Night Terror
Author & Punisher Lyrics


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Haunted visions coming back

A collision on the track

For days I've seen the sorrow

Bad decisions from the past
Incision in a crack

Many ways to reach the horror

Hidden secrets that I keep

A structure down on me

In a phase of my destruction

Rising waters weigh me down

I'm buried in the ground

Consumed by my affliction

And I'll learn how to play

And I'll learn how to play

And I'll say what I mean

And I'll learn not to say

And I'll learn through the pain

And I'll learn that I'm too slow

I'd have been saved but it's not fit

I fell through but it's poison

Shove my face but it's inside

In my ears but it's genius

Found the place but it's nowhere

I've been cross but I'm outside

I've been fit but I'm not in shape

I run around but it's wrong

On the day when I found you

I'm ok when I've found you

I'm only sane when it's too slow

I'd turn around but it's too thick

I'll be saved but I'm not alright

I'll be hanged from the ceiling

No way out it's a full moon

Christmas day no companion

In the wall but it's inside

In my eyes but it won't fit

It's a shame is all

Wretched place with wretched view

Deathbed army is a part of you

Crooked face a crooked screw

Deathbed army is a part of you

Who wins in our eyes

Who wins and who dies

On the day when I found you

I'm ok when I've found you

Many ways to learn

You'll learn the pain

Many ways to learn

You'll learn the pain

Many ways through pain

There are many ways to learn





There are many ways through pain

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of "Night Terror" by Author & Punisher poetically explore themes of haunted visions, sorrow, bad decisions, hidden secrets, and personal affliction. The singer describes feeling trapped and burdened by past mistakes and destructive tendencies. They convey a sense of drowning in rising waters and being consumed by their afflictions, suggesting a deep personal struggle. The repetition of the phrase "And I'll learn" throughout the song hints at a desire for growth and self-improvement, with the singer acknowledging the need to learn from their pain and mistakes.


In the second part of the song, the lyrics become fragmented and cryptic, delving into a surreal, dream-like state. The singer expresses a sense of being lost and disconnected, feeling outside of the norm, and dealing with internal conflicts. The repetition of phrases like "I've been fit but I'm not in shape" and "I've been cross but I'm outside" reflects a struggle with identity and a feeling of not belonging. The mention of a "Deathbed army" suggests a metaphorical battle within oneself, with the army representing the singer's inner demons or struggles.


Overall, "Night Terror" appears to be a deeply introspective and introspective song, exploring themes of personal turmoil, self-reflection, and the desire to find a way out of one's afflictions and past mistakes.


Line by Line Meaning

Haunted visions coming back
Disturbing images from the past resurfacing


A collision on the track
A clash or conflict


For days I've seen the sorrow
Witnessing sadness for an extended period


Bad decisions from the past
Regretful choices made previously


Incision in a crack
A deep cut in a vulnerable area


Many ways to reach the horror
Numerous paths leading to fear and distress


Hidden secrets that I keep
Unrevealed personal truths


A structure down on me
A burden weighing heavily


In a phase of my destruction
In the midst of personal devastation


Rising waters weigh me down
Increasing difficulties overwhelming


I'm buried in the ground
Feeling trapped and suffocated


Consumed by my affliction
Overwhelmed by suffering


And I'll learn how to play
Acquiring the skills to navigate


And I'll say what I mean
Expressing thoughts honestly


And I'll learn not to say
Gaining the wisdom to hold back


And I'll learn through the pain
Finding growth and understanding from suffering


And I'll learn that I'm too slow
Recognizing one's own limitations


I'd have been saved but it's not fit
There was a possibility of rescue, but it didn't work out


I fell through but it's poison
An attempt led to harmful consequences


Shove my face but it's inside
Forced confrontation, but the issue remains internal


In my ears but it's genius
Something sounds impressive or remarkable


Found the place but it's nowhere
Discovered a location, but it lacks purpose or meaning


I've been cross but I'm outside
Feeling upset or angry, but detached from the situation


I've been fit but I'm not in shape
Physically capable, but lacking overall fitness


I run around but it's wrong
Engaging in actions, but they are misguided or futile


On the day when I found you
The moment of discovering someone


I'm ok when I've found you
Feeling content and stable in their presence


I'm only sane when it's too slow
The artist maintains their sanity only in calm or slow environments


I'd turn around but it's too thick
Desire to change direction, but faced with obstacles


I'll be saved but I'm not alright
There is hope for rescue, but internal struggles persist


I'll be hanged from the ceiling
Feeling trapped or helpless, as if suspended by a noose


No way out, it's a full moon
Feeling trapped without any escape, a hopeless situation


Christmas day no companion
Spending Christmas alone without anyone by their side


In the wall but it's inside
Feeling confined within oneself or within a situation


In my eyes but it won't fit
Seeing something, but it doesn't align or fit with their perception


It's a shame is all
Expressing disappointment or regret


Wretched place with wretched view
An unpleasant environment with a bleak outlook


Deathbed army is a part of you
The singer acknowledges their own mortality and the influence it has on them


Crooked face, a crooked screw
Physical or metaphorical imperfections and flaws


Who wins in our eyes
Questioning who prevails or succeeds in their perspective


Who wins and who dies
Reflecting on victories and losses


Many ways to learn
Numerous methods of acquiring knowledge


You'll learn the pain
Experiencing the hardships and struggles to gain wisdom


Many ways through pain
Various paths for personal growth and understanding


There are many ways to learn
Multiple avenues to gain knowledge and insight


There are many ways through pain
Different approaches to navigate and cope with suffering




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Written by: Author & Punisher

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Most interesting comment from YouTube:

Chicken _

Lyrics:

Haunted visions coming back
A collision on the track
For days I've seen the sorrow

Bad decisions from the past
Incision in a crack
Many ways to reach the horror

Hidden secrets that I keep
A structure down on me
In a phase of my destruction

Rising waters weigh me down
I'm buried in the ground
Consumed by my affliction

And I'll learn how to play
And I'll learn how to play
And I'll say what I mean
And I'll learn not to say
And I'll learn through the pain

And I'll learn that I'm too slow
I've been saved but it's not fit
I fell through but it's poison
Shove my face but it's inside
In my ears but it's genius
Found the place but it's nowhere
I've been cross but I'm outside
I've been fit but I'm not in shape
I run around but it's wrong


On the day when I found you
I'm ok when I found you

I'm only sane when it's too slow
I'd turn around but it's too thick
I'll be saved but I'm not alright
I'll be hanged from the ceiling
No way out it's a full moon
Christmas day no companion
In the wall but it's inside
In my eyes but it won't fit
It's a shame is all

Wretched place with wretched view
Deathbed army is a part of you
Crooked face a crooked screw
Deathbed army is a part of you

Who wins in our eyes
Who wins and who dies

On the day when I found you
I'm ok when I found you

Many ways to learn
You'll learn the pain
Many ways to learn
You'll learn the pain
Many ways through pain
There are many ways to learn
There are many ways to learn through pain



All comments from YouTube:

matthew myers

Let's quite with the gate keeping. If Ive never heard industrial in my life and stumble across a&p and think it sounds like no doubt crossed with Neil diamond, everyone would disagree with me, but that doesn't change the fact that he's getting more exposure. If I think it sounds like birds farting who gives a Shit? This is amazing art and deserves to be heard widely.

Leote

i like that description. my music taste is bird shit.

Chicken _

Lyrics:

Haunted visions coming back
A collision on the track
For days I've seen the sorrow

Bad decisions from the past
Incision in a crack
Many ways to reach the horror

Hidden secrets that I keep
A structure down on me
In a phase of my destruction

Rising waters weigh me down
I'm buried in the ground
Consumed by my affliction

And I'll learn how to play
And I'll learn how to play
And I'll say what I mean
And I'll learn not to say
And I'll learn through the pain

And I'll learn that I'm too slow
I've been saved but it's not fit
I fell through but it's poison
Shove my face but it's inside
In my ears but it's genius
Found the place but it's nowhere
I've been cross but I'm outside
I've been fit but I'm not in shape
I run around but it's wrong


On the day when I found you
I'm ok when I found you

I'm only sane when it's too slow
I'd turn around but it's too thick
I'll be saved but I'm not alright
I'll be hanged from the ceiling
No way out it's a full moon
Christmas day no companion
In the wall but it's inside
In my eyes but it won't fit
It's a shame is all

Wretched place with wretched view
Deathbed army is a part of you
Crooked face a crooked screw
Deathbed army is a part of you

Who wins in our eyes
Who wins and who dies

On the day when I found you
I'm ok when I found you

Many ways to learn
You'll learn the pain
Many ways to learn
You'll learn the pain
Many ways through pain
There are many ways to learn
There are many ways to learn through pain

li

there's lyrics to this?

A Rohr

There have been about 5 eye opening bands in my life (52). Eddie Van Halen , Randy Rhodes, Jason Becker etc....but this is a new level of music it's not comparable to NIN as somebody mentioned this is a level above and one of those eye opening moments. You can feel the composers conviction in the music and that's what 99% of music is lacking now a days. Conviction mixed with emotion and power creates a new level of music. After you hear this long enough other music will just sound flat and lifeless. Great job man your music is original hard to come by in the post apacalyptic 5 guys dancing and Lip syncing

John Eric Delazerda

I met Tristan at one of his shows, such a cool guy and what a great story behind Author & Punisher! His performance is amazing to watch!

A in a Dupuis

The clean vocals reminds me of a creepier deftones feeling to it which I like a lot. 🤘😎🤘😘❤😍

Rachel lyon

Saw him in Chicago last month. Well worth it!!! At one point it felt like the bass would rattle us all through the wood floor!! Amazing talent!!

Chillin' Lately

Playing again in December at the metro! Be there!

Disco Duckbill

I want to hear this in a venue. Loud. And feel it slam through my body.

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