Alaska
Alaska Lyrics

I would gamble my life,
I am willing to risk everything for a chance to find a purpose in life.

In hopes, one day, I’ll find a reason to live,
I am searching for a motivation to keep going.

Or a reason to stay,
A reason to stay in this world and not give up.

I’ve got my friends, They’re like my family,
My friends are the closest thing I have to a family.

But in the depths of my mind, There’s something more, I crave,
Despite having friends, there is an underlying emptiness that I am trying to fill.

I’m a broken shell, Of what used to be,
I am a shadow of my former self.

I’m a fucked up mess, And I’m losing sleep,
I am struggling mentally and it's affecting my sleep.

I’ve seen the sun set, And my brother die,
I have experienced loss and tragedy.

I’ve seen the run rise, And I wonder why…
I am questioning the purpose and meaning of life.

Why am I here, Be damned if I know,
I don't know why I am alive or what my purpose is.

I’ve got my friends, But have I got a soul,
I am questioning if I have any true inner feelings or a sense of self.

I wander round, Cause I’ve got no home,
I feel lost and adrift in life without a sense of belonging.

I ask myself, In truth, Am I alone…
Despite having friends, I still feel lonely and isolated.

I miss those days, When I didn’t have to try,
I long for a time when things were easier and I didn't have to work so hard to find happiness.

I miss those moments, When I dove into your eyes,
I long for moments of deep connection and intimacy with another person.

I miss the way, We fit like puzzle pieces,
I miss feeling like I belonged and fit in with someone else.

But I guess we didn’t, Fit, completely,
Ultimately, the relationship did not work out and I am left feeling incomplete.

So I’ll try to move on, But my thoughts they bleed,
I am trying to let go of the past, but it's not easy and my thoughts keep going back to what could have been.

I’ve seen the sun set, And true love die,
I have experienced heartbreak and lost love.

And in my lonely nights, I fell in love with the sky,
In my lonely moments, I find solace and beauty in the natural world.

And in my lonely days, I fell in love with the sunrise,
The simple act of watching the sunrise gives me hope and comfort.

I lay my head, Down on the concrete,
I am at my lowest point and feel like I have nothing.

I take a moment to feel, That cool and gentle breeze,
Even in difficult times, I try to appreciate the small moments of beauty and peace.

Sometimes you need to walk alone, And love yourself,
Being alone can be difficult, but it's important to learn to love and care for yourself.

Now I don’t know if I, Can love, myself,
I am struggling with self-love and acceptance.

But I know that I, Can’t rely on anyone else,
Ultimately, I am responsible for my own happiness and well-being.

I’ve seen the sun set, And friendships die,
I have experienced the loss of friendships and relationships.

And in my lonely nights, I fell in love with the sky,
In my darkest moments, I have found comfort in the beauty and wonder of the world around me.

I’ve got my friends, But I feel so alone,
Despite having people in my life, I feel disconnected and lonely.

I’ve got my friends, But I don’t have a home,
Although I have people who care about me, I feel like I don't have a true sense of belonging.

Why do I feel, Feel so alone,
I am struggling to understand why I feel so isolated and disconnected from others.

When the sun rose, Took me in it’s embrace,
The beauty and warmth of the rising sun brings me comfort and peace.

It whispered, ever, So softly to me,
The world around me speaks to me in quiet moments, reminding me that I am not truly alone.

It’s okay my dear, We’re all alone,
It's a natural part of the human experience to feel lonely and disconnected from others.

And when the night came, The moon, It spoke,
Even in the darkness, there is still beauty and wonder to be found.

The sky it is, It is, Your home,
The world around us offers comfort and belonging if we are willing to embrace it.

It’s in loneliness, That no one is alone…
In moments of isolation, we can find a sense of togetherness in the universal human experience of loneliness.