After several member changes, the line up that took the name Axenstar in 2001 was Magnus Eriksson (Vocals & Keyboards), Thomas Eriksson (Lead & Rhythm Guitar), Peter Johansson (Rhythm & Lead Guitar), Magnus Ek (Bass) and Pontus Jansson (Drums).
In October 2002 Axenstar released their debut album Perpetual Twilight on the Spanish label Arise Records. The album got really good reviews all over the world and Axenstar got the chance to play at Motala Metal Festival, the biggest gig so far in their career.
The second album Far From Heaven was recorded during May of 2003 and just about a week after the recordings were done Axenstar played at the mighty Sweden Rock Festival, which was a great experience for the band. In January 2004 the opportunity was given to go ahead on their first European Tour as the opening act to Falconer, although Magnus Ek was unable to go on the tour, Joakim Jonsson (Skyfire, The Mist of Avalon) was found to be the stand-in bass-player on the tour, which turned out great.
The third album The Inquisition saw the light of day in 2005, but during this time and the time after the release there were some problems within the band and in late summer 2005 guitarists Peter Johansson and Thomas Eriksson left the band, not because of disagreements but for personal reasons.
After that third release the contract with Arise Records was over and Axenstar started looking for a new deal, now joining forces with Joakim Jonsson on lead guitar. In the autumn of 2005 a new deal was signed with German label Massacre Records and in the spring of 2006 the fourth album The Final Requiem was recorded as usual in Studio Underground.
After the release of the fourth album there were more changes to come within the band and
bassplayer Magnus Ek and drummer Pontus Jansson soon left the band due to lack of time.
But already within a few months after the setback the two remaining members Magnus Winterwild and Joakim Jonsson found a new drummer by the name of Thomas Ohlsson.
The search for a bassplayer started and Thomas contacted Henrik Sedell with whom Thomas
had played together with previously.
The chemistry with the two new members was great and everything is going well
on both a personal and professional level.
Now the main goal for Axenstar is to get out on the roads and play as many gigs as possible.
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Abandoned
Axenstar Lyrics
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I wonder if she could ever feel the pain I feel
Alone now I stand, is this the beginning of the end
I'm not quite so sure what all this sorrow was meant for
All on my own the reaper has come to take you away.
In sickness and health, the grief that I felt, I want you to know...
I'm felt here standing in the rain (by your grave)
Betrayed by our fate all that's left in me is hate
Now it seems to me, our life's a fading memory
I no longer know the reason for me to live on
All on my own the reaper has come to take you away.
'Til death do us part, it tears at my heart, to say you farewell...
Longing for that knock on the door
Longing for that knock on the door
Longing for that knock on the door
Longing for that knock on the door
Longing for that knock on the door
Longing for that knock on the door
The song Abandoned by Axenstar talks about loss, pain, and grief. The lyrics are very emotional and deeply moving, particularly when you listen to it in its entirety. The chorus conveys the idea that the singer is longing for death so that he can be reunited with his lost loved one. The opening lines of the song start with the singer gazing at the moon, possibly because he believes that his loved one might be up there, looking down and sympathizing with him in his pain.
The first verse speaks about the singer's feeling of loneliness and how he's uncertain about the future. He's unaware of the reason behind all the grief and sorrow. The second verse is more poignant and graphic. The singer is standing in the rain, by the grave of his loved one, feeling consumed by pain and hate. He cannot fathom why life is so cruel and why it has to end this way. The third verse is an expression of the pain and loss that the singer is experiencing. He longs for his loved one to come back to him, but he knows deep down that he will never see her again. The song's overall message is a reminder to cherish life and to appreciate every moment we have with the people we love before we lose them.
Line by Line Meaning
I gaze at the moon and it's staring back at me
I'm lost in thought, just staring up at the moon, imagining it feels my pain
I wonder if she could ever feel the pain I feel
I question if the moon could understand the burden I carry, the grief that surrounds my heart
Alone now I stand, is this the beginning of the end
I'm completely on my own now, no one left to lean on, and it feels like the start of my undoing
I'm not quite so sure what all this sorrow was meant for
I don't understand why I've been dealt this hand of loss and heartache, what the purpose could be
All on my own the reaper has come to take you away.
In this moment of solitude, I'm forced to face the reality that death has come to claim you
In sickness and health, the grief that I felt, I want you to know...
Even though you're gone, I want you to know that I loved you deeply and the pain of your absence is heavy on my heart
Consumed by the pain
The weight of my sadness, the depth of my sorrow, feels all-consuming
I'm felt here standing in the rain (by your grave)
Here I am, standing in the rain, beside your final resting place, feeling the full force of my emotions
Betrayed by our fate all that's left in me is hate
I feel a sense of bitterness and anger towards the cruel fate that took you from me
Now it seems to me, our life's a fading memory
As time passes, it feels like the memories of our life together are slipping away from me
I no longer know the reason for me to live on
The heartbreak of losing you has left me feeling aimless and unsure of my purpose in life
'Til death do us part, it tears at my heart, to say you farewell...
As I come to terms with your passing, I realize that the vow 'til death do us part' has come true, and it's painful to say goodbye
Longing for that knock on the door Longing for that knock on the door
I find myself yearning for the sound of your return, even though I know it's impossible
Longing for that knock on the door Longing for that knock on the door
The longing for your presence is so strong, it repeats itself in my mind like a broken record
Longing for that knock on the door Longing for that knock on the door
Despite knowing I'll never hear that knock on the door, the desire for it remains, a constant ache in my heart
Lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC
Written by: DONALD DANIELS, STEVEN MILBURN
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
Cody Linder
One of my favorite Axenstar songs, I love it!
Svend Korsgaard
This will be the first comment made in this video in 10 years! Wow.
Amazing band, this is one of my favourite songs, i like their old albums much better than what they have today.
Wow, 12 years later and i am still listening to their music. They deserved much more attention.
kurbera
How have I not heard this before?! Dear Arceus, this is bloody brilliant! :D
Ghst
god yes <33333 these bands are so rare and finding them is like gold
Skylark
OMG!!!! This song is pure genious!!!
wosko
another amazing song from another amazing band from sweden
Arzang
Great song!
swiftspeed167
Heavy metal rocks! Axenstar is clearly a nice band.
InMyOwnImage
Oh and the CD is very good i liked all of them i recommend it
Louise
omg, this is real music.