Take My Life
Bishop T.D. Jakes Lyrics


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My mom is on prozac and she laughs a lot
Remember when I was a boy, she begged my dad a lot
I laid aside their bed, she cried her head off, I asked for what
My dad locked his gun in his safe, she’d be gone had he not
My mom is on prozac and she laughs a lot
Remember when I was a boy she begged my dad a lot
She would’ve shot her self with his gun if she had one shot
He locked his gun inside his safe and now she has a shot
Uh-uh I’m not for pills, but god damn have I took ‘em
Enough to know that money’s the main reason people cook ‘em
Once when I was fourteen, I suddenly was depersonalized
My momma took me to the doctor - they said no prob, then prescribed some Paxil
Took it back with me, then at home knocked it back with juice (Some apple)
Truly believed that it would tackle these anxiety attacks, bullshit...
Weeks later I was packed full with the sickest thoughts imaginable
Couldn’t even see a grocery bag without wanting to (Bag over head/asphyxiation)
My mom is on prozac and she laughs a lot
Remember when I was a boy, she begged my dad a lot
I laid aside their bed, she cried her head off, I asked for what
My dad locked his gun in his safe, she’d be gone had he not
My mom is on prozac and she laughs a lot
Remember when I was a boy she begged my dad a lot
She would’ve shot her self with his gun if she had one shot
He locked his gun inside his safe and now she has a shot
Uh-huh, okay I guess some people gotta take ‘em
‘Though I’ve got lots of shit that’s wrong with me and I dont take ‘em...
We’re never taught to deal with our emotions, what a lie
We’re taught do whatever it takes to keep getting by
I’ve got a lot of respect for the ones that ride the waves
Still got some respect left for all the ones who run away
Nah I won’t judge the cover of your book, even a page
I don’t know a thing about what the fucks in your DNA
So yeah they say the apple don’t fall too far from the tree
Sometimes I wish I was an orange, I’m caught in between
Depression has a mind of its own, why can’t it have feet
I try to make it walk away, its a lost cause, pushing dead weight
Sometimes i think each cell inside me’s a whole universe
And this whole universe is one cell of a human or another kind
I wonder if depression is in every one (Every universe) or just in mine
Don’t worry, I’ll adjust - its fine
My mom is on prozac and she laughs a lot
Remember when I was a boy, she begged my dad a lot
I laid aside their bed, she cried her head off, I asked for what
My dad locked his gun in his safe, she’d be gone had he not
My mom is on prozac and she laughs a lot
Remember when I was a boy she begged my dad a lot




She would’ve shot her self with his gun if she had one shot
He locked his gun inside his safe and now she has a shot

Overall Meaning

The song "Take My Life" by Bishop T.D. Jakes is a poignant and emotional reflection on the topic of mental health and prescription medication. The lyrics describe the experiences of the artist and his mother, who struggles with depression and has been prescribed Prozac. The song touches on the artist's own experiences with anxiety and depersonalization and his conflicted feelings about the use of prescription pills.


The opening lines of the song evoke intense emotions as the artist describes how his mother cried her head off on her bed, leading him to ask why. He later reveals that she had considered taking her own life with his father's gun, had it not been locked away. The artist then goes on to describe his own struggles with anxiety and depersonalization, sharing that he had been prescribed Paxil as a teenager, but found that it exacerbated his symptoms rather than alleviating them.


The song touches on the broader societal issues surrounding mental health and prescription medication, highlighting how many people feel forced to take pills in order to manage their symptoms rather than learning how to cope with their emotions. The artist laments how we are not taught how to deal with our emotions, and instead are encouraged to do whatever it takes to keep going. However, he also acknowledges the bravery of those who ride the waves of their emotions and those who choose to run away.


Overall, "Take My Life" is a deeply personal and thought-provoking song that highlights the complexity of mental health issues and the need for greater understanding and support for those who struggle with them.


Line by Line Meaning

My mom is on prozac and she laughs a lot
My mother is taking antidepressants and is now finding happiness in life


Remember when I was a boy, she begged my dad a lot
When I was younger, my mother would beg my dad for help with her depression


I laid aside their bed, she cried her head off, I asked for what
I witnessed my mother cry uncontrollably and didn't understand why


My dad locked his gun in his safe, she’d be gone had he not
My father had to take measures to ensure that my mother was safe from self-harm during her depressive episodes


She would’ve shot herself with his gun if she had one shot
My mother was in such a dark place that she even contemplated suicide


Enough to know that money’s the main reason people cook ‘em
I understand that financial gain is a driving force behind the production and distribution of antidepressant medication


Took it back with me, then at home knocked it back with juice (Some apple)
I took an antidepressant prescription at home without fully understanding the consequences or side effects


My momma took me to the doctor - they said no prob, then prescribed some Paxil
My mother brought me to the doctor for help with my own mental health, but received a prescription without proper diagnosis or care


I try to make it walk away, its a lost cause, pushing dead weight
Despite my efforts, it seems impossible to overcome the overwhelming weight of depression




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Written by: Jakeb Jessee

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@juniorlewis9173

I love this song. Thanks for posting it here on YouTube

@nomthandazolekhuleni3504

Was one of my favorite songs in 2016, I still listen to it today!

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Always my go to song

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@joelheber23

Lyrics please!

@chrispleasantable

Verse 1: Holiness, holiness is what I long for
Holiness is what I need
Holiness, holiness is what You want for me, for me

Verse 2: Righteousness, righteousness is what I long for
Righteous is what I need
Righteousness, righteousness is what You want for me, for me

Chorus: Take my heart and mold it
Take my mind, transform it
Take my wheel, conform it
To Yours, to Yours oh Lord

Verse 3: Brokenness, brokenness is what I long for
Brokenness is what I need
Brokenness is what You want for me, for me

Chorus 3x

Verse 1

Ending: It’s what You want for me (2x)

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