Angel Dust
Azahriah Lyrics

Let's make things clear, I show you how I feel
I want to be honest with you and express my emotions

I ju' want you but you don't want me
I desire you but you do not feel the same

I wanna see your face, wanna find my place
I long to be with you and establish my role in your life

But you been on my mind since the darkest days (Hey)
You have been constantly on my mind through difficult times

But maybe there's another side I don't wanna show
I may have hidden aspects of myself that I am hesitant to reveal

You could be my bright little baby or my ho
I view you in two different lights, either as a treasured and loved companion, or as a casual fling

I know that I'll be there for you waiting in the snow
I am willing to wait for you even in harsh conditions

But you far away and you don't wanna come home
You are distant and unwilling to return to me

So, hold me as closely as you did
I want to feel loved and held tightly like in the past

I wanted to be loved now
I crave affection and companionship in the present

'Cause I'm just getting no sleep
I am having trouble sleeping due to my emotional turmoil

Feels like I'm falling down again
I feel like I am reliving past failures

And I'm not strong enough to climb up
I am unable to overcome these obstacles on my own

Angel dust, that's all over me
I am consumed by the effects of drug use

You take drugs to numb the pain you feel
You use drugs to cope with your emotional pain

All my love would never be enough for you
My love cannot provide the relief you need

On my back, layin' on my knees
I am in a vulnerable position for you

I don't care, I ju' wanna be with you
I am willing to risk everything to be with you

But you don't wanna do it any mo-mo-more
You are no longer interested in being with me

But you've been on my mi-mi-mind
You continue to occupy my thoughts

'Cause you don't wanna do it anymore
You have lost interest in our relationship

Well, well, well, does it really matter
Is our relationship truly significant?

If we ate the other side
If we had the other's perspective

Right now, we thinkin' 'bout the things
We are focused on our problems

That we don't wanna think about
Issues that we would rather avoid

But when you layin' next to me
When we are together

That's when I truly come alive
I feel the most alive and complete

But I need to let you go
I must let go of our relationship

If can make you satisfied
If it will make you happy

Well, I guess it's safe to say that
It appears obvious that

We all falling down this youth
We are all struggling through our youth

Is caused by demons
Our problems may be attributed to inner demons

So just be cautious, hide, don't run away 'til you can
Be mindful and cautious, do not flee until you have the strength

No sleep, I'm so lonely
I am experiencing insomnia and loneliness

And I should go and find my own reflection
I should focus on self-discovery

And fight the flames with fire
Confront my problems head-on

It's dark inside
I am struggling with inner turmoil and emotions

I feel my lungs now
I am suffocating and struggling to breathe

With the dust of every broken heart
I am weighed down by the emotional baggage of past relationships

You don't wanna do it any mo-mo-more
You are no longer interested in our relationship

But you've been on my mi-mi-mind
You continue to occupy my thoughts

Angel dust, that's all over me
I am consumed by the effects of drug use

All my love would never be enough for you
My love cannot provide the relief you need

On my back, layin' on my knees
I am in a vulnerable position for you

I don't care, I ju' wanna be with you
I am willing to risk everything to be with you

But love is a lie, love is a lie
Love may be false or deceptive

Take me back to those highway road signs
Return me to a simpler and happier time

Let me just say I'm just thankful for my life
I am grateful for the people and experiences that have shaped me

You don't wanna do it anymore
You do not want to continue our relationship

You don't wanna do it, that's alright
Your decision is acceptable to me

Baby, I'm not jealous, I'm fine
I am not envious or upset, I am okay

But love is a lie, love is a lie
Love may be false or deceptive