Thugz Mansion
2Pac Lyrics


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Shit, tired of gettin' shot at
Tired of gettin' chased by the police and arrested
Niggas need a spot where we can kick it
A spot where we belong, that's just for us
Niggas ain't gotta get all dressed up and be Hollywood
Y'knahmean? Where do niggas go when we die?
Ain't no heaven for a thug nigga
That's why we go to thug mansion
That's the only place where thugs get in free and you gotta be a G
At thug mansion

A place to spend my quiet nights, time to unwind
So much pressure in this life of mine
I cry at times I once contemplated suicide
And woulda' tried but when I held that 9, all I could see was my momma's eyes
No one knows my struggle, they only see the trouble
Not knowin' it's hard to carry on when no one loves you
Picture me inside the misery of poverty
No man alive has ever witnessed struggles I survived
Prayin' hard for better days, promise to hold on
Me and my dawgs ain't have a choice but to roll on
We found a family spot to kick it
Where we can drink liquor and no one bickers over trick shit
A spot where we can smoke in peace, and even though we G's
We still visualize places, that we can roll in peace
And in my mind's eye I see this place, the players go in fast
I got a spot for us all, so we can ball, at thug's mansion

Every corner, every city
There's a place where life's a little easy
Little Hennessy, laid back and cool
Every hour, cause it's all good
Leave all the stress from the world outside
Every wrong done will be alright (I wanna go)
Nothing but peace, love (I wanna go, I wanna go nigga)
And street passion, every ghetto needs a thug mansion

A place where death doesn't reside, just thugs who collide
Not to start beef but spark trees, no cops rolling by
No policemen, no homicide, no chalk on the streets
No reason, for nobody's momma to cry
See I'm a good guy, I'm trying to stick around for my daughter
But if I should die, I know all of my albums support her
This whole year's been crazy, asked the Holy Spirit to save me
Only difference from me and Ossie Davis, gray hair maybe
Cause I feel like my eyes saw too much suffering
I'm just twenty-some-odd years, I done lost my mother
And I cried tears of joy, I know she smiles on her boy
I dream of you more, my love goes to Afeni Shakur
Cause like Ann Jones, she raised a ghetto king in a war
And just for that alone she shouldn't feel no pain no more
Cause one day we'll all be together, sipping heavenly champagne
Where angels soar, with golden wings in thug's mansion

Every corner, every city
There's a place where life's a little easy
Little Hennessy, laid back and cool
Every hour, cause it's all good
Leave all the stress from the world outside
Every wrong done will be alright
Nothing but peace, love
And street passion, every ghetto needs a thug mansion

Dear momma don't cry, your baby boy's doing good
Tell the homies I'm in heaven and they ain't got hoods
Seen a show with Marvin Gaye last night, it had me shook
Dripping peppermint Schnapps, with Jackie Wilson, and Sam Cooke
Then some lady named Billie Holiday
Sang sitting there kicking it with Malcolm, 'til the day came
Little LaTasha sho' grown
Tell the lady in the liquor store that she's forgiven, so come home
Maybe in time you'll understand only God can save us
When Miles Davis cutting lose with the band
Just think of all the people that you knew in the past
That passed on, they in heaven, found peace at last
Picture a place that they exist, together
There has to be a place better than this, in heaven
So right before I sleep, dear God, what I'm asking
Remember this face, save me a place, in thug's mansion

Every corner, every city
There's a place where life's a little easy (thugz mansion)
Little Hennessy, laid back and cool
Every hour, cause it's all good
Leave all the stress from the world outside
Every wrong done will be alright (I wanna go)




Nothing but peace, love (I wanna go, I wanna go nigga)
And street passion, every ghetto needs a thug mansion

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Thugz Mansion by 2Pac/J. Phoenix/Nas talk about the struggles of being a thug in life and how there is no heaven for them. They long for a place where they can unwind and find solace after all the struggles they have been through. They want a place where they don’t have to dress up like Hollywood stars or pretend to be someone they are not. They seek a place where they can be themselves, without being chased down by the police or shot at. This place is Thug Mansion, where the thugs can enter for free, but only if they are a G.


The first verse of the song is about the struggles of life, how one longs for a place of solace where they can escape from their worries. The second verse talks about the difficulties of being a thug and how one feels alone in their struggle. They are a victim of their past and the situation, and they just want a place to escape from all that. The chorus of the song talks about the Thug Mansion, a place for the children, dead homies, and family where they can find peace and happiness.


The song is an enigmatic, poignant, and poignant tribute to Tupac Shakur, with his iconic "Thug Life" tattoo on his stomach, and his musings of life, love, and death. The song was first released as an acoustic guitar-based demo with Yafeu Fula playing guitar, under the title of "Until the End of Time (RP Remix)." Tupac's friend and member of the Outlawz, Yaki Kadafi, had said in an interview that Tupac had planned to establish Thugz Mansion, a home for disadvantaged youth.


Line by Line Meaning

Shit, tired of gettin' shot at
Fed up of constantly being shot and endangered


Tired of gettin' chased by the police and arrested
Exhausted from being pursued by law enforcement and being locked up


niggas need a spot where we can kick it
A place where individuals can comfortably relax


A spot where we belong, that's just for us
A place exclusively belonging to a designated group


niggas ain't gotta get all dressed up and be Hollywood Y'knahmean?
No need to portray or pretend as someone else


Where do niggas go when we die?
Where does one go after death?


Ain't no heaven for a thug nigga That's why we go to thug mansion
There's no afterlife suited for individuals living a life of crime, hence the concept of Thug Mansion


That's the only place where thugs get in free and you gotta be a G At thug mansion
The only spot welcoming to thugs without demand of social hierarchy, but requires a specific character


A place to spend my quiet nights, time to unwind
A location for undisturbed, mellow evenings to relax


So much pressure in this life of mine, I cry at times I once contemplated suicide,
The burden and hardships faced can be overwhelming, leading to suicidal thoughts


and woulda' tried but when I held that 9, all I could see was my momma's eyes
Planned to attempt suicide but can't bring oneself to do it due to memories of loved ones


No one knows my struggle, they only see the trouble Not knowin' it's hard to carry on when no one loves you
Others perceive the problems faced rather than the struggles endured, making it difficult to persist without love and support


Picture me inside the misery of poverty No man alive has ever witnessed struggles I survived
Imagining oneself in the poverty and misery experienced, surpassing anyone else in difficulty


Prayin' hard for better days, promise to hold on Me and my dawgs ain't have a choice but to roll on
Hoping for a brighter future while persevering through hardships with those closest


We found a family spot to kick it Where we can drink liquor store and no one bickers over trick shit
Discovering a place to relax and bond, where disagreements have no place


A spot where we can smoke in peace, and even though we G's We still visualize places, that we can roll in peace
A place to quietly smoke and contemplate future peaceful locations despite being gangsters


And in my mind's eye I see this place, the players go in fast I got a spot for us all, so we can ball, at thug's mansion
Imagining an ideal, fast-paced location that is akin to one's own exclusive, grand spot


Ain't no place I'd rather be Chil'ren, dead homies and family Sky high, iced out paradise, in the sky
A heavenly place in the sky containing deceased loved ones, youth, and eternal luxury


Will I survive all the fights and the darkness? Trouble sparks, they tell me home is where the heart is, dear departed
Survival through battles and difficult times is uncertain, while being advised home is where loved ones are


I shed tattooed tears and couldn't sleep good For multiple years, witness peers catch gunshots Nobody cares, seen the politicians ban us They'd rather see us locked in chains, please explain Why they can't stand us, is there a way for me to change?
Crying on the inside for years, watching friends being killed, neglected by politicians, and wondering why the government despises them


Or am I just a victim of things I did to maintain? I need a place to rest my head With the little bit of homeboys that remains, 'cause all the rest dead
Maybe being victimized is the result of struggles to survive, seeking a place to ease the mind, and mourning the loss of close friends


Is there a spot for us to roll, if you find it I'll be right behind ya, show me and I'll go How can I be peaceful? I'm comin' from the bottom Watch my daddy scream peace while the other man shot him
If one discovers an exclusive location to bond with friends, the artist will join, but achieving peace is hard when one's background contains continuous hardship, illustrated by their father's murder


I need a house that's full of love when I need to escape The deadly places slingin' drugs, in thug's mansion
A home with ample love to retreat to, away from perilous areas where drugs are sold


Dear momma don't cry, your baby boy's doin' good Tell the homies I'm in heaven and they ain't got hoods
Requesting mother to stop crying as the artist is safe in heaven; informing friends that there are no dangers they can face in heaven


Seen a show with Marvin Gaye last night, it had me shook drippin' peppermint Schnapps, with Jackie Wilson, and Sam Cooke
Recounting a dream of watching a concert alongside notable musicians such as Marvin Gaye, Jackie Wilson, and Sam Cooke, while shaken and drinking Schnapps


Then some lady named Billie Holiday sang sittin' there kickin' it with Malcolm, 'til the day came Little LaTasha sho' grown tell the lady in the liquor that she's forgiven, so come home
Listening to Billie Holiday sing and hanging with Malcolm until death calls inevitably; asking a liquor store clerk to tell Little LaTasha she's forgiven so she can return home


Maybe in time you'll understand only God can save us When Miles Davis cuttin' lose with the band Just think of all the people that you knew in the past That passed on, they in heaven, found peace at last
Hoping that people may eventually understand only God can save them, listening to Miles Davis perform, thinking about deceased loved ones in heaven finally at peace


Picture a place that they exist, together There has to be a place better than this, in heaven
Imagining a location where passed loved ones are united, believing there must be an improved place of comfort in paradise


So right before I sleep, dear God, what I'm askin' Remember this face, save me a place, in thug's mansion
Before sleeping, hoping God remembers the artist's name and saves a spot for them in Thug Mansion




Lyrics © BMG Rights Management, Universal Music Publishing Group, Reservoir Media Management, Inc.
Written by: 7 Marcus Aurelius, Anthony Hamilton, Johnny Lee Jackson, Tupac Shakur

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Agent Bosconian


on So Many Tears - Live


I fear only God and no human being


Even in the face of danger, I will stay strong


I have cried so much and fear that I might die soon


God, please guide me and take me to heaven if I die


I grew up in a sad, and lonely environment and it affected me in a gravely manner


I was abandoned; all alone and grew up in a community that was doomed to fail


My mind was greatly troubled and I couldn't be able to find my inner peace


I found solace and comfort in adopting a tough and rebellious lifestyle


Do you understand my pain and sorrow? I don't ever dwell on the past memories


To survive in a dangerous environment, you must react aggressively and quickly; in order to stay alive


I will always remember my friend, Kato. A good friend who has tragically died, and is no longer with us, anymore


I witnessed the day Kato perished on the streets and was calling for help


May Kato, and those who died before him, truly find peace in death


Is there really a place in heaven for a gangster like me? Always think and never forget about me


The friends that I once shared my laughter with; are now buried in their graves in the cemetery. I continue to shed countless tears for them; as I grieve for them


As I face many difficulties in the music industry, I will do whatever it takes to overcome it


People call me greedy and selfish for making money, yet they rarely can see me


I feel like I'm being cursed by the world and havin' disturbing; yet horrible premonitions


I have a fear that I will die and lie inside a coffin on a hearse, and want God's guidance and empathy


I want to escape from the problems, stress and the hurting of life


I yearned; longing for happiness and clarity in my troubled life


I'm trapped in jail and my life is in shambles


I feel like I'm doomed to go to Hell, but I don't know why


I'm in denial about my life, and I'm scared of death


If I go to hell, I will be in eternal pain and cry so much


I'm lost and tired, and I've cried so much


I'm contemplating suicide, so stay away from me


I'm intentionally moving towards death


I'm ready to die, and I feel like I have nothing to live for


The streets were ruthless, and I couldn't find peace


I'm on the verge of breaking down, and I long for peace


I lost my soul and my identity, but I was unaware


I had demons in my mind that were taking over


The demons inside me grew and ignited a fire


My head felt like a bomb ready to explode, it was a nasty game


I have no happy memories, only pain and sadness


I imagine my enemies murdering me in my sleep


I wonder if I'll live to see the next day


I ask God to pardon me for my wrongs as death approaches


God knows I tried my best, but I've seen people get killed


I witnessed innocent people, including children, being killed by drive-by shootings


I wonder why these tragedies happen as I pass by


I feel sad as I see the outline of a body on the ground and turn to drugs for comfort


I don't want this life, I want something different


There is no promising future for me; I'm trapped in the cycle of crime and violence


I feel like I'm in a never-ending maze


Alcohol made me act out and lose my mind


I've been disillusioned and now want a family


I want a family to see a better side of myself that isn't tainted by my past


I don't trust my girlfriend because she's been influenced by the negative environment around us


I hear rumors that my girlfriend is cheating on me with my friends, and I can't handle it


I collapse and pray for God to let me into heaven


I've cried countless tears and beg for God's mercy to let me into heaven


I've lost so many years and cried so many tears


God, I lost so many friends and associates, and...


God knows I tried my best, but I've seen people get killed


I witnessed innocent people, including children, being killed by drive-by shootings


I wonder why these tragedies happen as I pass by


I feel sad as I see the outline of a body on the ground and turn to drugs for comfort


I don't want this life, I want something different


There is no promising future for me; I'm trapped in the cycle of crime and violence


I feel like I'm in a never-ending maze


Alcohol made me act out and lose my mind


I've been disillusioned and now want a family


I want a family to see a better side of myself that isn't tainted by my past


I don't trust my girlfriend because she's been influenced by the negative environment around us


I hear rumors that my girlfriend is cheating on me with my friends, and I can't handle it


I collapse and pray for God to let me into heaven


I've cried countless tears and beg for God's mercy to let me into heaven


I've lost so many years and cried so many tears


God, I lost so many friends and associates, and cried so many tears

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on 'Pac's Life

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A.Bosconian


on So Many Tears


I am not afraid of anything or anyone other than God.


Even when I am in the darkest of times and places.


I have cried so many tears because of the pain and hardships I have faced in my life.


I ask God to guide me and be with me in my journey through life.


Even as a child in elementary school, I found myself attracted to and surrounded by sadness and hopelessness.


I was abandoned and grew up among a generation of people who were doomed to fail.


My mind was constantly struggling, and I could not find a sense of peace or comfort anywhere.


I found a sense of identity and belonging when I got the tattoo of 'Thug Life' on my chest.


Do you understand the struggles and pain that I have experienced in my life?


I am not dwelling on my past mistakes, and if you want to be successful, you shouldn't be either.


In order to defend yourself and your community from violence, you must be the first one to take action. We should never forget Kato, who was killed due to senseless violence.


Kato is no longer with us and has passed away.


I witnessed violent crimes, and I've seen the aftermath of people being killed on the streets.


I hope Kato, and all those who have passed before him, are resting in peace.


Is there a place in heaven for someone like me, who has lived a life of violence and crime?


Remember me and all of my friends who have died and are now buried in the cemetery.


I address God.


I have experienced a lot of suffering throughout my life.


I have cried so many tears because of the pain and hardships I have faced in my life.


Now that I am struggling in the music industry.


I will do whatever it takes to succeed, even if it means being labeled as greedy and only focused on making money.


Even though I am chasing success, I rarely get to enjoy it or be seen by others.


I feel cursed and have a negative outlook on the world.


I am having visions of dying and leaving this world in a coffin.


I ask God if he can understand what I am going through and help me.


I want to be relieved of all the stress and suffering I feel.


I want to experience happiness again, which has been absent from my life for some time.


I feel like I am losing sight of what's important in my life.


I feel trapped in my current situation, and my quality of life is suffering as a result.


I already feel like I am destined to go to hell, and I question where I went wrong in my life.


I am unable to come to terms with my reality.


When I die, I fear that I will be punished forever in the afterlife.


I feel lost and tired.


I have cried so much that I am now having suicidal thoughts, so please don't be near me.


Everything I do feels like a complicated and difficult step.


To bring me closer to what I want to achieve.


I am prepared to accept death at any moment since I feel like I have nothing to live for.


Things were very rough and merciless on the streets.


I was never able to find peace or rest in that environment.


I am close to falling apart and screaming for peace.


Even though I was empty and lost, I couldn't understand or recognize it at the time.


My mind was plagued with negative thoughts and emotions, which were trying to escape constantly.


The negative thoughts and emotions had been planted long ago and have now taken root, and the flame of negativity is now growing stronger.


Just like a match can light a fire, the negative thoughts in my brain can also do the same, causing pain and suffering.


I have no good memories to comfort me, only sadness and suffering.


I am afraid of being attacked and killed by the people who hate me, even in my sleep.


I wonder if I will survive through the night to see the light of the new day?


I ask God for forgiveness for my past mistakes and wrongdoings.


I am trying to face my problems and come out stronger and better.


The Lord knows I have tried my best, and I have witnessed violent deaths in my community.


Drive-by shootings have resulted in the loss of many lives, including innocent children.


I wonder why these tragedies are happening in my community as I walk around and see the devastation.


I am saddened as I look at the markings on the pavement where someone has been killed, and the only way I can deal with this pain is by getting high.


I understand that this isn't the kind of life that I want for myself, and I want to change it.


I want to change my life for the better.


I feel like there is no future for me, no matter how hard I try to change.


I am trapped in the cycle of crime and violence that exists in my community.


I am lost and confused about how to get out of this situation.


The alcohol has influenced me to act more recklessly and dangerously.


I have lost faith and become cynical about life recently.


I have been wanting to have children and start a family.


I want to see a better version of myself in my children, someone who isn't always involved in negative activities.


I don't fully trust my partner because of the negative influence of our environment.


My partner has also been affected by the negative influences of our environment, and I am hearing strange noises because of how paranoid I am.


I am paranoid that my partner is cheating on me with my friends, and I can't handle the stress anymore.


I am begging God to forgive me and let me into heaven when I die.


I have lost many friends and acquaintances to violence and death.


As a result of these losses, I have cried many tears and experienced a lot of sadness.


I have experienced a lot of pain and suffering throughout my life.

A.Bosconian


on So Many Tears

The lyrics of Tupac Shakur's song "So Many Tears" explore the themes of paranoia, pain, and death. The first verse of the song presents Tupac's fearlessness of men, but not of God. The rapper then describes his life growing up, where he felt like he was surrounded by misery but found a sense of identity and belonging in the Thug Life culture. He mourns the deaths of his friends, particularly Kato, who was murdered in the streets. Tupac questions to himself whether there is heaven for a "G" and reflects on the many homies who died; that are now in the cemetery.

In the second verse, Tupac reveals his struggles in the music industry, where he feels overwhelmed by the pressure and pain. He admits to being greedy and having a vision of dying young. Tupac requests God to free him from the pain and suffering he experiences in life. The final verse of the song sees Tupac lost, weary, and suicidal. He delves into his struggles with addiction, and he starts to hear voices and experience demons in his mind. Tupac desires to change, but he feels trapped in the game, and he is unsure of his lady's loyalty.

Overall, Tupac Shakur's "So Many Tears" is a poignant song that reflects the artist's tumultuous life and his struggles with death and paranoia. The lyrics also tackle the harsh realities of growing up in the ghetto and the impact that violence and loss have on the psyche of an individual.

Gabriel Benard Cote


on California Love - Original Mix (Explicit)

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