Current members of Blue October include Justin Furstenfeld (lead vocals), Ryan Delahoussaye (violin/viola, mandolin, keyboards, and vocals), Jeremy Furstenfeld (drums, percussion), Matt Noveskey (bass guitar) and Will Knaak (guitar).
Popularized by their platinum-certified album Foiled (2006), which features the hit singles “Hate Me” and “Into the Ocean,” the group has continued to evolve… shifting from a far more pensive sound to one that is more optimistic and reflective of lead singer/songwriter/guitarist Justin Furstenfeld’s transformation—which will also be the focus of his soon-to-be-released documentary film, I Want It.
Once known for their stormy dynamic and self-destructive tendencies, Blue October couldn’t be more distinct from the band it once was, which is why their latest studio album, I Hope You’re Happy, looks to push the envelope even further with a whole new approach. Justin Furstenfeld is quoted as saying "I think Blue October should never be limited to the instruments we have in the band. I’m always about bringing in whoever can play what’s best for the song in. I’m also a huge fan of Peter Gabriel, and if you were to him all you can have is a guitarist a bassist and a drummer, he’d go “what?!” That’s how I feel. We took all the tools we had gotten from working all these kinds of people over the twenty-year span and made a really good album and we’re super proud of it. It’s nice and colorful and positive and universally themed. It’s something you can really sink your teeth into and not get sick of. You can always discover little new secrets about it along the way."
Their latest album, I Hope You're Happy, was released on August 17, 2018 on the band's own Up/Down Records label and was produced by Justin Furstenfeld and engineer Eric Holtz.
Previous band members have included Liz Mulally, Brant Coulter, Dwayne Casey, Piper Dagnino, Julian Mandrake, CB Hudson and Matthew Ostrander.
Blue October has an official site www.blueoctober.com/.
For the British band, please see Blue October UK
This is What I Live for
Blue October Lyrics
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Falling on top of my head
Caught in a landslide
(Tumbling down again)
Part of me just dies
Peeling me out of my skin
Caught in a landslide
This is what I live for
This is what I live for
(Falling down again)
I'll never look back
Over my shoulder again
It's what I live for
(Falling down again)
Part of me just dies
Peeling me out of my skin
Caught in a landslide
(Falling down again)
This is what I live for
This is what I live for
(Falling down again)
I have to find a way
To make sure that you're okay
But no one answers me
I walk around
This lonely city
I walk around this lonely city
To make sure that you're okay
But no one answers me
Cause no one hears at all
This is what I live for
This is what I live for
(Falling down again)
This is what I live for
This is what I live for
(Falling down again)
I'll never let go
This is what I live for
(Falling down again)
I'll never look back
Over my shoulder again
It's what I live for
(Falling down again)
In "This is What I Live For" by Blue October, the lyrics explore themes of struggle, personal identity, and the relentless pursuit of a purpose in life. The repetition of the phrase "this is what I live for" emphasizes the idea that the singer finds solace and meaning in the midst of their trials and challenges.
The first paragraphs convey a sense of feeling overwhelmed and trapped, as the singer describes being caught in a landslide that keeps tumbling them down. This can be interpreted as a metaphor for the weight of their problems and how they continually find themselves in difficult situations. The line "Part of me just dies, peeling me out of my skin" evokes a feeling of inner despair and a desire to escape from their own self.
Despite the hardships, the chorus reiterates that "this is what I live for," suggesting that even though life may be filled with struggles, it is the very act of experiencing these challenges that gives the singer a sense of purpose and fulfillment. The repetition of "falling down again" further emphasizes the cyclical nature of their struggles, yet the singer remains committed to their chosen path.
The following lyrics reflect a desire to connect with others and make sure that they are okay. The singer walks around a lonely city, attempting to reach out to someone, but no one answers. This can be interpreted as a longing for understanding and validation, as they seek reassurance and support in their journey.
The last paragraphs reaffirm the singer's dedication to their path. They express determination to face the future without looking back over their shoulder, implying a refusal to be shackled by past regrets or mistakes. The repetition of "falling down again" reflects the ongoing difficulties they face, yet the line "I'll never let go" suggests an unwavering commitment to persevere and continue living for the challenges and rewards that life brings.
Overall, "This is What I Live For" presents a complex mix of emotions, exploring the struggles, resiliency, and self-discovery inherent in the human experience. It offers a glimpse into the artist's mindset, as they find meaning and purpose in the face of adversity, and ultimately choose to embrace and live for the journey ahead, regardless of its difficulties.
Line by Line Meaning
It's what I live for
This is the purpose or reason for my existence
Falling on top of my head
Experiencing unexpected and overwhelming challenges
Caught in a landslide
Being overwhelmed and unable to escape from difficult situations
(Tumbling down again)
(Facing these challenges repeatedly)
Part of me just dies
A part of my inner self feels broken or destroyed
Peeling me out of my skin
Causing me great emotional pain and discomfort
This is what I live for
Despite the hardships, this is still the purpose that gives my life meaning
I'll never look back
I will not dwell on the past
Over my shoulder again
Revisiting past mistakes or regrets
I have to find a way
I am determined to discover a solution
To make sure that you're okay
Taking responsibility for someone's well-being and wanting to ensure their safety
But no one answers me
Not receiving any response or acknowledgement from others
I walk around
I wander aimlessly
This lonely city
In this isolated and desolate environment
Cause no one hears at all
Because no one is listening or paying attention
I'll never let go
I will hold on tightly to what matters to me
Lyrics © Hipgnosis Songs Group
Written by: ERIC D HOLTZ, JUSTIN FURSTENFELD, STEPHEN NICHOLAS SCHILTZ
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
@vidasaudavel794
It's what I live for
Falling on top of my head
Caught in a landslide
(Tumbling down again)
Part of me just dies
Peeling me out of my skin
Caught in a landslide
(Falling down again)
This is what I live for
This is what I live for
(Falling down again)
I'll never look back
Over my shoulder again
It's what I live for
(Falling down again)
Part of me just dies
Peeling me out of my skin
Caught in a landslide
(Falling down again)
@debbiehodgeon8084
I swear to god, Blue October is the only band I can categorically say I like every single song they do.....bands produce albums and you like one or two off it, but not Justin's, love every single one... amazing that isn't it ☺😘 xx
@michellenoden
I totally get that Xx
@grunge_maker
It's funny because even on the rare occassion a song doesn't resonate, I'll hear it live and then I'm like "ahhh I get it."
@mareeraposo
I agree
@eminemilly
cough italian radio cough
@eminemilly
@Grungemaker I was actually so shook when they played Italian Radio at my first concert ever lol. And jump rope isn't my favorite but he told the crowd to sing it so loud so his baby Blue could hear it in Texas < 3 :p
@isaiahlaitinen
Can we just take a second to appreciate Matt's bass work?
@chrisson4142187
Watched him live yesterday and have a new respect for him
@markwalter2900
Blue october has always helped me cry my eyes out when I feel heavy.
@angeladacosta9776
Awww...Me too, Mark me too.