When Instant Star wrapped after four seasons (2005-2008), Alexz endured her share of off-camera drama in her music career, when both Capitol and Epic, respectively, ended up shelving her records due to internal conflicts . "It’s been tough,” she says, “but something always keeps me going. Even with no money in my pocket, things land where they land and you keep moving.” Johnson had completed a full length record entitled Weight in 2008, and was set to release it in September the next year.
Alexz independently released her debut album, Voodoo in 2010 and remixed it in 2011 as Reloaded. She released a compilation of unheard demos in the form of The Basement Recordings (2011), while prepping to release her first EP, Skipping Stone in January 2012. She has also released one live album, Live from the Skipping Stone Tour in December 2012. Johnson later continued to release two more demo compilations, The Basement Recordings 2 and The Basement Recordings 3 in 2012 and 2013, respectively.
Finding success and a loyal fanbase through her independent releases, Johnson's 2014 EP, Heart and sophomore album Let 'Em Eat Cake were both funded through the crowdfunding service Pledgemusic. Heart and Let 'Em Eat Cake both showcase a different side of Johnson, tackling subjects such as heartbreak and loss. The two releases include tracks produced by David Kahne, who has worked with Lana Del Rey, Kelly Clarkson, Regina Spektor, and other artists.
Temporary Insanity
Alexz Johnson Lyrics
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Da da da, da da da da
What just happened?
Did you kiss me?
'Cause that's a place we've never been until now
And I don't know how it's gonna be after this
Or do we fall?
My confusion shows whenever you get so close
I stumble, I stutter, forget what to say
I'm nervous, I wonder why I'm acting this way
It's temporary insanity
What's going on with you and me?
Is it real or is it fantasy?
Forever or just temporary?
Whoa, oh, oh (insanity)
Whoa, oh, oh
You made a moved and changed your mind
Too much to lose, you've crossed the line between friends
And something more
Was it all a big mistake?
And if it was, it's much too late to undo
And I don't really want to
Let you go but I still don't know
How I feel about you
What this really means
It's crazy to want you
Is it meant to be?
It's temporary insanity
What's going on with you and me?
Is it real or is it fantasy?
Forever or just temporary?
It's temporary insanity
What's going on with you and me?
Is it real or is it fantasy?
Forever or just temporary?
Whoa, oh, oh (insanity)
Whoa, oh, oh
Oh, what you do to me?
What comes over me, oh?
If this is crazy there's nothing I'd rather be
Da, da da da, da da
Da, da da da, da da
Da, da da da, da da
It's temporary insanity
What's going on with you and me?
Is it real or is it fantasy?
Forever or just temporary?
It's temporary insanity
What's going on with you and me?
Is it real or is it fantasy?
Forever or just temporary?
Losin' my mind
Losin' my mind
Losin' my mind
Losin' my mind
Losin' my mind
Losin' my mind
Da, da da da, da da da
Da, da da da, da da da
Da, da da da, da da da
Da, da da da, da da da
Da, da da da, da da da
Da, da da da, da da da
Da, da da da, da da da
Da, da da da, da da da
Da, da da da, da da da
(Da, da da da, da da da)
The lyrics of Alexz Johnson's Temporary Insanity describe a moment of confusion between two individuals who have a strong connection but are unsure of where their feelings might lead them. The singer expresses confusion and nervousness about the possibility of a deeper connection with the other person, as they have never kissed before. They wonder if they should ignore these feelings or act on them, as they are not sure what might happen next.
As the song progresses, the singer expresses their fear of losing their friend and potential lover, admitting that they are afraid of what might happen if they pursue the relationship. The lyrics suggest that the confusion and temporary insanity that both parties are experiencing might be part of the process of figuring out if they should be together, even if it's just a temporary thing.
Overall, the song's lyrics convey the complex emotions and uncertainty that come with navigating a new relationship. The singer is hesitant to pursue anything more than friendship, but acknowledges that their feelings are intense and overwhelming.
Line by Line Meaning
What just happened?
I'm confused about what just occurred
Did you kiss me?
I'm unsure if you initiated the intimacy
'Cause that's a place we've never been until now
Our relationship has taken a new, uncharted direction
And I don't know how it's gonna be after this
I'm unsure of how our relationship will progress
Do we pretend these feelings don't exist at all
Should we ignore our feelings for each other?
Or do we fall?
Should we take a chance on developing our feelings for each other?
My confusion shows whenever you get so close
I feel uncertain when you're near me
I stumble, I stutter, forget what to say
My emotions cause me to become flustered and lose my ability to articulate myself
I'm nervous, I wonder why I'm acting this way
I'm experiencing anxiety and questioning my behavior
It's temporary insanity
Our current state of affairs is temporary, but my emotions are overwhelming
What's going on with you and me?
I'm confused about the status of our relationship
Is it real or is it fantasy?
I'm questioning the authenticity of our feelings for each other
Forever or just temporary?
I'm unsure if our relationship can last long-term
You made a move and changed your mind
You took initiative, but then seemed to regret it
Too much to lose, you've crossed the line between friends
Our friendship is at risk, as our relationship has become more than platonic
And something more
Our relationship is transitioning from just friends to something more
Was it all a big mistake?
I'm questioning the validity of our relationship
And if it was, it's much too late to undo
If our relationship was a mistake, it's too late to reverse its consequences
And I don't really want to let you go but I still don't know
I don't want to end things, but I'm still uncertain about our future together
How I feel about you
I'm unsure of my emotional attachment to you
What this really means
I'm uncertain of what our relationship really entails
It's crazy to want you
I feel irrational due to my strong feelings for you
Is it meant to be?
I'm questioning the fate of our relationship
Losin’ my mind
I'm losing my grip on my emotions and sanity
Lyrics © BMG Rights Management, Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Written by: Andrea Wasse, Christopher Ward, James Robertson
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
Jaleesa W
This song still gets me!!
Jaleesa W
@David Lagattuta Jr. now I want to listen to it lol
David Lagattuta Jr.
Jaleesa W me too! <3
Sarah Vans Mootoo
Legit last night my dad used the term Temporary Insanity and i had the biggest flashback of my life!!!
It's been years omg
Athena Starshine
God I still know all the words!!!!
Jessica Williams
I love this song and loved the show. I was like 13 when the show came out. My mama even used to watch the show with me and still brings it up every blue moon to talk about how good it was. I'm 29 now so that speaks of how awesome Instant Star was.
Julissa Rios
Oof hits TILL THIS DAY! 🤣
dana katherine
It's been a long time!
Chiara Leandra Duharte Holguin
Oldie but goldie