Behind alias Beat Service is Estonian Madis Sillamo. First seriously-taken … Read Full Bio ↴Behind alias Beat Service is Estonian Madis Sillamo. First seriously-taken production was the remix to Dns Project's track Invisible Touch, year was 2007. Well known music magazine released interview with Gareth Emery, where He named the track as "dancefloor killer". Great success along with the massive supportlist showed that this thing aint gonna end up with one track only. Right after releasing his first remix under Uk label Five AM, DNS Project and Beat Service decided to join their skills with the project called Polymental. First release "Chapter One" was also remixed by the Public Domain founder Mark sherry, whos remix went into all major deejays cd players. Remix was marked as one of the best trance tracks in the year of 2008 by the world's nr 1 dj Armin Van Buuren. Track can be found in A State Of Trance Yearmix 2008 CD. Beat Service's first original release was a track called "Sky Cafe". Uplifting remix from DNS Project was big favorite of Dj Tiesto who played it in his ISOS 08 tour several, not to mention every single time. Track was also in the playlist of ASOT. Uplifting melodies and trance themes mixed with progressive atmospheres, Beat Service was on his way to found that „own“ sound. Year 2008 was great with many releases along with another original track called "Nectar". With 2 mixes it went straight into playlist of the big names like Markus Schulz, Agnelli & Nelson (Deepblue), Sied Van Riel, Alex Morph, Ernesto vs Sebastian to name a few. It got played several times in Uk’s biggest radio station BBC1 in the shows of Judge jules and Pete Tong. Tracks and remixes are constantly under production, check all the latest media under mediaplayer. Thank you all for supporting Beat Service's tracks and remixes.

But I Did
Beat Service Lyrics

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I see you buried deep
The more I try to get close
The further away you slip

I used to think that I knew you
But now I don't know anymore
What's real what's true or not

Tell me the truth
Or maybe I don't wanna hear
I honestly don't think
I can bare it
Can not take it in

All that darkness
This mistake
Don't wanna keep it in
Sometimes the truth can hurt

What were you thinking
What went through your head
When I was
Naked in the palm of your hand

You held my heart
And never felt the power

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Beat Service's song "But I Did" reflect the struggles and confusion of a person who is trying to understand the dynamics of a complex relationship. The first verse paints a picture of the singer's attempts to get closer to a person who seems to be emotionally distant and elusive. Despite their efforts, they observe the other person slipping further away from them. The second verse reveals the singer's ambivalence and uncertainty about their feelings towards the other person as they realize that they may not know them as well as they thought they did. The chorus is a plea for honesty and transparency, even if the truth may be painful to hear.

The bridge of the song adds a layer of complexity by introducing elements of trust and vulnerability. The singer questions the motives and thoughts of the other person and wonders if they ever truly understood the power they had over them. The lyrics suggest that the singer may have been emotionally exposed and taken advantage of by the other person, resulting in a deep sense of betrayal and hurt.

Line by Line Meaning

I see you buried deep
I perceive that you are hiding something deep within you

The more I try to get close
The harder I try to connect with you

The further away you slip
The more you push me away

I used to think that I knew you
I used to believe that I had a good understanding of who you are

But now I don't know anymore
But now I am uncertain of my knowledge of you

What's real what's true or not
I do not know what to believe is real or true anymore about our relationship

Tell me the truth
Please tell me the truth

Or maybe I don't wanna hear
Or perhaps I am not ready to hear it

I honestly don't think
I truly do not believe

I can bare it
That I can handle it well

Can not take it in
I cannot fully comprehend or accept it

All that darkness
All of the secrets and negative emotions

This mistake
This regrettable decision or situation

Don't wanna keep it in
I do not want to conceal it any longer

Sometimes the truth can hurt
The truth can be painful at times

What were you thinking
What was going through your mind

What went through your head
What thoughts were in your mind

When I was
At the time when

Naked in the palm of your hand
When I was vulnerable and trusted you intimately

You held my heart
You had my emotional trust and care in your possession

And never felt the power
But you did not recognize how that trust could have a strong impact on the relationship

Writer(s): Raz Nitzan, Adrian Broekhuyse, Madiss Sillamo

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Comments from YouTube:

@Mattheus94

1y↑4

5:00 Unbelievable. Love coming back to this one every now and then.

@RazNitzanMusic

1y↑1

🙌🙌🙌

@ViceGR

2y↑4

I love it when i remember a realy good track like this and i see recent comments showing love.

@RazNitzanMusic

💖💖💖

@1samc

just remembered this track out of nowhere, (no pun intended for John O’Callaghan’s Out of Nowhere but hey, it works;) and found your golden comment.