Purgatory
Archon Lyrics


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The path to paradise begins in hell
An esoteric depression we know it all too well
Throw me to the circles (and don't look back)
Spare your help I lost my way and I will do it again
Don't want me pulling you down you don't deserve this mess
Throw me to the circles (and don't look back)

A mind contorted, a body with no peace
Deranged symptoms of insanity
Will you pick up the pieces when I'm gone?
I'm nothing to you or anyone


I created a story but the pages are blank
Turn the book upside down, nothing is all you'll find
Throw me to the circles (and don't look back)
Read aloud so it doesn't repeat
Cause all I am is nothing you wanna be
Throw me to the circles (and don't look back)

A mind contorted, a body with no peace
Deranged symptoms of insanity
Will you pick up the pieces when I'm gone?
I'm nothing to you or anyone


And when the sun comes over the clouds
I can finally see the meaning
A declaration of mortality
That was never meant to be mine

And when the sun comes over the clouds
I can finally see the meaning
A declaration of mortality that was never meant to be mine
That was never meant to be mine
I was never meant to be





The path to paradise begins in hell
Esoteric depression we know it all too well

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Archon's song "Purgatory" explore themes of inner turmoil, self-doubt, and the struggle to find purpose and meaning in life. The opening line, "The path to paradise begins in hell," suggests that personal growth and self-discovery often arise from difficult and challenging experiences. The mention of "esoteric depression" implies a deeper, spiritual or existential sadness that the singer is intimately familiar with.


The repeated line, "Throw me to the circles (and don't look back)," reflects a sense of self-awareness and acceptance of one's own negative impact on others. The singer recognizes that they have lost their way and may continue to do so in the future, and they do not want to drag others down with them. There is a longing for release and for others to move on without them, as they feel they are undeserving of any love or support.


The second verse delves deeper into the singer's struggle, describing a distorted mind and a body devoid of peace. The reference to "deranged symptoms of insanity" suggests a mental state that is unstable and chaotic. They question whether anyone will be there to pick up the pieces once they are gone, as they believe they are nothing to anyone.


The chorus brings a glimmer of hope amidst the darkness, as the singer describes seeing meaning and understanding when the sun comes out from behind the clouds. However, there is a bitter acknowledgment that this understanding is not meant for them, as they refer to it as a "declaration of mortality that was never meant to be mine." The repetition of the line "I was never meant to be" reflects a deep sense of unworthiness and feeling out of place in the world.


Overall, "Purgatory" explores the complexities of inner struggles, self-destructive tendencies, and the longing for meaning and acceptance.


Line by Line Meaning

The path to paradise begins in hell
True happiness and fulfillment can only be achieved by first experiencing and overcoming hardships and suffering.


An esoteric depression we know it all too well
We are familiar with a deep and profound sadness that is not easily understood or shared by others.


Throw me to the circles (and don't look back)
Abandon me to the vicious cycle of my own destructive tendencies and do not offer assistance or sympathy.


Spare your help I lost my way and I will do it again
Do not waste your efforts in trying to guide me, as I have already strayed from the right path and will likely repeat my mistakes.


Don't want me pulling you down you don't deserve this mess
I do not wish to burden you with my troubles and shortcomings because you deserve better than dealing with the chaos I bring.


A mind contorted, a body with no peace
My thoughts are twisted and distorted, causing inner turmoil and leaving me physically restless and without tranquility.


Deranged symptoms of insanity
I exhibit abnormal and disturbed behaviors indicative of mental instability and madness.


Will you pick up the pieces when I'm gone?
Are you willing to gather and repair the fragments of my life left behind once I am no longer present?


I'm nothing to you or anyone
I hold no value or significance to you or anyone else; I am insignificant and insignificant to others.


I created a story but the pages are blank
I have constructed a narrative for my life, but the story lacks substance, meaning, or real experiences.


Turn the book upside down, nothing is all you'll find
If you examine the contents of my life closely, you will realize that there is nothing worthwhile or substantial within it.


Read aloud so it doesn't repeat
Share and vocalize my story in order to prevent its repetition or continuation, hoping that others will avoid the same mistakes.


Cause all I am is nothing you wanna be
Because I am merely a person of no value or appeal, you have no desire to become like me.


And when the sun comes over the clouds
In moments of clarity and enlightenment, when positivity and hope break through the darkness and uncertainty.


I can finally see the meaning
I am able to comprehend and understand the purpose or significance behind my struggles and existence.


A declaration of mortality
An acknowledgement or proclamation of the finite nature of life and the inevitability of death.


That was never meant to be mine
However, this understanding of mortality is something that I was never meant to possess or fully comprehend.


I was never meant to be
I was never destined or intended to exist in this world, feeling disconnected or out of place.


Esoteric depression we know it all too well
We are intimately familiar with a deep sadness and melancholy that is difficult for others to understand or empathize with.




Lyrics © O/B/O APRA AMCOS
Written by: Jeppe Bo Kibsgaard, Jonas Larsen, Kresten Maigaard, Sofus Nielsen

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