Coda
B. Dolan Lyrics


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Not so long ago
I woulda killed me if it wasn't for I
I woulda tried to slit my own neck and die
But I promise I'm no threat
Bet
If I could only prove myself wrong
In my head, I'm already dead and moved on
I think my body is a casket
And I'm still walkin' around so what happened?
I recall never seeing at all past eleven years old
Conversations of life and death and I think I'm mentioned
Every night of sleep is a mini blessin'
It keep me guessin'
Will I wake or beseech a weapon
With sweet intentions
Or keep it separate
From me and tension with I
Heavens above, the devil below
My friends in the sky
Hell isn't cold but yet my heart is so froze
I lost my homie to dope
I don't bang but if I throw up a sign
Know it's a peace
Cause I don't really wanna get smoked
Unless I pull the trigger myself
Or God was provoked
Face mask stuck on like a face tat
For a year and a half
My baby girl believe in me like a Sunday mass, I gasp
At some of these old words and
I clap at the closed captions scrolling by when I rap
The fruit of sacrifice metabolize
Sweet is the juice dripping from the roots of a child's matricide
I am Groot
Aside from that is a tiny truth to magnify
Pain do much more than make us agonize
But part of the game is sorrow to make us all open a pack of eyes
And light em up with a flame made of a thousand vapid why's,
Flickerin' in the wind when it passes by
Everything I write is a classic line
Labor of love, or is this but a flat to fry
Plastic vibes on a conveyor belt
Sent to a mass supply
Every song I hear nowadays is made of rats and flies
The wrath of a wise cat disguised as a gat
Puttin' bullets into holes of a mindless gap
Cause they have to try
Kids don't realize but they like compassion thick like massive thighs
Teach em love and they run quick as a
Drift master drives
Teach em loyalty don't quit
Royally Semper-fi
Reaching my goals lit
This shit be hittin' like a ladder climb
Higher powers decide who laughs or cries
You're a step away from slipping back in time
Mr. Mastermind
Relapse seems a bit asinine
So just relax, enjoy your ride to where the pasture shines
Just slow down
Take it in
You know now
Life's a bitch
So fly low
We can win
Pace yourself
Grow within
Pick the fruits of labor
Flavor you can savor
Sleep until the day come
Dream and never wake up
I promise we'll be alright
Soaking up the sunlight




The future looking so bright
Love your Sacrifice

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to B. Dolan's "Coda" delve into themes of internal struggle, mental health, loss, and resilience. The opening lines convey a stark sense of despair and self-harm, with the artist reflecting on a past where he was in such a dark place that he contemplated ending his own life. However, he reveals a transformation in his mindset, stating that he is no longer a threat to himself and expressing a desire to prove his negative thoughts wrong. This shift signifies a glimmer of hope and a newfound will to overcome his inner demons.


The artist continues to explore the complexities of his mental state, likening his body to a casket and questioning why he is still alive. He recalls a childhood marked by discussions of life and death, hinting at deep-rooted issues that have haunted him for years. Despite this, he finds solace in the small blessings of everyday life, acknowledging the fragility of existence and the constant battle against dark thoughts.


The lyrics touch upon the artist's personal experiences of loss, particularly referencing the death of a friend due to drug addiction. He navigates the fine line between life and death, expressing a reluctance to engage in violence while grappling with his own mortality. The metaphor of a face mask symbolizes a period of isolation and emotional turmoil, while his daughter's unwavering belief in him serves as a source of strength and motivation to persevere.


In the latter part of the song, B. Dolan delves into deeper philosophical reflections on pain, sacrifice, and the human experience. He critiques the shallow nature of modern music and the importance of authenticity and depth in creative expression. The imagery of a "thousand vapid why's" and the symbolism of a flame made of questions illuminate the artist's introspective journey towards self-discovery and artistic growth. The closing lines offer a message of resilience and optimism, encouraging listeners to embrace life's challenges, find beauty in perseverance, and nurture a sense of self-worth amidst adversity.


Line by Line Meaning

Not so long ago
Reflecting on a difficult past


I woulda killed me if it wasn't for I
I used to struggle with suicidal thoughts


I woulda tried to slit my own neck and die
I was in a very dark place mentally


But I promise I'm no threat
I am no longer a danger to myself


Bet
I assure you


If I could only prove myself wrong
I am working on overcoming my negative thoughts


In my head, I'm already dead and moved on
I feel disconnected from my body


I think my body is a casket
I see myself as a vessel for my soul


And I'm still walkin' around so what happened?
I wonder why I am still alive


I recall never seeing at all past eleven years old
I have difficulty remembering my childhood


Conversations of life and death and I think I'm mentioned
I have contemplated mortality


Every night of sleep is a mini blessin'
I am grateful for each day I wake up


It keep me guessin'
I am unsure about my future


Will I wake or beseech a weapon
Am I going to face another day or give up?


With sweet intentions
With positive motives


Or keep it separate
Or keep my thoughts at bay


From me and tension with I
From my inner turmoil


Heavens above, the devil below
I face both good and evil influences


My friends in the sky
My departed loved ones


Hell isn't cold but yet my heart is so froze
I feel numb to emotions


I lost my homie to dope
I lost a friend to drugs


I don't bang but if I throw up a sign
I do not participate in gang activities


Know it's a peace
It is a gesture of peace


Cause I don't really wanna get smoked
I do not want to be harmed


Unless I pull the trigger myself
Unless I am in control of my fate


Or God was provoked
Or an external force caused harm


Face mask stuck on like a face tat
Feelings of being restricted or hidden


For a year and a half
For an extended period of time


My baby girl believe in me like a Sunday mass, I gasp
My daughter's faith in me is overwhelming


At some of these old words and
Reflecting on past experiences


I clap at the closed captions scrolling by when I rap
I appreciate the support of my fans


The fruit of sacrifice metabolize
The benefits of hard work become evident


Sweet is the juice dripping from the roots of a child's matricide
Bitterness in life can have unexpected outcomes


I am Groot
I am resilient and strong


Aside from that is a tiny truth to magnify
There is a small but significant lesson to learn


Pain do much more than make us agonize
Suffering can lead to growth and understanding


But part of the game is sorrow to make us all open a pack of eyes
Challenges help us see the world differently


And light em up with a flame made of a thousand vapid why's
Questioning our existence and purpose


Flickerin' in the wind when it passes by
Uncertainty and impermanence


Everything I write is a classic line
My words hold timeless meaning


Labor of love, or is this but a flat to fry
Is my work a passion or just a job?


Plastic vibes on a conveyor belt
Superficial emotions being mass-produced


Sent to a mass supply
Distributed to the masses


Every song I hear nowadays is made of rats and flies
Modern music lacks depth and substance


The wrath of a wise cat disguised as a gat
Hidden wisdom behind aggression


Puttin' bullets into holes of a mindless gap
Targeting ignorance and apathy


Cause they have to try
Because they feel compelled to act


Kids don't realize but they like compassion thick like massive thighs
Young people may not understand true empathy


Teach em love and they run quick as a Drift master drives
Showing kindness can lead to positive actions


Teach em loyalty don't quit Royally Semper-fi
Instilling values of faithfulness and commitment


Reaching my goals lit
Achieving success brings a sense of fulfillment


This shit be hittin' like a ladder climb
The journey to success is challenging


Higher powers decide who laughs or cries
Fate determines our joy and sorrow


You're a step away from slipping back in time
Beware of regressing into old habits


Mr. Mastermind
The creator of one's destiny


Relapse seems a bit asinine
Returning to negative behaviors is foolish


So just relax, enjoy your ride to where the pasture shines
Take life as it comes and appreciate the beauty


Just slow down
Take a moment to pace yourself


Take it in
Appreciate the present moment


You know now
Realize the importance of self-awareness


Life's a bitch
Life can be challenging


So fly low
Stay grounded and humble


We can win
Success is still possible


Pace yourself
Take things one step at a time


Grow within
Focus on personal growth


Pick the fruits of labor
Reap the rewards of hard work


Flavor you can savor
Enjoy the results of your efforts


Sleep until the day come
Rest peacefully until morning arrives


Dream and never wake up
Pursue your goals with unwavering determination


I promise we'll be alright
Believing in a positive outcome


Soaking up the sunlight
Embracing positivity and light


The future looking so bright
Optimism for what lies ahead


Love your Sacrifice
Appreciate the effort and dedication required for success




Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid
Written by: Levi Brown

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@ofecilius

Et si tu n'existais pas
Если б не было тебя...
Et si tu n'existais pas,
Если б не было тебя,
Dis-moi pourquoi j'existerais.
Ответь мне, для чего мне жить.
Pour traîner dans un monde sans toi,
Без надежд, без потерь, без тебя,
Sans espoir et sans regrets.
Без любви во мгле бродить.

Et si tu n'existais pas,
Если б не было тебя,
J'essaierais d'inventer l'amour,
Придумал бы себе любовь,
Comme un peintre qui voit sous ses doigts
Как художник, чья кисть вновь и вновь,
Naître les couleurs du jour.
Являет к жизни краски дня,
Et qui n'en revient pas.
Он сам не знает, как...

Et si tu n'existais pas,
Если б не было тебя,
Dis-moi pour qui j'existerais.
Ответь мне, для кого мне жить.
Des passantes endormies dans mes bras
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Que je n'aimerais jamais.
И кого хочу забыть?

Et si tu n'existais pas,
Если б не было тебя,
Je ne serais qu'un point de plus
Стал бы просто точкой я
Dans ce monde qui vient et qui va,
Средь людей и слезинок дождя,
Je me sentirais perdu,
Ощущал потерю б я,
J'aurais besoin de toi.
Ты мне нужна всегда.

Et si tu n'existais pas,
Если б не было тебя,
Dis-moi comment j'existerais.
Как жить, меня хватает дрожь.
Je pourrais faire semblant d'être moi,
Делать вид, что блажен, счастлив я
Mais je ne serais pas vrai.
Без тебя, но это ложь.

Et si tu n'existais pas,
Если б не было тебя,
Je crois que je l'aurais trouvé,
Я, кажется, теперь узнал,
Le secret de la vie, le pourquoi,
Тайну жизни, как быть без тебя,
Simplement pour te créer
Я себе тебя создал.
Et pour te regarder.
Смотрю в твои глаза.



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