My Terracotta Heart
Blur Lyrics

And the bright rings we got in summertime
The happy memories we shared in the past feel like a breath of fresh air, like the warm summer breeze that we experienced when we received our bright rings.

Seemed like a breath of fresh air back in the summertime
Those happy memories of the past were refreshing and rejuvenating, like a breath of fresh air during summertime.

When we were more like brothers, that was years ago
In the past, we had a strong bond and a relationship that was more like brothers, but that feels like it was years ago.

So if it doesn't sing like a broken chord
If things don't feel quite right, if our relationship seems out of tune or imperfect.

I'm running out of heart today
I'm feeling emotionally empty and drained today, like I've given all of my heart away.

I'm running out of open road to you
I'm running out of opportunities to connect with you and make our relationship better.

When I know you are emoting and you're dazed
When I sense that you are emotional and confused, unsure of where we stand and where we are headed in our relationship.

Is something broke inside you, 'cause at the moment
I'm sensing that something is wrong with you, perhaps something is broken or hurting inside, causing you to act distant or disconnected.

I'm lost and feeling that I don't know
I'm feeling disconnected and uncertain about our current relationship, not sure if we are on the same page or if we will make things work.

If I'm losing you again
If our relationship is slowly slipping away once again and I can't seem to stop it.

And when we fly tomorrow over the Java seas
As we embark on a new journey together, flying over the Java seas, perhaps symbolizing a new chapter in our relationship.

And my younger match will be there with me
My younger ego will be accompanying me to face our relationship challenges head-on, perhaps indicating a willingness to change and work on ourselves.

'Cause they remind me of swimming out too far one day
These memories of swimming too far out in the ocean bring back memories of a past mistake or challenge that we overcame together.

When the coral was gone, but I didn't care anyway
Even though we faced challenges in the past, like when the coral was gone on our swimming adventure, it didn't matter because we were together and enjoyed each other's company.

I was running out of heart that day
During that challenging time, I was losing faith and hope, feeling emotionally drained and out of heart.

I was running out of open road to you
I was running out of a path or way to connect with you and work together to overcome our challenges.

And I know I was emoted, I was dazed
I know that I was also emotional and confused during that challenging time, feeling dazed and uncertain about our future.

Is something broke inside me, 'cause at the moment
I'm questioning my own emotional state and whether something is broken or hurting inside me, causing me to feel disconnected or distant from you.

I'm lost and feeling that I don't know
In the present moment, I'm feeling lost and uncertain about where our relationship is headed, unable to see a clear path forward.

If I'm losing you again
Perhaps I'm sensing that our relationship is slipping away again, and I'm unsure of how to stop it or save it.

I'm running out of heartache
I'm feeling emotionally exhausted and tired after dealing with so much pain and heartache in our relationship.

Just sitting out the constant doubt in my day
I'm struggling with constant doubts and uncertainties about our relationship and what the future holds, feeling unsure of how to move forward.

But I don't know what it is
Despite my best efforts, I'm unable to identify what is causing our relationship problems or what I can do to fix them.

I'm sweating out the toxins
I'm working hard to remove the negative, toxic elements from our relationship, hoping to bring positivity and healing.

Is my terracotta heart breaking?
Is my heart, which was once strong and robust like terracotta, now breaking and shattering due to the emotional difficulties we are facing in our relationship?

I don't know
Despite my best efforts, I'm still unsure of what is happening in our relationship, and if there is anything I can do to save it.

If I'm losing you
If I'm at risk of losing you, our relationship, and everything we've built together.

If I'm losing you again
If it feels like all the progress we made has been lost, and we are returning to old relationship patterns and problems.