This Is What It Feels Like Live
Armin van Buuren Lyrics


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Nobody here knocking at my door
The sound of silence I can’t take anymore
Nobody ringing my telephone now
Oh how I miss such a beautiful sound

And I don’t even know how I survive
I won’t make it to the show without your light
No I don’t even know if I’m alive
Oh, oh, oh without you now
This is what it feels like

Nothing to hold but the memories and frames
Oh they remind me of the battle I face
Without your love, without you I drown
Somebody save me I’m going down

And I don’t even know how I survive
I won’t make it to the show without your light
No I don’t even know if I’m alive
Oh, oh, oh without you now
This is what it feels like

And I don’t even know how I survive
I won’t make it down the road with one headlight
No I don’t even know if I’m alive




Oh, oh, oh without you now
This is what it feels like

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of the song “This Is What It Feels Like” by Armin van Buuren ft. Trevor Guthrie / Showtek & Justin Prime's song This Is What It Feels Like / Cannonball are about the feeling of being alone without the presence of a loved one. The opening lines of the song describe the singer feeling the absence of someone in their life. They are unable to take the sound of silence anymore and miss the sound of their phone ringing. The lines “And I don’t even know how I survive. I won’t make it to the show without your light” describe how the singer is unable to function without the light and guidance of their loved one, to the point where even attending a show becomes difficult. The chorus of the song repeats the phrase “This is what it feels like” which is a metaphor representing the confusion and sadness that the singer is experiencing without their love.


The second verse of the song talks about the memories and frames that the singer is holding onto, but they only remind them of the battle that they are facing without their loved one. They feel like they are drowning and need someone to save them before they go down. The lines “And I don’t even know how I survive. I won’t make it down the road with one headlight” represent the idea that the singer needs the presence of their loved one to keep going or else they will be lost in the dark. The song talks about the feeling of being lost and not knowing what to do without the person they love and how it affects their day-to-day life.


Line by Line Meaning

Nobody here knocking at my door
I am lonely and no one ever visits me.


The sound of silence I can't take anymore
The silence in my life is overwhelming and I cannot bear it any longer.


Nobody ringing my telephone now
My phone never rings and I feel disconnected from the world.


Oh how I miss such a beautiful sound
I long for the sound of someone calling me or reaching out to me, even if it's just a telemarketer.


And I don't even know how I survive
I am unsure of how I am able to keep going through life.


I won't make it to the show without your light
I cannot function without the support of my loved ones; their 'light' gives me strength.


No I don't even know if I'm alive
I am so lost without my loved ones that I feel like I am barely living.


Oh, oh, oh without you now
I am completely alone and without the comfort of my loved ones.


This is what it feels like
This is the loneliness and isolation that I experience in my life.


Nothing to hold but the memories and frames
All I have left are pictures and memories of the love that I have lost.


Oh they remind me of the battle I face
These memories and pictures serve as a painful reminder of the struggle I am going through.


Without your love, without you I drown
Without the support and love of my friends and family, I feel like I am drowning in loneliness.


Somebody save me I'm going down
I am desperately seeking someone to save me from this feeling of isolation and despair.


I won't make it down the road with one headlight
I cannot navigate through life on my own; I need the guidance and support of my loved ones.




Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
Written by: ARMIN VAN BUUREN, BENNO DE GOEIJ, JENSON VAUGHAN, JOHN O.C.W. EWBANK, TREVOR DEAN GUTHRIE

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Most interesting comment from YouTube:

Lang Jun Xin

Nobody here knocking at my door
The sound of silence I can't take anymore
Nobody ringing my telephone now
Oh how I miss such a beautiful sound
And I don't even know how I survive
I won't make it to the show without your light
No I don't even know if I'm alive
Oh, oh, oh without you now
This is what it feels like
Nothing to hold but the memories and frames
Oh they remind me of the battle I face
Without your love, without you I drown
Somebody save me I'm going down
And I don't even know how I survive
I won't make it to the show without your light
No I don't even know if I'm alive
Oh, oh, oh without you now
This is what it feels like
And I don't even know how I survive
I won't make it down the road with one headlight
No I don't even know if I'm alive
Oh, oh, oh without you now
This is what it feels like



All comments from YouTube:

Armin van Buuren

"This Is What It Feels Like" is one of the biggest hits of my career so far, and one of the absolutely highlights of my 2013 album ‘Intense’. The memories from playing it at my "The Best Of Armin Only" shows are a precious memory to me!
P.S. 👾 Did you know I'm now on Discord? Make sure to join the server! ➡ https://discord.gg/arminvanbuuren

shepherdgroup. biz

Always a classic. Would love to use this sound track on our next promo video...(hint).....

Brenda Drumm

This song cuts me to the bone this is the last song my beautiful daughter and myself heard as she lay dying ln hosp x

Leo Orien

We love you armin you will always know that...

Rob moore

We were made to worship 🙌 This is just a hint of what heaven will sound like with thousands of generations all sing together in unity with christ

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Emma Liggett

My Daddy absolutely loved this tune. He passed away a month ago, he was one of Armin’s biggest fans. I listen to this over and over with so many tears 💔

Pascalia Sakwa

Sorry dear...I feel u

Emma Liggett

Thank you x

Blake S

I'm so sorry to hear, hope your coping well

Dalia alexandra

Sorry for your lost. If your father like this song, then he was a beatifull person

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