Evaporated
Ben Folds Lyrics


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What I've kept with me
And what I've thrown away
And where the hell I've ended up
On this glary, random day
Were the things I really cared about
Just left along the away
For being too pent up and proud
Woke up way too late
Feeling hungover and old
And the sun was shining bright
And I walked barefoot down the road

Started thinking 'bout my old man
It seems that all I want to get into a car and go
Anywhere

Here I stand
Sad and free
I can't cry
And I can't see
What I've done
Oh God what have I done?

Don't you know I'm numb, man
No I can't feel a thing at all
'Cause it's all smiles and business these days
And I'm indifferent to the loss

I think that there's a soul somewhere
That's leading me around
I wonder if she knows which way is down

Here I stand
Sad and free
I can't cry
And I can't see
What I've done
Oh God what have I done?

I poured my heart out
I poured my heart out
It evaporated
See

Blind man on a canyon's edge
Of a panoramic scene
Maybe I'm kite that's flying high and random
Dangling on a string
Or slumped over in a vacant room
Head on a stranger's knee
I'm sure back home
They think I've lost my mind

Here I stand
Sad and free
I can't cry
And I can't see




What I've done
Oh God what have I done?

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Ben Folds's song "Evaporated" tell the story of someone who is reflecting on their life, and realizes that they are not where they thought they would be. The first verse is about looking back at what they have kept with them and what they have thrown away, and questioning where they have ended up. They ask themselves if the things that they really cared about were left behind because they were too pent up and proud. The second verse talks about waking up feeling hungover and old, and walking barefoot down the road. The singer starts thinking about their old man and how they just want to get into a car and go anywhere.


Throughout the song, the singer feels lost and unable to connect with their emotions. They describe themselves as numb and indifferent to the loss. They wonder if there is a soul leading them around, and if she knows which way is down. The final verse describes the singer as a blind man on a canyon's edge, either flying randomly like a kite or slumped over in a vacant room with their head on a stranger's knee. They worry that back home, people will think that they've lost their mind.


Overall, "Evaporated" is a lament about feeling disconnected and lost, and wondering if there is any way to find meaning or direction in life. The line "I poured my heart out, I poured my heart out, it evaporated, see" suggests that the singer has tried to express themselves and share their feelings, but nothing seems to stick.


Line by Line Meaning

What I've kept with me
Reflecting on personal possessions that have been kept and discarded


And what I've thrown away
Considering things that have been let go


And where the hell I've ended up
Contemplating the present situation and location


On this glary, random day
Observing the current weather and a feeling of unpredictability


Were the things I really cared about
Questioning whether the important things were forgotten or disregarded


Just left along the away
Wondering whether they were abandoned


For being too pent up and proud
Speculating whether pride and self-restraint led to loss


Woke up way too late
Having overslept and feeling regretful


Feeling hungover and old
Feeling the effects of alcohol and aging


And the sun was shining bright
Observing the brightness of the sun's rays


And I walked barefoot down the road
Taking a walk without shoes


Started thinking 'bout my old man
Recalling memories and thoughts of a father figure


It seems that all I want to get into a car and go
Feeling a strong urge to travel


Anywhere
Without a specific destination in mind


Here I stand
Reflecting on current physical position


Sad and free
Feeling a range of emotions


I can't cry
Suppressed emotions prevent tears


And I can't see
Unclear about actions and consequences


What I've done
Thinking about past choices


Oh God what have I done?
Expressing regret and guilt


Don't you know I'm numb, man
Admitting emotional numbness


No I can't feel a thing at all
Incapable of experiencing emotions


'Cause it's all smiles and business these days
Surrounded by people who fake happiness and prioritize work


And I'm indifferent to the loss
Unaffected by losses


I think that there's a soul somewhere
Believing in the existence of a guiding force


That's leading me around
Aware of being led by this force


I wonder if she knows which way is down
Questioning the direction and purpose of this force


I poured my heart out
Expressing oneself openly and deeply


I poured my heart out
Emphasizing the deep emotions


It evaporated
Realizing that these emotions were not reciprocated or disappeared


See
Calling attention or providing emphasis


Blind man on a canyon's edge
Imagery depicting an isolated and unaware figure


Of a panoramic scene
Surrounded by a vast and sweeping view


Maybe I'm kite that's flying high and random
Metaphorical idea of being aimless and unpredictable


Dangling on a string
Lacking control or direction


Or slumped over in a vacant room
Depressed and lacking motivation


Head on a stranger's knee
Feeling vulnerable and comforted by a stranger


I'm sure back home
Assuming what others are thinking or feeling about oneself when absent


They think I've lost my mind
Believing that others would judge negatively or harshly




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Written by: BEN FOLDS

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Most interesting comment from YouTube:

@giothemath

What I've kept with me and what I've thrown away
Know where the hell I've ended up on this glary random day
Where the things I really cared about, just left along the way
For being to pent up and proud
Woke up way too late feeling hung over and old
And the sun was shining bright, I walked barefoot down the road
Started thinking about my old man, it seems that all men
Wanna get into a car and go anywhere
Here I stand, sad and free
And I can't cry, I can't see
What I've done?
No, God, what have I done?
Don't you know I'm numb, man? No I can't feel a thing at all
'Cause it's all smiles and business these days and I'm indifferent to the loss
And I've faith that there is a soul somewhere that's leading me around
I wonder if she knows which way is down
Here I stand, sad and free
And I can't cry and I can't see
What I've done?
No, God, what have I done?
And I poured my heart out
And I poured my heart out
It evaporated, see
Blind man on a canyon's edge of a panoramic scene
Or maybe I'm a kite that's flying high and random dangling a string
Or slumped over in a vacant room, head on a stranger's knee
I'm sure back home they think I've lost my mind
Here I stand, sad and free
I can't cry and I can't see
What I've done?
No, God, what have I done?



All comments from YouTube:

@Flabtke316

Such a moving song when I heard it at 17. Hits like a truck at 43.

@victoriawellspring7503

Dang dude got me crying in the parking lot on my lunch break.

@RachelEC023

Whatever and Ever Amen may be the best album, as a whole - of all time. It's certainly my favorite, has been since it came out, probably always will be.

@jellyjamforever

Fuck yes!!! Pardon my French

@ohmybillnye

yep, I'm not even the biggest fan of One Angry Dwarf and I still think this is my favorite complete album ever.

@AnalogCinema

I was so lucky to have Ben Folds in high school when I needed his art most. 20 years later... still moves me

@barrylamb2148

I'm 67 years old and a lover of lyrics. When I discovered Ben Folds , via my son, I realised there was more than my old stand by's Jackson Browne, Joni Mitchell, James Taylor, Warren Zevon, Mark Germino etc. I'm born again. Even went to a Ben Folds concert.

@quikdrw63

Awesome! Love James Taylor. Ben Folds is great!!!!

@utubeismuhkrakaneliterally1807

Barry Lamb - saw them at the SF Fillmore, a small intimate venue. i was only a few feet from ben pounding that piano. the experience was ecstasy.

@jellyjamforever

Barry Lamb fortunately there is still great music, unfortunately it's not on the radio like back in your day when radio was still awesome. There is a lot of great music these days. Unfortunately you have to dig for it

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