Rain
A.N.A.E.L. Lyrics

As the rain slowly goes away
The difficult times that I have been going through are coming to an end.

You got me wishing for a better day
I hope that better times are ahead of me.

You got me praying for a better day
I am praying that things get better for me and those around me.

You ask me how we do this the way it's supposed to be done
You want to know how I am able to handle this situation in the right way.

I'm out here tracing my steps
I am revisiting the things that led me to where I am now.

for the people that gave me a place to sleep
I am grateful to those who provided me with shelter when I needed it.

And food to eat before faces of death
I received help when I was in a difficult situation and was unsure about my future.

Thanks for the help and all the support lend me a g when I was in need
I am appreciative of the help and support I received when I was in a tough spot.

My pops was unsure and I was in court
My father was uncertain about my future and I was dealing with legal issues.

Somebody out there had to believe
Someone had faith in me when others didn't.

They gave me the go ahead to keep movin' on
They encouraged me to keep going and not give up.

Keepin' with faith wasn't easy at all
Staying positive and having faith in myself was a difficult task.

Dealin' with the haters dodging these laws
I had to deal with negativity from others and avoid legal trouble.

Who would of ever thought Easy would fall
I never expected things to get so difficult for me.

Now what's left to do got to chase this paper by any means at necessary
I have to work hard to earn money by any means necessary.

It's a hell of a load we got to carry
The burden we have to bear is quite heavy.

Man this struggling shit is temporary
The difficult times won't last forever.

Every year got to bury one more nigga in a cemetery
Each year we have to mourn another loss of life.

This life be wicked and scary
Life can be cruel and frightening.

So I bust this shell in yuh yearly
I have to protect myself by using deadly force when necessary.

Yeah you rest in peace Carrie, Wally, Easy, Terry and Vu, Baby Boy, Uncle Charles, Biggie and 2pac remember I'm with you
I pay my respects to those who have passed away, and I feel a connection to them.

Got shit to do so you blowin? through top drop bumpin' the dub
I have things to do, so I drive around with music playing loudly.

y'all my niggas y'all my fallen angels and you livin' now what
Those who have passed away are like my guardian angels, and I remember them while living my life.

Let me check the time on my rollie like it's moving far from slowly
I check the time on my luxurious watch that is moving very quickly.

And if you don't know me by now I guess I'll be marching by my lonely
If you don't know who I am, I will continue on my path by myself.

Nigga got shit to do got shit to face from place to place
I have important matters to attend to in various locations.

And it ain't no way in the world go that say you might tis well stack your plate
You should work hard and stack up your resources while you have the chance.

Only hungry niggas eat they don't ride with steel
Only those who are motivated and work hard are successful; they don't rely on weapons.

And only phony niggas cheat ain't got no time to real
Only fake people take shortcuts and don't have time for what's real.

Cause when you real in the field oh you a man cause you kill
Being true to yourself and your values makes you a man and gives you strength.

But nigga you'll squeal on your partner cause you can't please be still
Being unable to keep quiet about illegal activities can lead to betrayal.

If my gas tank empty I'ma fill the bitch up
I will take care of myself by filling up my gas tank.

And if my 45 full guess what I'ma drink the bitch up
If I have a full gun magazine, I will use it and take action.

I'm in the cut with some niggas that ain't scared of shit
I am in a secure, secluded place with fearless people.

And since are struggle all the same we taken care of some shit
We are all dealing with similar issues, but we are helping each other overcome them.

We thugs and playas and shit
We may have a rough exterior, but we also know how to have fun.

All men claim realage you'll niggas don't know show business
Many people claim to be real, but they don't actually know what it means.

y'all niggas better get some business
You guys need to focus on something productive.

And as the rain drops keep fallen' on my window pain
As I deal with my struggles, it seems like there is no end in sight.

I just keep blazin' up my endo remain the same
I continue to smoke marijuana and stay true to my values.

Nigga that's established
I have proven myself and am a force to be reckoned with.

and I'm out her to get this cat got's to have it
I am working hard to achieve my goals and get what I want.

Nigga been chasin' the mathematics how to stack it
I have been pursuing financial success and figuring out how to accumulate wealth.

In a position where he's facing so much time
I am in a difficult situation where I could potentially face legal consequences.

did he want to commit that crime
I did not necessarily want to break the law, but I found myself in a tough situation.

I really don't think so but it's only time
I don't think I meant to commit the crime, but time will tell.

And I'ma be here when you get home
I will be here to support you when you get out of jail, if that occurs.

Put that on the bone
I swear on my life that I will be here for you.

Whatever ever it was whatever it be I'ma always stay strong for yuh
Whatever happens, I will remain strong and support you.

I'ma always stay strong soldier
I will always remain strong, just like a soldier would.