Parker
Automatic Loveletter Lyrics


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I was your fire once
You thought of me as your one true love
I got so mad
Said things that later I would regret and regret and regret
Holding onto my chest and pounding till it turns purple
A breaking bow and the sound of a scream muffled by pillows
So don't so long
And don't farewell
Hear me out now I've just begun to say

Parker
Do you remember
How I carried your heart
And I carried it far
And I know
That there's no one to blame
Its a sure given shame of my own
That you don't,
Remember

sworn off blue lips
Kiss them warm
With love comes deep dark red
And paper cuts
From letters I re-write explaining how to fall in love
Well pictures inspire and songs never tire
And there's always clouds to float upon
Saving me best for last
Down for keeps up for grabs
We'll play stop and go
But it feels just like freeze tag
So I'll see you right
Applaud and encore
I'll be braver just you wait here 'till I say

Parker
Do you remember
How I carried your heart
And I carried it far
And I know
That there's no one to blame
It's a sure shame of my own

I'm naked once so don't think twice
Hold on
It's hard enough to bite my shy
Hold on
Hold on
Hold tight

Parker
Do you remember
How I carried your heart
And I carried it far
Parker
Do you remember
How I carried your heart
And I carried it far
And I know
That there's no one to blame
It's a sure given shame of my own
Of my own
Of my own




It's a sure shame of my own
That you don't that you won't remember

Overall Meaning

The song "Parker" by Automatic Loveletter tells a story of a past relationship. The singer is reflecting on how she once carried the heart of her lover, Parker. She apologizes for getting angry and saying things she regrets. The singer recalls kissing Parker's blue lips to warmth and trying to explain to him how to fall in love through letters. However, their love was like playing stop and go, sometimes feeling like freeze tag. The singer acknowledges that there is no one to blame for their failed relationship, and it was her own shame that caused the downfall. The song concludes with the singer being naked and vulnerable, asking Parker to hold tight and remember the love they once shared.


The lyrics of the song intertwine themes of regret, love, and vulnerability. The line "sworn off blue lips" may refer to the idea of being hesitant to love again. Paper cuts from letters being re-written symbolizes the effort put into trying to make the relationship work. The metaphor of "breaking bow" and "sound of a scream" illustrates the pain that comes with heartbreak.


Line by Line Meaning

I was your fire once
At some point in the past, I was the one who ignited your passion and gave you plenty of reasons to love me.


You thought of me as your one true love
You used to consider me as your soulmate, the person you'd always love and cherish.


I got so mad
There came a point where I lost my temper and became extremely angry.


Said things that later I would regret and regret and regret
In the heat of the moment, I said words that I shouldn't have, which later made me regret them over and over.


Holding onto my chest and pounding till it turns purple
I was consumed by such intense emotions that I resorted to physically hitting myself until I was bruised.


A breaking bow and the sound of a scream muffled by pillows
Metaphorically, my heart shattered as if an instrument's bow snapped, and I cried out in pain, but I stifled it with a pillow.


So don't so long
Please, don't say goodbye forever just yet.


And don't farewell
Please, do not bid me farewell yet.


Hear me out now I've just begun to say
Please listen to me, as I still have more to say.


Parker
The person named Parker, potentially the former love interest being addressed in the song.


Do you remember
Can you recall the moments we shared, the feelings we had for each other when we were together?


How I carried your heart
I kept your heart safe, and I was the one who bore the emotional burden of making you happy and protecting your feelings.


And I carried it far
I took your heart with me everywhere I went, and I always strived to keep it safe and secure.


And I know
I am aware that what happened between us was not entirely your fault or mine and that we share equal responsibility for it.


That there's no one to blame
There isn't anyone to blame for the way things turned out between us. It's just the unfortunate outcome of our love story.


It's a sure given shame of my own
I am the only one who feels the strongest regret and humiliation about what happened between us, so it's my burden to bear.


sworn off blue lips
I have decided to never have a romantic experience like the one I had with you again.


Kiss them warm
I want to be with someone who can make me feel warm and loved.


With love comes deep dark red
Love brings both passionate, fiery feelings but also jealousy, pain, and intense emotions.


And paper cuts
Often, when you write love letters, even though it's a well-intentioned gesture, someone's feelings can end up hurt like how paper cuts can be painful.


From letters I re-write explaining how to fall in love
I am trying to evaluate everything that happened between us so that future love experiences don't repeat our mistakes.


Well pictures inspire and songs never tire
Artistic expressions like pictures and songs have a timeless quality that always holds significance in our lives, just like our love story.


And there's always clouds to float upon
There's always hope, opportunities, and possibilities available to help me overcome this difficult time and move on stronger and wiser than before.


Saving me best for last
I'm holding back some of my best romantic gestures for someone who is truly deserving of them.


Down for keeps up for grabs
I'm willing to make a lifelong commitment if it's the right person, but I won't give my heart easily anymore.


We'll play stop and go
Our love story had its ups and downs, with moments when we stopped and then started again.


But it feels just like freeze tag
Our love story always felt like a game that you could win or lose and wasn't taken seriously enough like a game of Freeze Tag.


So I'll see you right
I'll ensure that our relationship ends in a good way so that we both have closure.


Applaud and encore
Our time together was beautiful and memorable, deserving of applause and an encore.


I'll be braver just you wait here 'till I say
I might have lost my courage and composure in the past, but I promise I'll come back stronger and more confident than ever when I'm ready to say it.


I'm naked once so don't think twice
I won't hide my true self and be fully vulnerable, so I expect you not to judge me.


Hold on
I am willing to keep fighting for our love despite past mistakes and pain.


It's hard enough to bite my shy
I find it challenging to overcome my shyness and express myself openly.


Hold tight
I want to cling onto the hope that our love can persevere despite it all.


Of my own
The song contains a theme of personal growth and taking ownership of past actions and mistakes, which the singer is now trying to remedy.




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Written by: JULIET SIMMS, DAVID MAURICE

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Matthew Alexander

Put this on spotify so help me god

13u5ted

This is an incredible song! I really hope they come to England soon, once they've released their debut :)

Dillon Stuart

This is suchhh an incredible song. The lyrics are beautiful. <3

Madison Markham

2021 and I’m still listening. My ears will never grow old lol

justanotherdreamer90

This song is on repeat <3 I can't wait to see them tomorrow!

emilyw3419

I LOVE THIS SONG!! the sound of her voice is really awesome!!

Meyhemity

<3 same story differant names.. Great song.

Ruth

I can totally relate to this song. :)

sailoramor

I love you parker, if only you knew....</3

Sara Fletcher

JULIET IS AMAZING !!!

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