Shadows
Arion Lyrics


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When I'm down and out
When I'm on my knees
When I've been beaten to the ground
Stand over me
Watch me bleed

Always left untold
What lies underneath
While your hands so strong, yet cold
Held me so tight I could not breathe

You're my ray of light darker than the night
You're the tears I cry
You're the cross and I'm the Christ

Like the others
I will deny everything
Every flaw and every sin
How I need you
Though I always knew
That the dream will would never last
I can not change the past
In my nightmares I'm with you

There is no applause
While this curtain falls
We're hand in hand, we're side by side
I am your groom and you're my bride

From your cold red lips I will drink the wine




Just to feel alive
I must learn to say goodbye

Overall Meaning

Arion's song "Shadows" is a powerful expression of a relationship that is marked by pain, manipulation, and toxicity. The lyrics paint a picture of a person who is trapped in a cycle of abuse, unable to break free from the hold that their partner has over them. The opening lines set the tone for the song, using imagery of being beaten down and bleeding to convey the singer's sense of helplessness. They plead with their partner to stand over them and watch them bleed, suggesting that they no longer have the strength to fight back.


The song then delves into the complexities of the relationship itself, exploring the power dynamics at play. The lines "Always left untold, what lies underneath" suggest that there are deep, dark secrets that have been hidden from both the listener and the singer themselves. The partner is portrayed as having cold, strong hands that hold onto the singer tightly, suffocating them. The chorus of the song takes on a more religious tone, with the singer likening the relationship to the crucifixion of Christ. They see their partner as the cross and themselves as the savior, drawing a parallel between their own suffering and the sacrifice that Jesus made for humanity.


Despite the abuse, the singer is unable to completely let go of their partner. They admit to denying everything about the relationship and their own flaws, but still feel an intense need for their partner's presence. This is expressed through the repeated line "How I need you, Though I always knew" which underscores the idea that the relationship is both harmful and addictive. The final lines of the song suggest that there is no happy ending to this story, as the singer is resigned to the fact that they must learn to say goodbye to their partner in order to finally feel alive.


Line by Line Meaning

When I'm down and out
When I'm feeling sad and defeated


When I'm on my knees
When I'm begging for mercy or forgiveness


When I've been beaten to the ground
When I've suffered a major defeat


Stand over me
Take control and dominate me


Watch me bleed
Watch me suffer and experience pain


Always left untold
Always kept secret and not shared


What lies underneath
What's hidden beneath the surface


While your hands so strong, yet cold
While your hands are powerful but lack warmth and compassion


Held me so tight I could not breathe
Held me in a suffocating and controlling grip


You're my ray of light darker than the night
You're the source of light in my life, but also bring darkness and pain


You're the tears I cry
You're the cause of my sadness and pain


You're the cross and I'm the Christ
You're the burden I carry like Jesus carried the cross


Like the others
Just like everyone else


I will deny everything
I will lie about everything to protect myself


Every flaw and every sin
Every mistake and wrongdoing


How I need you
How I depend on you despite everything


Though I always knew
Despite knowing the truth


That the dream will would never last
That the perfect world I envisioned was never meant to be


I can not change the past
I cannot undo my mistakes


In my nightmares I'm with you
Even in my worst dreams, you haunt me


There is no applause
There is no recognition or validation for my actions


While this curtain falls
As this chapter of my life ends


We're hand in hand, we're side by side
We're together in this moment


I am your groom and you're my bride
We're committed to each other, for better or for worse


From your cold red lips I will drink the wine
I will take in your poison, even though it may harm me


Just to feel alive
Just to experience something, anything


I must learn to say goodbye
I must learn to let go and move on




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