Black Heart Today
Amy Ray Lyrics


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She brings me Spanish clemintine
I eat them by the waterside
Throw the peels and taste the clean
How could I still feel so mean

Take this meanness out of me

I got a black heart today
No amount of kindness can turn it the other way
Even the dogs are tired of me
Howling at the trees

Take this meanness out of me

I got a black heart today





Take this meanness out of me

Overall Meaning

The song 'Black Heart Today' by Amy Ray is a melancholic track that portrays a sense of sadness and despair within the singer. The opening lines of the song represent a moment of calm and solitude, as the singer eats Spanish clementines by the waterside. However, even during this serene moment, the singer feels the burden of her dark emotions. The lines "Throw the peels and taste the clean, How could I still feel so mean" suggests that despite all the beauty around her, she is still unable to escape the darkness within her. The bleakness of her mood is further highlighted by the chorus, where she describes how even acts of kindness are unable to mitigate the darkness that she feels. Additionally, the line "Even the dogs are tired of me howling at the trees" displays her isolation, as even the natural world seems to have turned it's back on her.


The song 'Black Heart Today' could be interpreted as an expression of depression or the dark emotions that one sometimes feels. It further represents how sometimes, it's almost impossible to get out of such a state. A black heart is representative of an insensitive and harsh personality that can't heal through any type of kindness or generosity. The song's lyrics also tell how it's not just the person going through such emotions that suffers but also the people around them. The chorus "No amount of kindness can turn it the other way", suggests how people cannot be saved just through empathy or kind gestures. The artist skillfully illustrates the power of depression and how emotional turmoil is not easy to overcome.


Line by Line Meaning

She brings me Spanish clemintine
Someone brings the singer some Spanish clementines


I eat them by the waterside
The singer eats the clementines near a body of water


Throw the peels and taste the clean
The singer throws away the fruit peels and enjoys the clean taste of the fruit


How could I still feel so mean
Despite the peaceful setting and enjoyable snack, the singer still feels cruel or unkind


Take this meanness out of me
The singer wants to be rid of their negative feelings and behavior


I got a black heart today
The singer feels extra negative, possibly even evil or cruel


No amount of kindness can turn it the other way
Even if others are kind to the singer, it won't change their negative mood


Even the dogs are tired of me
The singer's bad attitude may even affect their relationships with animals like dogs


Howling at the trees
The dogs are so frustrated with the singer that they resort to barking at trees


Take this meanness out of me
The singer reiterates their desire to be rid of their negativity


I got a black heart today
The singer repeats that they're feeling extra negative




Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
Written by: AMY ELIZABETH RAY

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