Story of My LIfe
Aaron Lewis Lyrics


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I'll watch it all go down in flames
Knowin' there's no one to blame but me
Another vice to kill the pain
Knowin' that the pain will set me free

So I sit here starin' at the sky, and wonder why
The hands of God still hold me, and help me through this life
A sinner in so many ways, I've made it through so many days
I struggle, still lookin' for a sign

A little purpose
The story of my life

I'm haunted by the words you said
Prayin' that there's any hope for me
This holy war inside my head
Is probably not the safest place to be

So I sit here starin' at the sky, and wonder why
The hands of God still hold me, and help me through this life
A sinner in so many ways, I've made it through so many days
I struggle, still lookin' for a sign

A little purpose
The story of my life
The story of my life

So as the darkness turns to day
The light it shows the depth of my disguise
My safety was naivety
Created by deception and with lies

So I sit here starin' at the sky, and wonder why
The hands of God still hold me, and help me through this life
I'm a sinner in so many ways, I've made it through so many days
I struggle, still lookin' for a sign

A little purpose
The story of my life




The story of my life
The story of my life

Overall Meaning

In the song "Story of My Life" by Aaron Lewis, the lyrics convey a sense of regret and longing for redemption. The singer knows that he is responsible for the destruction he is experiencing, yet he finds solace in the fact that ultimately he holds the power to change his own fate. The first verse discusses the singer's self-destructive tendencies, as he turns to vices to numb his pain. He recognizes that this cycle is only exacerbating his issues, but feels powerless to stop it.


The next verse delves into the inner turmoil the singer is experiencing. He is haunted by the words of someone who has likely told him that he is beyond saving. He feels that he is waging a holy war inside his own mind, and is aware that this is not a safe place to be. Despite this, he remains hopeful that he can find a way out of his darkness.


Finally, the third verse sees the singer coming to terms with his past mistakes. He regrets that he allowed himself to be deceived by others and created a false sense of safety for himself. However, he also recognizes that he has the ability to shape his own path forward. The final lines of the song emphasize the singer's yearning for purpose; he is still searching for a way to make sense of his life.


Line by Line Meaning

I'll watch it all go down in flames
I know that everything is going to crash and burn.


Knowin' there's no one to blame but me
I understand that I'm the only one responsible for the situation and its outcome.


Another vice to kill the pain
I keep finding new ways to numb the pain.


Knowin' that the pain will set me free
I'm aware that only by experiencing the pain can I break free.


So I sit here starin' at the sky, and wonder why
I contemplate the mysteries of why things are the way they are.


The hands of God still hold me, and help me through this life
I believe that there's a higher power who guides and supports me.


A sinner in so many ways, I've made it through so many days
I acknowledge my flaws and past mistakes, but also recognize my strength and resilience.


I struggle, still lookin' for a sign
I continue to face challenges and search for meaning and direction.


A little purpose
That's all I need to keep going.


The story of my life
My life is a series of experiences, both good and bad, that define who I am and what I do.


I'm haunted by the words you said
Your words still echo in my mind and affect me.


Prayin' that there's any hope for me
I hope that there's still a chance for me to change and improve.


This holy war inside my head
There's a constant battle between my conflicting thoughts and beliefs.


Is probably not the safest place to be
It's not healthy to be stuck in my own head and thoughts.


So as the darkness turns to day
As I go through tough times, I know that there will eventually be light at the end of the tunnel.


The light it shows the depth of my disguise
It's only in the light that my true self is revealed, beyond my facade or deception.


My safety was naivety
I realize that my sense of safety was illusory or naive, and that I need to face reality.


Created by deception and with lies
The illusion of safety was built on a foundation of deception and falsehood.




Lyrics © Warner Chappell Music, Inc.
Written by: AARON LEWIS

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