Dearly Beloved
Astari Nite Lyrics


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Her candles burn and yearn like a cross
As we feel nothing - in the dark
Maybe we′re confined to misery
I plead forsaken, I'm so ashamed

Wonder where you are now
Comeback, comeback to me
Want to see the stars now
Crashing inside of me

And we′ll dance to, the sadness of our emptiness, most of the time

As much as I try, to close my eyes, I fall for you
Inside of me, I hear you whisper

Wonder where you are now
Comeback, comeback to me
Want to see the stars now
Crashing inside of me

And we'll dance to, the sadness of our emptiness, most of the time

I was yours; you were mine Now I lay, far away from you

Can't forget the way you loved me
I tried to let you know I was alive When I cried
Can′t forget the way you loved me
I died to let you know I was alive
The way I cried





I, I, I tried most of the time

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Astari Nite's song Dearly Beloved paint a picture of longing and loss, mixed with a sense of regret and hopelessness. The opening lines describe the burning candles yearning like a cross, which could signify the pain and regret the singer feels. The feeling of darkness and confinement helps to amplify the sense of hopelessness and despair being conveyed. The singer pleads forsaken and is ashamed, indicating that they feel responsible for some sort of loss or separation.


The lyrics continue with the singer wondering where the person they are lyrically speaking to is, hoping for a comeback, and wanting to see the stars to crash inside of them. The sense of loss and absence continues with the line "I was yours, you were mine, now I lay far away from you." The chorus reaffirms the emptiness both the singer and their significant other feel as they "dance to the sadness of our emptiness most of the time," indicating that they have had many moments of pain and despair.


The second verse of the song conveys the singer's attempts to make their significant other aware of their love, with lines like "I tried to let you know I was alive when I cried" and "I died to let you know I was alive the way I cried." These lines showcase the depth of feeling the singer has for their lover and how much they want to make things right.


Overall, the lyrics of Astari Nite's song Dearly Beloved convey a sense of emotional turmoil, regret, loss, and hopelessness. The imagery and language used lend themselves well to expressing the pain and longing someone may feel when they have lost someone they love.


Line by Line Meaning

Her candles burn and yearn like a cross
She lights candles that burn intensely and flicker in the darkness, like a cross symbolizing hope and faith.


As we feel nothing - in the dark
Despite the candles, we still feel empty and alone in the darkness.


Maybe we're confined to misery
Perhaps we are doomed to feel unhappy and unfulfilled in life.


I plead forsaken, I'm so ashamed
I feel abandoned and ashamed of myself for not being able to change my circumstances.


Wonder where you are now
I often wonder about your whereabouts and what you're doing with your life.


Comeback, comeback to me
I wish you would return to me, so I don't have to feel so alone and lost.


Want to see the stars now
I long to see the stars and feel their beauty and wonder, as a way to forget my troubles.


Crashing inside of me
My emotions and thoughts are overwhelming me, like waves crashing against the shore.


And we'll dance to, the sadness of our emptiness, most of the time
We will use music and movement to express and cope with our inner emptiness and sorrow, which we experience often.


As much as I try, to close my eyes, I fall for you
No matter how hard I try to forget you, I keep falling in love with you all over again, each time I close my eyes.


Inside of me, I hear you whisper
I can hear your voice and your words echoing inside of me, as a reminder of your presence and influence in my life.


I was yours; you were mine Now I lay, far away from you
We used to belong to each other, but now I am alone and far away from you.


Can't forget the way you loved me
I cannot erase from my memory the way you loved me and how it made me feel alive and cherished.


I tried to let you know I was alive When I cried
When I was vulnerable and emotional, I hoped to show you that I was still alive and capable of feeling love and pain.


Can't forget the way you loved me
I am unable to forget the way you loved me, even though it is painful to remember.


I died to let you know I was alive The way I cried
I felt like a part of me died when you left me, but my tears showed that I was still alive and human, needing love and connection.


I, I, I tried most of the time
I keep trying and struggling to deal with my pain, most of the time, even though it is exhausting and seemingly pointless.




Writer(s): Fred Wilhelm, Georgia Leigh Middleman

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