Shut Up
Bob & Tom Lyrics

Bought a camera just to stop making movies
I bought a camera with the intention of making movies, but I ended up not making any.

I don’t know how to rap but I’m here now so sue me
I don't have the skill to rap, but I still want to do it anyway.

Fake it till you make it’s what I’m freaking doing
I'm pretending to be successful until I actually become successful.

But I always fucking quit when my shit starts booming
Whenever I start to become successful, I always give up and quit.

I always fucking feel like the worst in the room
I constantly feel inferior to others around me.

I never really feel like I know what to do
I often lack direction and don't know what actions to take.

I always fucking feel like I need to be new
I feel like I need to constantly change and improve myself.

And the past escapes my mind as I forget all my roots
I have trouble remembering my past and where I came from.

Where did I come from where did I go
I'm asking myself where I originated and where I'll end up.

Alone in my thoughts just a red eyed hoe
I am left alone with my thoughts, feeling degraded and worthless.

I’m proud of who I am but I hate my soul
I have a positive self-image, but I still feel a lack of worth within myself.

I hate being lazy and I hate being broke
I dislike being unproductive and lacking in funds.

I haven’t made a video in 2 fucking months
I haven't made any content in the past couple of months.

It stresses me out I don’t wanna be done
Not being creative stresses me out as I don't want to stop making content.

I’ve scrapped my latest films creativity none
I've deleted the last movie I made, as it had no creative value.

It’s been a hot minute since I’ve truly had fun
It's been a while since I've genuinely enjoyed myself.

I’m not depressed I don’t think that’s my problem
I don't believe I am depressed, but I have other issues to work through.

Loud ass man in my head I don’t know how to stop him
I have a loud, chaotic voice in my head that I can't seem to quiet.

My brain just keeps rushing and my heart just keeps throbbing
I am constantly anxious and my heart rate is high due to my thoughts.

I wanna be prescribed something so I can calm him
I want to be given medication to help calm my chaotic thoughts.

I can’t think with all this noise I can’t see through all this fog
The constant noise in my head makes it difficult to think and the fog represents the confusion I feel.

Empty nothingness pollutes my body like smog
I feel empty and that sense of emptiness is taking up space in my mind like smog.

I can’t act with any poise I’m a rabid fucking dog
I can't keep my composure and act appropriately, instead feeling like an uncontrollable animal.

In social situations I swear my brain becomes a log
My brain stops functioning properly in social situations, making it hard to communicate or act accordingly.

I always think I have no friends, I know it’s not true
I often tell myself I have no friends, despite logically knowing that I do have friends.

It’s really hard to think people care about you
It's difficult to believe that others genuinely care about me.

It’s really hard to feel anything but goo
I struggle with feeling any emotions but numbness or emptiness.

It’s really hard sometimes to just get up and move
I find it challenging to have the motivation to do anything productive.

I lay dead on the futon and watch one piece
I feel trapped in a stagnant state, watching a show without any desire or energy to do something else.

When no one else is luffy’s there for me
When I don't have anyone else to turn to, a fictional character becomes a source of comfort and support.

I put a whole ass suit on for an online speech
I put in significant effort for something that may not even have value or importance.

Zoom classrooms make me wanna scream
The format of virtual classrooms causes frustration and discomfort for me.

Shut up
I need my internal voice to stop talking.

Stop talking to me
I need my internal voice to stop communicating with me.

But I’m talking to myself so I’m asking me to leave
Technically I am the one talking, but I need the negative thoughts to leave me alone.

Shut up like actually jeez
I need the internal noise to stop completely.

If you wanted to talk just ask say please
If my internal voice wants to communicate with me, it needs to do so in a respectful manner.