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So you dropped me
Held me by my feet and let me go
I fell between the seat, but nothing broke
I've yet to feel that brilliant afterglow
The one I knew of years ago
Now I'm twisted
Twisted from the waist and spun around
Promised only sky but given ground
Realized the makeup is for a clown
The clown I knew of months ago

[Chorus]
I only wanted to be somebody
So fucking bad, I came unglued
I only wanted to be somebody
So here we are now, face to face
And I'm fucking you

So you caught me!
Wishing I were better than the rest
You hit me and left bruises on my chest
And when I wouldn't cheat
I spit upon your test
The test I tore up weeks ago
And now my fist is
My fist is for your face to cock the jaw
When I begin to rise, you start to fall
Now you know how it feels to drop the ball
The ball I threw back days ago

[Chorus]

So I'll just stand right here for now
I should have won, but how?
I break a smart ass grin
Who let the loser win?




Let's break a smart ass grin
Let's let the losers win!

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Blue October's song "Somebody" seem to describe the emotional rollercoaster of someone who is longing for success and validation but is met with disappointment and frustration. The first stanza paints a picture of someone feeling helpless and lost, dropped and twisted by those around them. The second stanza seems to address a person who has specifically hindered the singer's progress, potentially someone who has taken advantage of their trust, causing physical and emotional harm. The chorus is a cry for recognition; the singer just wants to be somebody, to be seen and respected, but their desperation has caused them to come unglued. The final stanza offers a hint of rebellion, almost as if the singer has come to terms with the fact that they may not win but is happy to let the losers feel like they have.


Throughout the song, it's clear that the singer is struggling to come to terms with their place in the world. They feel like they've been broken down by those around them, unable to catch a break. They are desperate to prove themselves but seem to be stuck in a cycle of disappointment. The anger and frustration in the lyrics are palpable, but there's also a sense of sadness underneath it all. It's as if the singer is pleading with the world to recognize that they're worth something.


Line by Line Meaning

So you dropped me
You let go of me, after holding me by my feet


Held me by my feet and let me go
You held onto me, but later released me from your grasp while I was upside down


I fell between the seat, but nothing broke
I fell down between the seats, but luckily I wasn't hurt


I've yet to feel that brilliant afterglow
I have not felt the same level of happiness I used to feel years ago


The one I knew of years ago
The previous feeling of complete happiness from years ago


Now I'm twisted
I feel distorted and screwed up


Twisted from the waist and spun around
Feeling physically twisted and disoriented


Promised only sky but given ground
I was promised so much, but only received disappointment


Realized the makeup is for a clown
Figuring out that someone's impressions and expressions are just for show and not real


The clown I knew of months ago
Someone who tries too hard to put on a show to impress others months ago


I only wanted to be somebody
I had a strong desire to be important and noticed by others


So fucking bad, I came unglued
I wanted it so badly that I lost my grip on things and was no longer in control


So here we are now, face to face
We are now confronting each other directly


And I'm fucking you
I am overpowering and dominating you


So you caught me!
You found me doing something wrong


Wishing I were better than the rest
Desiring to be better than others


You hit me and left bruises on my chest
You hit me hard enough to leave bruises on my chest


And when I wouldn't cheat
When I refused to be unfaithful to you


I spit upon your test
I rejected the test you gave me or the standards you were trying to hold me to


The test I tore up weeks ago
The same test that I had destroyed a few weeks earlier


My fist is for your face to cock the jaw
I am using my fist to punch you in the face and break your jaw


When I begin to rise, you start to fall
As I am progressing and becoming stronger, you are losing power and becoming weaker


Now you know how it feels to drop the ball
Now you understand what it feels like to fail or make a mistake


The ball I threw back days ago
The same mistake or situation that I had previously been in and given to you


So I'll just stand right here for now
I will remain in this position for the time being


I should have won, but how?
I should have been victorious, but am uncertain how that could have happened


I break a smart ass grin
I smirk and show a sarcastic smile


Who let the loser win?
Who gave the underdog an opportunity to succeed?


Let's break a smart ass grin
Let's show a sarcastic smile and not take this seriously


Let's let the losers win!
Let's give the underdogs a chance to succeed!




Lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Warner/Chappell Music, Inc., Universal Music Publishing Group
Written by: CLIFTON GEORGE BAILEY, PAUL CROSSDALE, DONALD DENNIS, MELBOURNE GEORGE MILLER

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BlizzardBeaches


on Congratulations

Spent many nights in 2006 crying myself to sleep listening to this song from Blue October's Foiled album. Although different than the interpreted mean, It helped me realize that often times a relationship is dead long before it's over.

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