Mad
Ashbury Heights Lyrics


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Make a spade
King of hearts
I was made
From spare parts

I was born
Into arms
How they'd scorn
My lack of charms

Mad
Can't you see that I am mad
What a blessing to be mad

Now I thrive
On solitude
Dead alive
Altitude

Proximity
Frightens me
All I see
Is devilry

Mad




Can't you see that I am mad
What a blessing to be mad

Overall Meaning

The lyrics in Ashbury Heights's song Mad convey the story of a character who feels like an outsider and has faced rejection and isolation from the people around him. The first verse begins with "Make a spade, King of hearts, I was made from spare parts," indicating that the character wasn't created with the utmost care but instead pieced together from whatever was available - signifying that he isn't anyone's first choice. He then states, "I was born into arms, how they'd scorn my lack of charms," which suggests that he didn't fit the mold of what was considered appealing or desirable.


As the song progresses, the lyrics reveal that the character has found solace in his solitude and that he feels most alive when he's alone. "Now I thrive on solitude, dead alive altitude," he declares. The character also expresses fear towards other people, stating "proximity frightens me, all I see is devilry," revealing his lack of trust in others which may have been built up over time due to past experiences of rejection or betrayal.


The chorus is a repetitive chant of the phrase "Mad, can't you see that I am mad, what a blessing to be mad," which indicates that the character has embraced his madness as a source of power in a world where he felt weak and powerless. It's possible that the character sees madness as the only way to gain control in a world where he feels constantly victimized. Overall, the song Mad expresses the emotions of isolation, fear, and empowerment.


Line by Line Meaning

Make a spade
I am creating something from nothing, probably something sharp and pointed like a spade.


King of hearts
I am putting on a brave face, pretending to be in control even though I am not really the one in charge.


I was made
I was not born into privilege or success, but rather I had to work hard to get where I am today.


From spare parts
I have been pieced together from the remnants of other people's lives, and my scars and flaws are a testament to my journey.


I was born
I have always existed in this world, but I was not necessarily welcomed or celebrated by those around me.


Into arms
I was embraced by people who saw my potential and my value, despite my outward appearance or behavior.


How they'd scorn
Even though I was loved, there were still those who judged me and looked down on me, seeing me as worthless or ugly.


My lack of charms
I did not have the charisma or charm that others possessed, so I had to find other ways to gain respect and admiration.


Mad
I am not crazy, but rather I see the world differently than most people. I am passionate and intense, and my emotions can be overwhelming at times.


Can't you see that I am mad
I wish others could understand me and appreciate me for who I am, rather than judge me for being different.


What a blessing to be mad
Although it can be difficult to be different, I am grateful for my unique perspective and the gifts that come with it.


Now I thrive
I have learned to cope with my differences and find happiness and fulfillment in my own way.


On solitude
I do not need others to validate me or make me happy; I am content with my own company.


Dead alive
I feel like I am caught between life and death, neither fully alive nor fully dead, but rather suspended in a state of limbo.


Altitude
I have risen above my past and my hardships, and I am now moving forward with a renewed sense of purpose and energy.


Proximity
Being close to others can be scary and overwhelming, as it forces me to confront my own fears and insecurities.


Frightens me
Although I am strong and resilient, there are still certain things that terrify me and make me feel vulnerable and weak.


All I see
My perspective is colored by my own experiences and emotions, and I cannot always trust what I see or hear.


Is devilry
There is evil and darkness in the world, and it can be difficult to resist its temptations and influence.




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It's so hard to believe
That's how it used to feel
Walking like a part of me
Was grounded actually
All of our memories
Separated by the seas
Alone in the debris
My insecurities
Wild eyes burning through the ceiling
Watching the skies
And trying to breathe
White scars never heard of healing
Watching myself
While trying to leave
Wild eyes burning through the ceiling
Watching the skies
And trying to breathe
White scars never heard of healing
Watching myself
While trying to leave
I can remember you
From when I thought I knew
That you were being true
And we were pulling through
I cannot understand
Just how you could hold my hand
While you were making plans
To feed us to the sand
Wild eyes (wild eyes)
Wild eyes (wild eyes)
Wild eyes (wild eyes)
Wild eyes (wild eyes)
Wild eyes (wild eyes)
Wild eyes (wild eyes)
Wild eyes (wild eyes)
Wild eyes (wild eyes)
Wild eyes burning through the ceiling
Watching the skies
And trying to breathe
White scars never heard of healing
Watching myself
While trying to leave
Wild eyes burning through the ceiling
Watching the skies
And trying to breathe
White scars never heard of healing
Watching myself
While trying to leave



All comments from YouTube:

Meich

2020 has been a weird year, but the new Ashbury Heights content has really been making up for it.

Bill A

When he sings "Wild Eyes", it sounds a bit like "White Lies" or "Wise Guys" which is just fine by me. hehe

Curtis Helsley

Dear god yes!

Gloria Zuniga

Agree!

ted brown

Exactly!

Антон Раевский

Отличное видео, музыка и потрясающий голос!!! Ребята продолжайте в том же духе!!! Удачи!

Noisecode's Archive

I Just recently discovered Ashbury Heights and I've fallen in love with their sound and this song in particular. Love it.

Palwanda

According to Spotify I spent 21,000 minutes listening to Ashbury Heights this year and this was my top song. Still can't stop listening to it. So thank you for making my year a little bit brighter :)

Stephen Moody

I love your music so much! I've been playing this on my night drive home, please keep making your music!

Niall Parkinson

Another fantastic song from Ashbury Heights. As usual, it is as catchy as covid.

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