Nitro
Alex M.O.R.P.H. Lyrics

I’ve never been on a run way, yeah
I have never experienced the exhilaration and freedom of taking off on a runway

But you just take off and come back
You effortlessly come into my life and leave just as easily

I’m sure we’ll meet one day, yeah
I am hopeful that our paths will cross in the future

I’m just tryna cross paths with you
My only desire is to encounter you in my journey

Even if that means crashing
Even if it leads to a disastrous outcome

And I do not stunt this is me girl, yeah
I am being genuine and authentic with you, without any pretense

But you don’t want action
You are not interested in pursuing a romantic relationship

So what are you asking for, heh
I am confused about what you expect from me

It was a drag race and your shotgun
Our relationship was characterized by fast-paced intensity and you held a powerful position in it

You loaded up and shot me, um
You prepared yourself and hurt me emotionally

I think your the one
I believe you are the person who can bring meaning and fulfillment into my life

We on that nitro love
Our love is explosive and dangerous

And this is a story you hate to love
Our relationship is a tale that evokes contradictory emotions within you

Don’t call up your girls and tell them too much
Don't share intimate details about our relationship with your friends

We ain’t got time for waiting up
We don't have the luxury of wasting time waiting for each other

Just call me make me feel some thing
Reach out to me and evoke emotions within me

Take me from the state I’m in
Rescue me from my current emotional state

Wake me up I’ll let you in
Bring me back to life and I will allow you into my heart

Damn this dangerous
This situation is incredibly risky and potentially harmful

Seatbelt locked in girl
I am committed and restrained in this relationship

And you are all for us
You are fully devoted to our connection

And I don’t know why
I am uncertain about the reasons behind your commitment

You would share this love
You choose to invest in and share this intense love with me

Emotions from you flowing
I sense a continuous flow of emotions from you

But I don’t remember a thing
However, I cannot recall any significant memories or experiences with you

I'm staring into your eyes
I am fixated on looking deeply into your eyes, seeking a connection

I’m just tryna feel the vibe
I am merely attempting to sense and understand the emotional atmosphere

Yeah, your touching me
Although you physically touch me, there is no emotional impact

But ain’t touching my mind
However, you fail to stimulate or engage my thoughts or emotions

This is my fault
I take responsibility for the negative consequences in our relationship

Crashing, acting like my faults ain’t killing myself
I am continuously making mistakes, oblivious to the harm they cause

No input, Yeah that’s bad for myself
Lack of constructive feedback or guidance is detrimental to my personal growth

No input, yeah that’s bad for my drive
A lack of external motivation or inspiration negatively affects my ambition and determination

Sorry miss, I’m not feeling a thing
I apologize, but I am devoid of emotions or affection

Kinda hard when your
It becomes challenging when

Well shit
Oh well

I mean its kinda hard when your backseat driving
It is difficult when you constantly try to control and influence the course of our relationship

Pedal to the metal, probably crash off incidentals
We are rushing forward at full speed, and it is highly likely that we will encounter obstacles or mishaps

Broke your heart, I never meant to
I unintentionally caused you emotional pain and heartbreak

Im not slowing like my temple
I am not slowing down or being cautious like I should be

Mind is racing going mental
My mind is overwhelmed and racing, driving me to the point of insanity

Cuz i'm on my knees like word play prolly hit your temple
I am emotionally vulnerable, pleading with you to understand how my words may have hurt you

Man i'm acting sentimental saying that we gotta break up
I am expressing emotions and suggesting that we should end our relationship

Cuz I'm, no memory
Because I have no recollection or connection to our past experiences

I aint never had a love this
I have never experienced a love like this before

Bad thing, we got nothing in common
It is unfortunate that we share no common ground or interests

Seat buckle has always been off
I have always been reckless and uncommitted in relationships

I'm playing safe, with my mind its often
I am being cautious and protecting my emotions, often to my own detriment

When you talk I ain't hearing a thing
I fail to comprehend or absorb anything you say

When we touch I ain't feeling a thing
I do not experience any sensations or emotions when we have physical contact

I ain't even had thoughts of a ring
I have not considered the possibility of a long-term commitment or marriage

Hard to go when your not driving
It is difficult to move forward when you are not taking the lead or guiding our relationship

Hard to love when I can’t find emotion
It is challenging to love when I am unable to find or connect with any emotions

Hard to breathe if your life in da ocean
It is suffocating and overwhelming when your life is immersed in chaos or uncertainty

Hard to tell when your life a commotion
It is difficult to determine your true emotions and intentions when your life is in constant turmoil

I got robbed and got stuck in the moment
I experienced a traumatic event and became trapped in that painful memory

Anaesthetics probably helping my brain
I rely on anesthetics or substances to numb and dull my emotional pain

Anaesthetics got me going insane
The numbing effects of anesthesia are driving me to madness

I didn’t date you cuz I liked you for you
I entered into a relationship with you not because I genuinely liked who you are

I only dated in hopes of some change
I pursued a relationship with the hope that it would bring about personal transformation or improvement

Maybe you’ll make me feel something
Perhaps you will ignite emotions or make me experience something profound

Come to think, I ain't feeling a thing
Upon reflection, I realize that I am still void of any meaningful emotions

No, no its not your fault
No, it is not your responsibility or blame

I got robbed and it made me a corpse
I was emotionally robbed, and it left me feeling lifeless and empty

Grandad ill and it made me sick
My grandfather's illness deeply affected me and made me unwell

Cousin hung by his thoughts in his crib
My cousin tragically died by suicide, which haunted me

Mum crying from all of this shit
My mother, overwhelmed with grief and sadness, cries as a result of these difficult circumstances

So I had a thought and it just clicked
I had a sudden realization and the idea became clear to me

I been living in the backseat
I have been passively allowing life to happen to me

Yeah it's been a nitro love
Our relationship has been intense and explosive like nitroglycerin

You in the passenger
You are in a position of being a passenger, not actively participating

But we gone crash, cuz i'm not upfront
However, we are destined to fail because I am not being honest and upfront

Backseat driving
Attempting to exert control and influence over the course of a relationship despite not being in the driver's seat