Killing You
Asking Alexandria (UK) Lyrics

You loved me for all the wrong reasons
Your love for me was based on false reasons and intentions.

All the wrong reasons
These reasons were not aligned with true love and affection.

There's nothing but pain left here I know
The relationship has been disintegrated to only pain and misery.

What's killing me
The thought of my actions causing harm and pain to you is devastating.

Is that I'm killing you
My behavior and actions are destroying your well-being and causing you pain.

Three years of torment and torturous love
The relationship was filled with agony and suffering.

Stained with tears and mistrust
The relationship was marred with sadness and a lack of trust.

Enough is enough
I cannot continue in this toxic relationship any longer.

I can't hold you any longer in this hell I'm in
I am unable to keep you in this painful and destructive relationship.

'Cause your heart is too weak for me to break again
I cannot hurt you anymore because you have already been through so much pain.

All the mistakes that I've made
I regret every mistake that I have made in this relationship.

You forgave. what the fuck! you shouldn't have stayed
Although you forgave me for my mistakes, it was not healthy for you to stay in this relationship.

You'd always say, there's so much love in you
You believed that despite my flaws, there was still love in me.

I can't believe that you can't see that
It is hard for me to understand why you cannot see the love within yourself.

I'm not the same as I used to be
I have changed and am not the person that you fell in love with.

Do you remember the beginning?
Do you recall how we started our relationship?

Heartbeats one and the same
We were in-sync with each other emotionally.

Living smitten in texas, burning bright as a flame
We were once very much in love with each other.

So young and in love, no care what anyone said
We were young and naive about love and did not listen to anyone else's opinions.

'til my soul grew cold and my heart turned dead
Over time, my love for you died and my emotions became numb.

What went so wrong with me
I do not understand why I changed and hurt you.

Why did I break this
I do not know why I ruined our relationship.

Why was I so blind, too fucking dumb to see
I was ignorant and did not realize the damage I was causing.

What's killing me
The thought of my own destructive behavior is causing me emotional pain.

It's killing me, It's killing me
The pain and guilt of my actions are taking a toll on me.

I've got to cut you
I need to end our relationship for both of our sakes.

My goodbye with a last kiss
We will depart with one final romantic gesture.

'Cause I know deep down, you know that
Although it is difficult, we both understand that ending the relationship is necessary.