Blue Sunshine
Blue October Lyrics


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I see your heart beat through the bedsheet
I feel your pulse against the floor
I sleep the sadness that no one else sleeps
Feel me cunningly adore.

As the tic tock clock lies Goldilocks
What a sick enchanted view
Of the white blot sin that we all began
not the girl that I once knew.

Blue Sunshine
Ive got no vacancies
At the top of the clock was Jesus spying on me
I spoke of friends
point me which direction
I tried a bribe of when I die but swore he never
mentioned.

I kicked and screamed,
"Its simple, you must sing




the day I take you, youll be sleeping
you wont feel a thing."

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Blue October's song "Blue Sunshine" paint a vivid picture of a tumultuous relationship that is full of pain and sorrow. The opening lines "I see your heart beat through the bedsheet, I feel your pulse against the floor" are powerful in that they convey the closeness and intimacy of the relationship, while also reminding us of the pain and hurt that is present. The singer seems to be in a state of despair, sleeping the sadness that no one else sleeps, and their love for their partner seems to be tinged with a sense of cunning adoration.


The following lines "As the tic tock clock lies Goldilocks, what a sick enchanted view, of the white blot sin that we all began, not the girl that I once knew" are somewhat cryptic, but they seem to suggest that time has passed and things have changed for the worse. The singer sees the world through a twisted lens, where even the ticking of the clock seems to have a sinister, fairy tale quality. The sense of loss is palpable in this line, as the singer laments that their partner is not the person they once knew.


The chorus, with its repeated refrain of "Blue Sunshine," seems to be a reference to the effects of drugs, combining the intense euphoria of a "blue" drug like heroin with the sun-drenched happiness of a "sunshine" drug like MDMA. The singer seems to be caught between the two, struggling to find their way out of the darkness and into the light. The lines "At the top of the clock was Jesus spying on me, I spoke of friends, point me which direction" suggest that the singer is looking for guidance from a higher power or from their friends, but they are lost and confused, unable to find their way.


Overall, "Blue Sunshine" is a song full of pain and desperation, but it is also a song that speaks to the human need for connection and meaning in a world that can often seem chaotic and meaningless. The lyrics are dark and haunting, but they are also deeply moving and speak to the universal human experience of loss, love, and longing.


Line by Line Meaning

I see your heart beat through the bedsheet
I can feel the pain you're hiding behind closed doors


I feel your pulse against the floor
I sense your sorrow and agony when no one else does


I sleep the sadness that no one else sleeps
I embrace the distress that you don't show to others


Feel me cunningly adore.
Notice my love for you in every gesture and action


As the tic tock clock lies Goldilocks
Time is unreliable, much like the fable of Goldilocks


What a sick enchanted view
It's a twisted and unhealthy perspective


Of the white blot sin that we all began
The original sin that we're all born with


Not the girl that I once knew.
You're not the same person I used to know


Blue Sunshine
A metaphor for oxymoronic sadness and happiness


Ive got no vacancies
I don't have the capacity for more pain


At the top of the clock was Jesus spying on me
Feeling like I'm being watched and judged by a higher power


I spoke of friends
Telling stories and seeking guidance from friends


point me which direction
Show me the right way to go


I tried a bribe of when I die but swore he never mentioned.
Even bargaining with death and making promises doesn't bring clarity


I kicked and screamed,
Expressing frustration with the lack of answers


"It's simple, you must sing
The answer is in the act of singing


the day I take you, you'll be sleeping
The day of my death, I won't be afraid as I'll die peacefully in my sleep


you won't feel a thing."
It'll be painless and serene




Lyrics © BMG Rights Management
Written by: JUSTIN S FURSTENFELD

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BlizzardBeaches


on Congratulations

Spent many nights in 2006 crying myself to sleep listening to this song from Blue October's Foiled album. Although different than the interpreted mean, It helped me realize that often times a relationship is dead long before it's over.

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