No Idea
Bishop Nehru Lyrics

Sittin' still with this segment, it's called life
Reflecting on my existence, which is a series of experiences

I'm in it for the thrill like depression and cold knives
I find excitement in the same way as the intense emotions of depression and the sharp pain of cold knives

It's somethin' you cold feel, like the homeless and cold nights
It's an experience that can be tangibly felt, just like the physical discomfort of being homeless in cold nights

Now checks look at me, like cleaning some old Nikes
Now people regard me with attention, similar to how they handle cleaning old Nike shoes with care

They thinkin' its still bright, still I'm hella lonely
They perceive my life as successful and bright, but in reality, I feel extremely lonely

Attractin' only the phonies, 'cause music they wanna phone me
I only attract fake people who are interested in my music for their own agenda or benefit

I don't know if they like me or who the media showing
I'm uncertain if people genuinely like me or if their perception is influenced by what the media portrays

Either or, I'm sure that it won't stop me from my growing
Regardless of the uncertainties, I am confident that external factors won't hinder my personal growth

I been glowin' like a star, now that daytime's passin'
I've been shining brightly like a star, especially as the challenges of the day fade away

They'll truly see the shine, and I see they reaction
Eventually, people will genuinely recognize my brilliance, and I observe their responses

Touching souls like traction, and if it's wack then we threw in some traction
My music deeply connects with people, leaving a lasting impact, and if it doesn't resonate, we'll make adjustments

Can't happen if the math ain't addin'
Success is not possible if the plan or strategy doesn't make sense

Me energy's of heaven, you resemblin' Saturn
My energy is divine, while you are comparable to the distant and cold planet Saturn

I can see the rituals, they continue in patterns
I can observe the repetitive rituals and behaviors that people engage in

But they got no idea what Bishy done mastered
However, they have no understanding of the skills and knowledge Bishop Nehru has truly acquired

They thought I had my back to the wall like I'm plastered
They believed I was trapped and cornered like a wall covered in plaster

What am I seein'? Uh, What aren't I?
What am I perceiving? Well, there's so much to take in and comprehend

Who's constantly in war inside? Me, myself, and my pride
I am engaged in a constant internal struggle, fighting against myself and my own ego

They all stressin', but thoughts not restin'
External pressures and concerns surround me, but my mind is constantly active and never at rest

'Cause I can't let it all fall apart like it's sections
Because I refuse to let everything crumble and collapse like broken pieces

There's aggresion, depression, hella second guessin'
I experience feelings of aggression, depression, and intense self-doubt

I'm feelin' like I'm mind blown, thoughts are at a dead end
I feel mentally overwhelmed, as if my thoughts have reached a complete impasse

Pop says correction, Mom says a revered
My father advises me on correction and improvement, while my mother sees me as honorable and respected

She know I won't listen but still she throws the suggestion
She understands that I am stubborn and unlikely to heed her advice, yet she still offers her suggestions

I played mental Tekken so all of this is a blessin'
I engaged in intense mental battles, similar to the video game Tekken, and consider all of this a blessing

I was lost on the road and finally found a direction
I was once directionless and confused, but now I have discovered my path and purpose

Fuck with anybody, think I'm lovin' the progression
I don't care about anyone's opinion and enjoy the progress I am making

Still they say I'm immature like a bored freshman
Despite my growth, people still label me as immature, comparing me to a disinterested freshman

They got no idea that I was really destined
They lack understanding of the fact that I was truly meant for greatness

I continued on my path and my mind as my weapon
I persisted on my journey, utilizing my intellect and mindset as my most powerful tools

I walked through hell, now I'm inventin' the heaven, 'cause
I endured immense hardships and now I am creating my own version of paradise, because of what I have experienced

You ain't got no idea
You lack complete understanding

If you thinkin' that this boy about to cower in fear, nah
If you believe that I am going to shrink back in fear, well, you're wrong

'Cause I done been through a lot in these 15 years
Because I have faced numerous tribulations throughout my 15 years of life

Said I done been through a lot, still I ain't show tears
I've experienced many difficulties, yet I have managed to remain strong without shedding tears

Said you don't know how I see it, you don't know how I see it
You are completely unaware of my perspective and how I perceive things