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Archon Lyrics


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I'll break my legs
Before I make it to the sun
It's been seen before
I'll bleed before I'll make a change
I'm treading water
But the portrait must be kept at my cost
I'd built a house and burn it down
To say it's not my fault

To say it's not my fault
Deep down I know it's wrong

I'm holding on to a way too tight
Guided blind by my heart's intent
With my head drooling in the sky
Will I drown before I change?
I couldn't bury the past
Or make my current last
I'm nothing but a fading name
I'll drag my hate within my grave

So sick of this ringing in my head
Mind's scattered by the choices I regret

Day by day
I swear this pattern never ends
Locked inside myself
Longing to break the chain
The eyes are staring back
This is not me
I shatter the glass
Just set me free
Just set me free

I'm holding on to a way too tight
Guided blind by my heart's intent
With my head drooling in the sky
Will I drown before I change?
I couldn't bury the past
Or make my current last
I'm nothing but a fading name
I'll drag my hate within my grave

I lay and wallow in this noise that haunts my head
With a static mind and distorted sight
I've been stuck to hear that I'm all to blame
And I can't re-wind

I'm holding on to a way too tight
Guided blind by my heart's intent
With my head drooling in the sky
Will I drown before I change?
I couldn't bury the past
Or make my current last




I'm nothing but a fading name
I'll drag my hate within my grave

Overall Meaning

The song "Begin" by Archon seems to depict a struggle with self-doubt and regret about one's past life. The opening lyrics "I'll break my legs before I make it to the sun" suggest a feeling of being stuck in one's current situation and an inability to move forward towards a brighter future. The singer is aware of his own faults and acknowledges the need for change, yet feels unable to make it happen.


The lyrics "I couldn't bury the past or make my current last" suggest the difficulty of overcoming one's past mistakes and the feeling that their current situation is unsustainable. The line "I'm nothing but a fading name, I'll drag my hate within my grave" further develops the sense of regret and the fear of being remembered only for the negative aspects of one's life. The repeated refrain "I'm holding on to a way too tight, guided blind by my heart's intent" highlights the internal struggle between what the singer knows needs to change and the emotional attachment to their current situation.


Overall, the song seems to express a struggle between the need for change and the fear of letting go of the past, all set to a powerful and emotional rock melody.


Line by Line Meaning

I'll break my legs
I am willing to endure physical harm


Before I make it to the sun
Before I achieve my ultimate goal


It's been seen before
This is not a unique situation


I'll bleed before I'll make a change
I am resistant to change


I'm treading water
I am stagnant


But the portrait must be kept at my cost
I am willing to pay the price for my reputation


I'd built a house and burn it down
I am willing to start over and destroy what I have created


To say it's not my fault
I am in denial about my responsibility


Deep down I know it's wrong
I acknowledge that my actions are harmful


I'm holding on to a way too tight
I am stubborn and unwilling to let go


Guided blind by my heart's intent
I am led by my emotions


With my head drooling in the sky
I am lost in thought and disconnected from reality


Will I drown before I change?
Am I doomed to stay the same?


I couldn't bury the past
I couldn't let go of my history


Or make my current last
I am unable to maintain my current situation


I'm nothing but a fading name
I am losing my identity and significance


I'll drag my hate within my grave
I will carry my anger with me until death


So sick of this ringing in my head
I am tired of my persistent thoughts


Mind's scattered by the choices I regret
I am overwhelmed by my past decisions


Day by day
Every day


I swear this pattern never ends
I feel stuck in a cycle


Locked inside myself
I am trapped in my own mind


Longing to break the chain
I want to break free from my patterns


The eyes are staring back
I am confronting my own reflection


This is not me
I do not recognize my current state


I shatter the glass
I break the barriers holding me back


Just set me free
I want to be released from my burdens


I lay and wallow in this noise that haunts my head
I am consumed by my own thoughts


With a static mind and distorted sight
My mental state is unclear


I've been stuck to hear that I'm all to blame
I am unable to accept responsibility


And I can't re-wind
I cannot change the past




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Written by: Alissa Larsen, Andy Ziesemer, James Payne

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