Phantasmagoria
Ashbury Heights Lyrics


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Mid-dark thoughts of the grey tombstone
And all I loved I loved alone
The second son of a setting sun
Scores to settle one by one
Years of love have been forgot
Years of trouble years of draught
Years of ever gently tapping
On your chamber all for naught
And every ghastly apparition
Claims to be the soul I'm missing
Even though I keep on saying
That chair is empty now
Can't you see, can't you see?
That chair is empty now
Life is phantasmagoria now
And every shadow is reaching out to me
Life is phantasmagoria now
And all that's left is the stranger part of me
By a shore of silver ashes
Where a sea of sorrow crashes
There is someone who remembers
Someone who bears my resemblance
Someone who has all the seeming
Of a ghost forever dreaming
And when I call it always answers
"I cannot tell you anything"
And every ghastly apparition
Claims to be the soul I'm missing
Even though I keep on saying
That chair is empty now
Can't you see, can't you see?
That chair is empty now
Life is phantasmagoria now
And every shadow is reaching out to me




Life is phantasmagoria now
And all that's left is the stranger part of me

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Ashbury Heights' "Phantasmagoria" reflect on feelings of loss, loneliness, and the struggle to move on from past relationships. The opening lines speak of thoughts of death and being left alone, with references to tombstones and a setting sun. The chorus alludes to the idea of life being like a phantasmagoria, a constantly shifting and disorienting experience, where every shadow seems to reach out and touch the singer. The repetition of the line "that chair is empty now" reinforces the theme of loss and the feeling of absence left by someone who has left the singer's life.


The second verse introduces the idea of a "shore of silver ashes" and someone who remembers the singer, but who cannot give any answers to their questions. This section seems to add another layer to the theme of loss and the difficulty of moving on from situations that feel unresolved. The final repetition of the chorus highlights the idea that even though the singer keeps acknowledging the absence and loss they feel, there is no clear resolution or closure.


Line by Line Meaning

Mid-dark thoughts of the grey tombstone
I'm thinking about death and feeling somber.


And all I loved I loved alone
I am lonely and have loved without companionship.


The second son of a setting sun
I am a forgotten child of an ending time.


Scores to settle one by one
I have many unresolved conflicts that need to be addressed.


Years of love have been forgot
I have forgotten the years where I loved and was loved.


Years of trouble years of draught
I have experienced many years of hardship and emptiness.


Years of ever gently tapping
I have waited for something to change, but nothing ever did.


On your chamber all for naught
My efforts have been in vain and have resulted in nothing.


And every ghastly apparition
I see and feel the presence of spirits that I have lost.


Claims to be the soul I'm missing
These spirits pretend to be what I've lost, but they're not.


Even though I keep on saying
Even though I tell myself that what I've lost is gone.


That chair is empty now
The space where my lost loved one used to be is now vacant.


Can't you see, can't you see?
Why can't anyone else see how I feel?


Life is phantasmagoria now
My life is filled with illusions and ghosts.


And every shadow is reaching out to me
Even my own shadow seems like it's trying to grab me.


And all that's left is the stranger part of me
I am a foreigner to myself, and only a small part of me remains.


By a shore of silver ashes
I am near a place that resembles death and endings.


Where a sea of sorrow crashes
A sea of grief and sadness washes over me.


There is someone who remembers
There is someone who knows what I've lost.


Someone who bears my resemblance
This person is similar to me.


Someone who has all the seeming
This person seems to have what I've lost.


Of a ghost forever dreaming
This person is like a dream and is not truly there.


And when I call it always answers
When I look for this person, they respond.


"I cannot tell you anything"
But they cannot give me what I want or need.




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