In 2002 and after one year in the studio, they appeared with their first demo entitled Estrada de Fogo. Its intention was to present ARYA to the public and the press. This demo received the best reviews of the critical entities, earning them lots of shows from clubs to festivals and even soccer stadiums.
The presentation of the new ARYA line up was in the beginning of 2005 with a show at Hard Club in Gaia. This was the first of many shows throughout the year. A summer tour followed, with shows all over Portugal, seen by thousands and thousands, presenting the album outdoor and playing the longest Hard Rock tour until then.
2. Arya is also the name of a female fronted Symphonic Power Metal band from Germany. Their debut album, the Vision, was released in 2002.
Homesick
Arya Lyrics
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Turn the cameras off
In the morning
My professors don't care
Enough to notice
That I been living at home
But I'm homesick
Driving me outta my head
Know where I'm goin'
I been leaving doors locked
Never open
Cause I been living at home
Now I'm homesick
Driving me outta my head
Drownin' in my work
Cause now I'm swimming too deep
They prefer the breast stroke
But I prefer jacuzzis
I could study on my own
like new year new me
Maybe cut out all the issues
No sugar no sweets
Not a rest day
Gotta really keep it moving when I press play
Keepin' track all my words like its an essay
and if I'm soundin' kinda low then I need less bass
Clear my mind
Headspace
I said I'm homesick
Can't focus
Everybody's gettin so pissed
Don't they notice
That I could leave my door locked
But I leave it open
Just to show them
That it's hopeless
I said I'm homesick
Can't focus
Everybody's gettin so pissed
Don't they notice
That I could leave my door locked
But I leave it open
Just to show them
That it's hopeless
Turn the cameras off
In the morning
My professors don't care
Enough to notice
That I been living at home
But I'm homesick
Driving me outta my head
And I don't even really
Know where I'm goin'
I been leaving doors locked
Never open
Cause I been living at home
Now I'm homesick
Driving me
Driving me
Driving me
Driving me
Turn the cameras off
In the morning
My professors don't care
Enough to notice
That I been living at home
But I'm homesick
Driving me outta my head
And I don't even really
Know where im goin'
I been leaving doors locked
Never open
Cause I been living at home
Now I'm homesick
Driving me out of my head
The lyrics of Arya's song "Homesick" speak to the feeling of being stuck in a familiar place but longing to be somewhere else. Arya reflects on the monotony of living at home and being a student, feeling forgotten and unsupported by those around her. The repetition of the line "Turning the cameras off in the morning" serves as a powerful metaphor for wanting to escape the constant surveillance and judgment of others.
Throughout the song, the singer's frustration and desperation escalate as she becomes more aware of her disconnection from the world around her. The second stanza brings up the idea of self-improvement and the "new year new me" mentality, underlining the pressure to constantly be productive and better oneself. However, even amidst this ideal, conflicted state of striving for progress, the singer can't help but feel like a victim of circumstance.
The song conveys a sense of restlessness and uncertainty about the future, with the singer unsure of where she's going and feeling like she's drowning in her own work. The repetition of "driving me out of my head" underscores the intensity of this feeling. Ultimately, the song captures the experience of being a young, ambitious person searching for a sense of purpose and belonging in the world.
Line by Line Meaning
Turn the cameras off
I want privacy and don't want to be watched or recorded.
In the morning
This could happen at any time, but I feel a sense of urgency to get this message out right away.
My professors don't care
I feel neglected and unimportant to those who are supposed to guide me in my education.
Enough to notice
I'm not getting the attention or help that I need and it's causing me to suffer in silence.
That I been living at home
I'm not in a position to live on my own and am still reliant on my family for support.
But I'm homesick
I miss the independence and freedom that comes with being away from home.
Driving me outta my head
The stress and anxiety that comes with feeling stuck and unfulfilled is taking a toll on my mental health.
And I don't even really
I don't have a clear sense of direction or purpose and it's adding to the confusion and frustration.
Know where I'm goin'
I don't have a plan or a next step and it's making me feel lost and uncertain.
I been leaving doors locked
I'm shutting myself off from the world and avoiding potential opportunities and experiences.
Never open
I'm not taking risks and playing it safe to avoid failure or disappointment.
Cause I been living at home
My lack of independence and freedom is preventing me from growing and pursuing my goals.
Now I'm homesick
I want to break free from my current situation and experience life on my own terms.
Drownin' in my work
I'm overloaded with responsibilities and tasks and it's impacting my mental and emotional health.
Cause now I'm swimming too deep
I'm in over my head and can't seem to keep up with the demands and expectations placed on me.
They prefer the breast stroke
Others may have an easier time managing their workload, but I struggle to keep up and feel inadequate as a result.
But I prefer jacuzzis
I want to relax and enjoy life, rather than constantly stressing and worrying about my responsibilities.
I could study on my own
I'm capable of learning and growing independently, but I'm not given the opportunity to do so.
like new year new me
I want to make a change and start fresh, but I'm not sure how to do so or where to start.
Maybe cut out all the issues
I want to simplify my life and eliminate any sources of stress or frustration.
No sugar no sweets
I want to eat healthy and take care of my body, despite the challenges and temptations that come my way.
Not a rest day
I don't have the luxury of taking a break or resting, as there's always more work to be done.
Gotta really keep it moving when I press play
I have to be constantly working and improving to keep up with the demands and expectations placed on me.
Keepin' track all my words like its an essay
I'm constantly analyzing and second-guessing everything I say and do, as if it's being graded or judged.
and if I'm soundin' kinda low then I need less bass
I need to take care of myself and prioritize my mental and emotional wellbeing, even if it means sacrificing other things.
Clear my mind
I need to quiet the noise and chaos in my head in order to focus and be productive.
Headspace
I need some mental and emotional space in order to process my thoughts and feelings.
I said I'm homesick
I want to leave my current situation and explore new possibilities and opportunities.
Can't focus
I'm distracted and unfocused due to the stress and frustration of my current situation.
Everybody's gettin so pissed
Others may be frustrated with my behavior or attitude, but they don't understand the struggles and challenges I'm facing internally.
Don't they notice
I feel neglected and ignored by those around me, who don't seem to understand or care about what I'm going through.
That I could leave my door locked
I could shut others out and avoid any potential interactions, but I choose to leave myself vulnerable and open to the world.
But I leave it open
I want to connect with others and experience life, even if it means taking risks and facing potential failure or disappointment.
Just to show them
I want to prove to others that I'm capable and worthy of love and respect, despite my struggles and imperfections.
That it's hopeless
I sometimes feel like my situation is hopeless and there's no way out, but I continue to hope and strive for a better life.
Driving me
The stress and frustration of my current situation is taking a toll on me, physically and emotionally.
Driving me
The repetition of this line emphasizes the intensity and urgency of my situation, and how it's affecting me deeply.
Driving me
The repetition of this line emphasizes the persistence of my struggles and how they continue to impact me over time.
Driving me
The repetition of this line emphasizes the overwhelming nature of my situation and how it's consuming my thoughts and emotions.
Turn the cameras off
I want privacy and autonomy in my life, and I don't want to be constantly watched or judged by others.
In the morning
This could happen at any time, but I feel a sense of urgency to get this message out right away.
My professors don't care
I feel neglected and unseen by those who are supposed to guide me in my education.
Enough to notice
I'm struggling and need help, but others don't seem to recognize or understand the depth of my struggles.
That I been living at home
I'm not in a position to live on my own and am still reliant on my family for support.
But I'm homesick
I miss the independence and freedom that comes with being away from home.
Driving me outta my head
My struggles and frustrations are taking a toll on my mental and emotional health.
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Written by: Arya Shapouri
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