Bad Skin Day
Bell X1 Lyrics


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When I wake in the morning
Of a bad skin day
And I can't face my lover
On a bad skin day
Am I this alone?
Volcano has erupted
And the ash sails down
And I'm a poor soul of Pompeii
Oh Christ I'm such a drama queen
On a bad skin day

And you're far from me
You're all far from me
Right where I want you to be
Far from me

I could've got a job
I could've been a contender, when I never…
But the streak is only so long
They're all different shades
Of the same song
There's a wind in these sails, feels like I'm always waiting…
For the gold in them there hills, feels like I'm never…
Them there hills

And they're far from me
Someday we'll all wear a crown
Far from me
Someday we'll be the fairest of them all
So far from me
Someday we'll have an
Open top bus parade
For from me
Someday we'll do the
Sorry sorry charade





It feels like we're always waiting
It feels like we're never leading

Overall Meaning

The song Bad Skin Day by Bell X1 is a deeply introspective and reflective piece about feelings of self-doubt and insecurity. The song opens with the singer waking up on a "bad skin day", feeling as though he is plagued by a sense of physical imperfection that he cannot hide. He contemplates the idea that he is alone in feeling this way, as if he has become a victim of a natural disaster, such as the eruption of a volcano, that would leave him feeling like a "poor soul of Pompeii". However, he acknowledges that his reaction may be over-the-top, admitting with self-deprecation "Oh Christ I'm such a drama queen".


Even more powerful than his feelings of physical insecurity are his feelings of distance from others around him. He notes that they all seem "far from me", a distance he both desires and recoils from. One interpretation of this could be that in his self-doubt, he feels unworthy or incapable of truly connecting with others, yet at the same time he hopes that they will remain distant enough not to see his flaws. The latter half of the song is even more reflective, as the singer contemplates missed opportunities and the feeling of constantly waiting for something to anchor him to something positive in his life. The references to the "gold in them there hills" and "someday we'll all wear a crown" highlight the sense that there is something better just out of reach, and that the singer is perpetually on the outside looking in.


Overall, the song is an exploration of the feelings of isolation and desperation that can come with insecurity and self-doubt. The references to historical disasters and the sense of waiting for something to come along and save the singer from his bad skin day create a powerful sense of both tragedy and hopelessness.


Line by Line Meaning

When I wake in the morning
Upon waking up in the morning


Of a bad skin day
On a day when their skin is not looking good


And I can't face my lover
They feel self-conscious and unable to face their partner


On a bad skin day
Emphasizing once again that it is a day when their skin looks bad


Am I this alone?
Feeling isolated and alone in their appearance struggles


Volcano has erupted
Comparing their skin to a volcano that has erupted in a negative way


And the ash sails down
Depicting the aftermath of the volcanic eruption


And I'm a poor soul of Pompeii
Feeling like a victim of a natural disaster, specifically using the famous Pompeii ruins as a comparison


Oh Christ I'm such a drama queen
Acknowledging that they may be overreacting or being overly dramatic about their skin issues


On a bad skin day
Once again emphasizing that this is a bad day for their skin


And you're far from me
Feeling distant from their loved ones


You're all far from me
All loved ones are distant, not just one person


Right where I want you to be
Despite feeling distant, they are actually happy that their loved ones are in their respective places


Far from me
Continuing to emphasize the feeling of distance and isolation


I could've got a job
Reflecting on potential career opportunities


I could've been a contender, when I never…
Feeling regretful about missed opportunities or unfulfilled potential


But the streak is only so long
Acknowledging that streaks or runs of success are limited


They're all different shades
Referring to different shades of colors or moods


Of the same song
Despite being different shades, they are ultimately the same thing


There's a wind in these sails, feels like I'm always waiting…
Feeling restless or impatient while waiting for something to happen, perhaps success or good fortune


For the gold in them there hills, feels like I'm never…
Feeling like the gold or success they desire is always just out of reach


Them there hills
Referring to the classic phrase 'them thar hills,' which is used to describe something that is far away or difficult to reach


And they're far from me
Continuing the theme of feeling distant from something desirable


Someday we'll all wear a crown
Looking forward to a time when everyone will be successful or regarded highly


Far from me
Despite the hopeful sentiment in the previous line, the feeling of distance and isolation persists


Someday we'll be the fairest of them all
Another hopeful sentiment, imagining a time when they will be the best or most attractive


So far from me
Continuing to emphasize the feeling of distance and isolation


Someday we'll have an
Looking forward to a time when something positive will happen


Open top bus parade
A celebratory parade where people ride in open-top buses


For from me
Reiterating the feeling of distance and isolation


Someday we'll do the
Imagining another positive event in the future


Sorry sorry charade
Referring to a situation where someone apologizes profusely but their apologies are not necessarily genuine or effective


It feels like we're always waiting
Feeling stuck or stagnant, waiting for something to happen


It feels like we're never leading
Feeling like they are always following or falling behind, rather than leading the pack




Lyrics © Warner/Chappell Music, Inc., BMG RIGHTS MANAGEMENT US, LLC
Written by: BRIAN PATRICK CROSBY, DAVE BRIAN GERAGHTY, DOMINIC MICHAEL PHILLIPS, PAUL ANTHONY NOONAN

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