The name Amduscia is derived f… Read Full Bio ↴Amduscia is a Mexican Aggrotech band.
The name Amduscia is derived from a duke of Hell who occurs in medieval demonology, who was said to perform concerts without the audience ever seeing the instruments being played.
Amduscia formed in the spring of 1999. Polo, Edgar and Raul decided to express in their music the pain, the cruelty, the madness, the rage produced by living in a difficult place, "the real Hell, named Mexico City..."
Following their first release, a demo named "Perdicion, Perversion, Demencia," the German label, Out of Line, inserted the first of Amduscia's tracks for the world, "Evil Song" and "Profano tu Cruz," in its compilations, Machineries of Joy Vol. 1 & 2, with much success. In November of 2003, the acclaimed debut album of Amduscia, "Melodies for the Devil," was born and it remained in the number five place on the DAC for several weeks.
This release was followed in 2005 by two singles: the "Dead or Alive" EPCD, which remained in the number 5 place as a single on the DAC, and "Impulso Biomechanico," a limited edition MCD. Amduscia's sophomore full-length album, "From Abuse to Apostasy," was released in 2006 on Out of Line Records (Europe) and Metropolis Records (North America). In addition, Amduscia has participated in the Out of Line Records compilations "Awake the Machines" Volumes 5 (2005, Disc 1) and 6 (2008, Disc 2) and has participated in European festivals such as WaveGotikTreffen (2004) and Mera Luna (2005), Out of line Festival 2008.
The third full-length album, entitled "Madness in Abyss" has been released in October 2008, This is the last frontal sound blast of them
More information can be found on the band's myspace at myspace.com/amduscia and on their official website, www.amduscia.de.
A full discography is available at http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Amduscia.
As of 11.6.2009, Amduscia became a 2-person project after Raul Amduscia was removed from the band. As said on their website, "After a lot of contemplation and discussion, we have decided that it is in our best interest and those of our fans to make Amduscia a two-person project."
In March 27th 2010 was announced Edgar “Amduscia“ Acevedo had died due to medical complications. No more details have been revealed about the future of Amduscia.
Shattered Mind
Amduscia Lyrics
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Than playing with your mind
Now it´s time for you think
What is fucking real
Feeling disturbance in me
Feeling how the madness begins
The error is not yours
The leaves in the mind once again
That sensation comes once again
Is it insanity or is it me?
Need to talk with my mind
The insanity is in your mind
What is that voice that I hear now?
I don´t know which is mine
What is that voice that I hear now?
I don´t know which is mine
I just try to hear my voice
I just try
I just try
And the demons come to hurt me now
And God is really busy
I never saw the sun
Always the darkness comes again
I just try to hear my voice
I just try
I just try
The insanity is in your mind
Normality, I want to feel
Tranquility, I want to see
Madness in me is all in me
I don´t want to feel that
Madness in me is all in me
I don´t want to feel that
I just try to hear my voice
I just try
I just try
The lyrics of Amduscia's song "Shattered Mind" delve into the theme of mental illness and how it affects the individual. The opening lines suggest that the experience of suffering in the dark is similar to the mental torment that one can inflict upon oneself. The lyrics then call upon the listener to reflect upon what is truly real. As the song progresses, the singer speaks of feeling a disturbance inside of themselves, a madness that is not of their own making, and a sense of confusion as to what is real and what is not. The singer tries to talk to their own mind and figure things out but is confronted by voices that they cannot tell if it is their own or not. The lyrics portray a sense of helplessness and confusion that comes with having a shattered mind.
Throughout the song, there is a sense of desperation that can be felt in the lyrics. The singer is looking for peace and tranquility, tired of the darkness that follows them, but the madness within them seems to be all-consuming. The hopelessness of feeling like they are never going to feel normal again, as if the madness is all that there is, can be quite chilling.
Overall, the lyrics of "Shattered Mind" serve as a powerful commentary on mental illness and how difficult it can be to escape the darkness that it brings.
Line by Line Meaning
It´s the same thing to suffer in the dark
Suffering in darkness is equal to playing with your own mind.
Than playing with your mind
Engaging in mental games or manipulations of your own mind can be just as painful as suffering in darkness.
Now it´s time for you think
It is time to contemplate and ponder about the true reality of things.
What is fucking real
What is the actual, truthful reality?
Feeling disturbance in me
Experiencing an inner agitation and turmoil.
Feeling how the madness begins
Sensing the inception of insanity.
The error is not yours
The mistake or fault is not yours to bear or own.
And the madness is mine
It is your own madness to deal with and overcome.
The leaves in the mind once again
The thoughts and ideas are circling in the mind once more.
That sensation comes once again
The same feeling arises once again.
Is it insanity or is it me?
Is this state of mind insanity or simply just who I am?
Need to talk with my mind
It is necessary to communicate with one's own mind.
The insanity is in your mind
The source and location of the insanity is within your own mind.
What is that voice that I hear now?
What is the identity or origin of the voice that I am currently hearing?
I don´t know which is mine
You are uncertain about which voice actually belongs to you.
I just try to hear my voice
You are attempting to listen to your own voice amid the chaos.
And the demons come to hurt me now
The demons arrive to inflict pain and harm upon you.
And God is really busy
God seems to be preoccupied or unavailable in this situation.
I never saw the sun
You have never been able to experience joy or happiness.
Always the darkness comes again
The darkness and negativity always return.
The insanity is in your mind
The insanity is still present within your own mind.
Normality, I want to feel
You desire to experience a state of normalcy or stability.
Tranquility, I want to see
You want to witness and enjoy a state of tranquility.
Madness in me is all in me
The madness and insanity that you possess is entirely yours to deal with.
I don´t want to feel that
You do not wish to continue experiencing this level of madness.
I just try to hear my voice
Once again, you attempt to listen to and connect with your own voice.
Contributed by Bentley B. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
leeloo dagg
gran cancion esta! a veces la dejo de escuchar! pero cuando la vuelvo a reproducir revive un extraña sensacion de adrenalina y nostalgia!
eddie EDDIE
Salud, por ello !!! 😎😎😎
Marcelo Alejandro Ramini
"Está música está de lujo"!!!!❤:)
Viva Amduscia!!! Yesss!🔥💕🔥;)
Loren Realname
This song is iconic. Aggrotech wouldn't be what it is without this track and Amduscia.
Torsten Kinzel
hell yeah, love Amduscia!😁😈 ^^ 😎🤘🏻🔊🔊🔊🎶🎹🖤🔥👻🧟♀️☣☢💀
Luis Roberto Osorio Jimenez
Amduscia El mejor
Sheogorath
Electro-Industrial or Aggrotech. <3
Eckhaardt
Industrial rulzZ!
Pzycho Katty
♥
Jack Ledger
Pues esta no es repetida.