has been absent from my life for some time.


I feel like I am losing sight of what's important in my life.


I feel trapped in my current situation, and my quality of life is suffering as a result.


I already feel like I am destined to go to hell, and I question where I went wrong in my life.


I am unable to come to terms with my reality.


When I die, I fear that I will be punished forever in the afterlife.


I feel lost and tired.


I have cried so much that I am now having suicidal thoughts, so please don't be near me.


Everything I do feels like a complicated and difficult step.


To bring me closer to what I want to achieve.


I am prepared to accept death at any moment since I feel like I have nothing to live for.


Things were very rough and merciless on the streets.


I was never able to find peace or rest in that environment.


I am close to falling apart and screaming for peace.


Even though I was empty and lost, I couldn't understand or recognize it at the time.


My mind was plagued with negative thoughts and emotions, which were trying to escape constantly.


The negative thoughts and emotions had been planted long ago and have now taken root, and the flame of negativity is now growing stronger.


Just like a match can light a fire, the negative thoughts in my brain can also do the same, causing pain and suffering.


I have no good memories to comfort me, only sadness and suffering.


I am afraid of being attacked and killed by the people who hate me, even in my sleep.


I wonder if I will survive through the night to see the light of the new day?


I ask God for forgiveness for my past mistakes and wrongdoings.


I am trying to face my problems and come out stronger and better.


The Lord knows I have tried my best, and I have witnessed violent deaths in my community.


Drive-by shootings have resulted in the loss of many lives, including innocent children.


I wonder why these tragedies are happening in my community as I walk around and see the devastation.


I am saddened as I look at the markings on the pavement where someone has been killed, and the only way I can deal with this pain is by getting high.


I understand that this isn't the kind of life that I want for myself, and I want to change it.


I want to change my life for the better.


I feel like there is no future for me, no matter how hard I try to change.


I am trapped in the cycle of crime and violence that exists in my community.


I am lost and confused about how to get out of this situation.


The alcohol has influenced me to act more recklessly and dangerously.


I have lost faith and become cynical about life recently.


I have been wanting to have children and start a family.


I want to see a better version of myself in my children, someone who isn't always involved in negative activities.


I don't fully trust my partner because of the negative influence of our environment.


My partner has also been affected by the negative influences of our environment, and I am hearing strange noises because of how paranoid I am.


I am paranoid that my partner is cheating on me with my friends, and I can't handle the stress anymore.


I am begging God to forgive me and let me into heaven when I die.


I have lost many friends and acquaintances to violence and death.


As a result of these losses, I have cried many tears and experienced a lot of sadness.


I have experienced a lot of pain and suffering throughout my life.

A.Bosconian


on So Many Tears

The lyrics of Tupac Shakur's song "So Many Tears" explore the themes of paranoia, pain, and death. The first verse of the song presents Tupac's fearlessness of men, but not of God. The rapper then describes his life growing up, where he felt like he was surrounded by misery but found a sense of identity and belonging in the Thug Life culture. He mourns the deaths of his friends, particularly Kato, who was murdered in the streets. Tupac questions to himself whether there is heaven for a "G" and reflects on the many homies who died; that are now in the cemetery.

In the second verse, Tupac reveals his struggles in the music industry, where he feels overwhelmed by the pressure and pain. He admits to being greedy and having a vision of dying young. Tupac requests God to free him from the pain and suffering he experiences in life. The final verse of the song sees Tupac lost, weary, and suicidal. He delves into his struggles with addiction, and he starts to hear voices and experience demons in his mind. Tupac desires to change, but he feels trapped in the game, and he is unsure of his lady's loyalty.

Overall, Tupac Shakur's "So Many Tears" is a poignant song that reflects the artist's tumultuous life and his struggles with death and paranoia. The lyrics also tackle the harsh realities of growing up in the ghetto and the impact that violence and loss have on the psyche of an individual.

Gabriel Benard Cote


on California Love - Original Mix (Explicit)

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