Calm Down
AMB Lyrics


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Otis:
I'm alone, I'm holding my chrome
And I have become
The only one that sees what is really there.
I hate that I'm scared, but who really cares?
I tell 'em and for me all they have is blank stares

And I can just see it now, me jumpin' off the stage right into the crowd
I beat the shit out of a kid and when I got backstage
I licked the blood off my hands that I took from his face
I start to thinkin': why did I just do that?
I got a demon on my shoulder, ain't no monkey on my back
And this demon's with my now, she's writing these rhymes
And only time will tell if I can put her in hell
And it's swell.
People tell me I'm so lucky
Six of the hottest bitches waitin' to f**k me
And I feel pathetic
And the thing's that's odd - maybe another vicodin will bring me closer to God.

Chorus x 2:
I cannot - Get ahold of myself
Just cannot - Get ahold of myself
I cannot - Get ahold of myself
I have lost control of myself

Shaggy 2 Dope:
I'm afraid of the dark and I'm afraid of the light
And I'm afraid that I might've killed a motherf**ker last night
I don't know, I'm just somehow bloody
Feels like I just stuck somebody
Bad dreams, I'm crippled in the forehead.
I gotta be. It takes up a lot of me.
You probably need a lobotomy (right)
Lookin' in the mirror I scare the shit outta me.
And I finally can't afford no pills
Layin' in the dark, sweatin' out night chills
Night spills into the dawn
Blood spills into the lawn
I don't wanna go any place anymore
Don't nobody care about a dumb dead shitty whore
It's just me, myself, and I
At war with each other until we die

Hook:

Otis:
You, you belong to me (it's just me, myself, and I, at war with each other until we die)
I forever own your sanity (it's just me, myself, and I, at war with each other until we die)

Bonez Dubb:
I feel it in my chest and I can't breathe
Don't know what the f**k I need
I try to take all my pills, til they all was gone
It's just me and myself don't really get along
I feel it in my head and I can't see
Start trippin' when the world comes fallin' on me
I got a pain and it spreads through my head
Make friends? Man, I'd rather just kill you instead
And then nothin' -
I'm gonna be alright
If nobody takes me out than how can my own mind?
I'm gonna fight this, I'm gonna get somebody close
To keep me out of comatose
But then it starts up
I try takin' a breath
Please, God, keep me away from death
My life, I cant see bein' a very long ride
Insanity won the fight so I'll die tonight

Chorus x 2:
I cannot - Get ahold of myself
Just cannot - Get ahold of myself
I cannot - Get ahold of myself
I have lost control of myself

Violent J:
Boom! It's been four years of decline
The mind can't exist alone on rewind
But nothin' happens anymore to me
Nothin' that I wanna store as a memory
Livin' alone, hidin' in the back room.
Four times a day a run the vacuum
It's dirt outside tryin' to make it's way in
I gives a f**k if you feel what I'm sayin'
I'm over-powered in the head by emotions
A terrifying sadness with panic explosions
I tried prayin', but I conjured a demon
It's head popped outta my chest and started screamin',
"You, you belong to me!"
I tried prayin', but I conjured a demon
It's head popped outta my chest and started screamin',
"I forever own your sanity"
I tried prayin', but I conjured a demon . . .

Chorus x 8:
I cannot - Get ahold of myself
Just cannot - Get ahold of myself
I cannot - Get ahold of myself
I have lost control of myself





Hook throughout

Overall Meaning

The song Calm Down by American music group AMB is a reflection of inner turmoil and struggles with mental health. The lyrics by Otis, Shaggy 2 Dope, Bonez Dubb, and Violent J describe the feeling of losing control and the battle with their own minds. Otis talks about being scared and having a demon on his shoulder, indicated by the line, "she's writing these rhymes." Otis also mentions his personal turmoil by saying he feels pathetic, despite having six attractive women waiting to have sex with him. Shaggy 2 Dope discusses his fear of the dark and the light and claims to have possibly killed someone the previous night. This leads to bad dreams, sweating, and a feeling of being crippled in the forehead. Bonez Dubb delves deeper by talking about how he feels in his body and mind. He describes the chest pain and feeling like he can't breathe. He takes pills until they're all gone and experiences trips when the world comes falling down on him. Violent J's verse ends the song by referencing the idea of a demon possessing him. He tries to pray but conjures a demon instead, which claims ownership over his sanity.


Calm Down is an emotional song that tackles the issue of mental health and the struggles that come with it. The lyrics provide a raw insight into the challenges of living with depression, anxiety, and other mental health disorders. The song's chorus, "I cannot get ahold of myself," reflects the overwhelming feeling of being out of control of one's actions and thoughts. The artists showcase the different coping mechanisms, such as writing rhymes, taking pills, and trying to pray, that they use to deal with their inner turmoil. Calm Down is a powerful song that brings attention to mental health and the importance of taking care of oneself and seeking help.


Line by Line Meaning

I'm alone, I'm holding my chrome And I have become The only one that sees what is really there.
The singer is isolated and holding a gun, and feels like they are the only ones who can truly see reality.


I hate that I'm scared, but who really cares? I tell 'em and for me all they have is blank stares
The singer is afraid, but feels that no one takes them seriously when they try to express their fear.


And I can just see it now, me jumpin' off the stage right into the crowd I beat the shit out of a kid and when I got backstage I licked the blood off my hands that I took from his face I start to thinkin': why did I just do that? I got a demon on my shoulder, ain't no monkey on my back And this demon's with my now, she's writing these rhymes And only time will tell if I can put her in hell And it's swell.
The singer has a violent, demonic side that takes over and causes them to act impulsively. They fear that they will never be able to get rid of it.


People tell me I'm so lucky Six of the hottest bitches waitin' to f**k me And I feel pathetic And the thing's that's odd - maybe another vicodin will bring me closer to God.
Despite having opportunities that others envy, the artist feels empty and seeks solace in drugs.


I'm afraid of the dark and I'm afraid of the light And I'm afraid that I might've killed a motherf**ker last night I don't know, I'm just somehow bloody Feels like I just stuck somebody
The artist is consumed by fear and guilt, convinced that they may have committed a violent act without even realizing it.


Bad dreams, I'm crippled in the forehead. I gotta be. It takes up a lot of me. You probably need a lobotomy (right) Lookin' in the mirror I scare the shit outta me.
The singer has debilitating nightmares and feels like they are losing their mind. They view themselves as frightening and possibly in need of medical intervention.


And I finally can't afford no pills Layin' in the dark, sweatin' out night chills Night spills into the dawn Blood spills into the lawn
The singer is struggling financially and physically, experiencing physical symptoms and possibly hallucinations. They feel like their life is in chaos and out of control.


Boom! It's been four years of decline The mind can't exist alone on rewind But nothin' happens anymore to me Nothin' that I wanna store as a memory
The artist has been in a downward spiral for years, feeling stuck and unable to create meaningful memories.


Livin' alone, hidin' in the back room. Four times a day a run the vacuum It's dirt outside tryin' to make it's way in I gives a f**k if you feel what I'm sayin'
The artist leads an isolated life, obsessively cleaning their living space in order to keep the outside world at bay. They feel like no one can understand them.


I'm over-powered in the head by emotions A terrifying sadness with panic explosions I tried prayin', but I conjured a demon It's head popped outta my chest and started screamin', 'You, you belong to me!'
The artist is overwhelmed by intense and scary emotions that feel like they are possessing them. They hope that prayer will help, but instead feel like they have summoned a demon that claims ownership over them.


Chorus x 8: I cannot - Get ahold of myself Just cannot - Get ahold of myself I cannot - Get ahold of myself I have lost control of myself
The singer is completely out of control, unable to calm themselves down or regain a sense of stability.


Hook throughout
The chorus of the song repeats the idea that the artist cannot control themselves or their emotions, and that there is something possessing them and taking away their sanity.




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