Middle Of Nowhere
B.COOPER Lyrics

I just wanted you to know, I love you
I want you to know that I love you.

Even though I'm acting like I don't, I'm so confused
Even though I am acting like I don't love you, I am actually very confused.

Here we are
We are together.

In the middle of nowhere So I guess it's back to the nonsense
We seem to be lost and not making any progress, so we are back to our old ways.

I gave you the silent treatment, it seems like we stopped talking or
I stopped talking to you and it seems like we are not communicating anymore.

I stopped listening cause I was sick of arguing
I stopped paying attention to you because I was tired of arguing.

Now the sea of emotions is all that I am harboring
Now I am holding on to a lot of emotions.

When we met at 15, it all started then
Our relationship started when we were both 15 years old.

It's like you understood what goes on in the hearts of men
You seem to understand what men are feeling or thinking.

Well at least mine, you helped me smile
At least you helped me be happy.

But I started to stray away with the harder winds
I started to drift away when things got harder.

Cause it's easier to commit in the fair weather
It is easier to be committed when things are going well.

Pushed you to the background, liked you there better
I pushed you away and preferred to keep you in the background.

Went on with my life, new girl, no wife
I moved on with my life and found a new girl but I did not get married.

But I had to try my best to fill all of time with pleasure
I tried to make everything in my life pleasurable to fill my time.

Can't measure the things you did for me
I cannot quantify the things that you did for me.

Couldn't see it like opening up your eyes in chlorine
I did not fully realize what you did for me, just like how it is difficult to open your eyes in chlorine.

But I finally found out who my father was
I finally realized that God is my father.

God above, and I ain't even have to go on Maury
I do not need to go on a talk show like Maury to confirm that God is my father.

Ok, I know that I've been distant, lately
I am aware that I have been distant lately.

Because honestly it feels like you hate me
It seems like you hate me.

Just another day in my world, so crazy
My world is so crazy, and this is just another day.

Even in the light, people seem so shady
Even when things appear to be good, people often seem untrustworthy or shady.

And even when I trip you don't let me fall
Even when I make mistakes, you do not let me fail.

But why do I resist what is best of all
I do not understand why I resist the best thing for me.

You said before I walk, that I've gotta crawl
You told me that before I can walk, I need to crawl.

Static in my life, no bounce like a metal ball
My life is unchanging and has no energy or momentum, like a metal ball.

But that's ok I keep rollin'
But it is fine, I will keep moving forward.

Heart drop, hit the ropes, feelin' like Owen
My heart is heavy and I feel like I have been beaten up, like Owen Hart.

But I'm still alive, so I recognize
But I am still alive, so I acknowledge my situation.

What doesn't kill you is an element of growin'
Challenges are opportunities for growth.

(Yeah) Round and Round we go
We keep going in circles.

Feels like I've been in this part of town before
I feel like I have been in this same situation before.

We do the same old thing, and expect different outcomes
We keep doing the same things but hope for different results.

How dumb, riding in my car thinking how come?
I realize how foolish it is to keep doing the same thing and expect a different result, while I am driving in my car and wondering how this happened again.