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Ben-To Lyrics


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Sometimes I feel like every night's opening night and I have one pivotal line and I screw it up every time
And as I walk backstage I wonder how to make this right
A mix of shame, regret and fright
A one-on-one self-losing fight
Sometimes I feel like every second's slowing down
I look around and feel astounded by where I've ended up now
And as I'm going through the motions trying to avoid commotion
It just seems to find its way back to me




Overall Meaning

In these lyrics from the opening theme of the anime series "Ben-To," the singer expresses their feelings of uncertainty and inadequacy when faced with the challenges of life. The lyrics convey a sense of pressure and anxiety, as the singer compares their experiences to opening night performances. They feel as though they have one crucial opportunity to make things right, but they continually mess it up. The line "Sometimes I feel like every second's slowing down" reflects the singer's perception of time dragging when they are struggling with their insecurities.


As the singer walks backstage, they contemplate how to rectify these mistakes. They experience a mix of emotions, ranging from shame and regret to fear and apprehension. The line "A one-on-one self-losing fight" suggests that the singer sees themselves as their own opponent, battling against their self-doubt and inner turmoil.


Despite their efforts to navigate these challenges discreetly, the singer realizes that they cannot escape the unavoidable chaos and disruption that life brings. The line "It just seems to find its way back to me" suggests that no matter how hard they try to avoid trouble, it inevitably returns. This sentiment could represent the universal struggle of trying to maintain control and stability in a world that often feels chaotic and unpredictable.


Overall, these lyrics capture the internal struggles and frustrations that many individuals face when confronted with their own insecurities and the pressures of life. The song's introspective tone and relatable themes contribute to its appeal and resonance with listeners.


Line by Line Meaning

Sometimes I feel like every night's opening night and I have one pivotal line and I screw it up every time
There are times when I perceive every night as a new beginning, where I have one crucial opportunity, yet I consistently fail to deliver perfectly.


And as I walk backstage I wonder how to make this right
While going behind the scenes, I contemplate how I can rectify the situation.


A mix of shame, regret and fright
Feelings of embarrassment, remorse, and fear are swirling within me.


A one-on-one self-losing fight
Engaged in a personal battle against myself that I seem to be losing.


Sometimes I feel like every second's slowing down
Occasionally, it seems like time is crawling by at an agonizing pace.


I look around and feel astounded by where I've ended up now
Observing my surroundings, I am amazed and bewildered by the current situation I find myself in.


And as I'm going through the motions trying to avoid commotion
While mechanically going through the actions, attempting to evade chaos.


It just seems to find its way back to me
However, it inevitably manages to return and confront me once again.




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Written by: Ben Eales

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Most interesting comment from YouTube:

@mohammadqaraqish4967

Lyrics:
koyoi tsuki wa akaku somari
ueta KEMONO muragari
umai nioi shita namezuri
niramiau DEAD or ALIVE?

dare ni mo yuzurenai mono ga aru
taorete mo nando de mo tachiagaru
kono yo wa jakuniku-kyoushoku suezen kuu yori
shishi wo furutte tsukamitore

kakero PRIDE shinu made OOKAMI
makeinu ni naru tsumori wa nai
ase wa SPICE kizuato kagayaku
shouri no aji wo kamishimete tsugi no SUTEEJI e

YABAI amai wana ni hamari
kiki ga semaru nawabari
yudan sureba soko de owari
niramiau DEAD or ALIVE?

tatakau riyuu BARABARA de mo
tsudou nakama shinjirareru
ARASHI datte osore wa shinai
tagiru honoo Let us survive!

dareshimo hitori de wa ikirenai
sasaeai takameai sodatte yuku
kanarazu kari wa kaesou seisei-doudou
onore-rashisa wo tsuranuite

kakero FIELD nishi kara higashi e
kokoro tsunagu wa kusari ja nai
naite waratte te ni shita shiawase
kono nukumori wo mamoritai asu mo asatte mo

yami wo terasu hikari wa hitotsu
dareka ga sukuwarenai RIARU
shousha wa haisha no ue inochi no omosa wo shire
waga mi wo ikasu subete ni kansha wo WOW WOW

koyoi tsuki wa akaku somari
ueta KEMONO muragari

kakero PRIDE shinu made OOKAMI
makeinu ni naru tsumori wa nai
ase wa SPICE kizuato to kagayaku
shouri no aji wo kamishimete

motto kakero FIELD nishi kara higashi e
kokoro tsunagu wa kusari ja nai
naite waratte te ni shita shiawase
kono nukumori wo mamoritai asu mo asatte mo



All comments from YouTube:

@058875915

i seriously wish grocery stores did this, youd be solving hunger and obesity at the same time

@Kaptnkey

People would be strong ^-^

@jellytryaz6928

lol

@danielm5633

+Kaptn Key nah bruh, some fat dude would waddle in and take all the food

@058875915

.....no man, if youve seen this anime you would know that he would get rekt 

@HazardHighlander

um but everyone would would be in the hospital if they did this

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@Just_Some_Guy_with_a_Mustache

Watched the whole thing. One of the funnest experiences I've had in a while. You know you've got something good on your hands when suddenly you find yourself wanting to go out and get yourself into a ben-to brawl. 10/10

@TheDoomCupcakes

It's you...

@the_keyper750

+Just Some Guy with a Mustache your comments are pure gold

@charleso2607

and you're here too man it's like you're following me

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