Rolling
Boondox Lyrics


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(Verse 1:)
In my hands I hold the key to who I wanna be
Solutions to my problems are just sitting right in front of me
I crush them up with a little bit of gun powder
I should be where i want to be in a half an hour
My mind trips i loose grip and sinkin' in
My eyes roll and takes control and it begins
Look in the mirror my relection slowing fades away
A monster staring back hard black and his soul decays
Theres nothing left but a shell and an urge to kill
No voices in my head just the will of a couple pills
A contact a metal mixed with XTC
A knife in my hand and I know what i expect of me
The bloodlust in the fear is what im lookin for
Rush in my veins as i rush and slowly bleed this whore
Its pure desire and it burns at me like fire
Mercades and a murder spree is what it takes to get me higher

(Chorus 4x)
Im rollin' hard im steady rollin (non stop)
When i fall nobody catch me (no) let me drop

(Verse 2:)
Under a strobe im so hypnotised my pulse races
Look atround the room and all i see is un-familiar faces
Girls dancing with glow-sticks and body glitter
Searching for the one as the face hits and lights flicker
And just as quick as the sensation hit my brain
I saw her in the corner glowin bright like an open flame
I passed her with pink hair and ponytails
Pale white skin with red lips just hot as hell


Our eyes met just like she saw right through me
Like she knew all my intentions but she walked up to me
And I aint sweatin it cause i had to make her mine
She came up turned around so i crept up from behind
Put my arms around her and she reached around my neck
And right in the begin she knew what was next
She was a pro and it made me want her even more
Took me in the room and closed the f**kin' door

(Chorus 4x)

(Verse 3:)
Slammed her against the wall I f**ked this bitch in a rage
And with dialated pupils in my mind in a haze
I looked her in the eyes and i saw no fear
But saw the scars on her wrist and i knew why she was here
So i threw her on the bed and i ripped off her shirt
And the blood stain sheets from up under her skirt
I felt razor sharp pains when she dug in my skin
Thats when i started to see the room started to spin
And without even thinking I put my hands on her throat
And she didn even blink when she started to choke
She just stuck her nails in so deep that I bled
I wanted her to die and she wanted to be dead
With a single breath right when i let her go
Her eyes fell open when her body turned cold
She got what she needed and i got what i came for
So i left her on her back like a f**kin' filthy whore





(Chorus till end)

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Boondox's song Rolling are intense and eerie, depicting the descent of the singer into a spiral of violence and drug addiction. The first verse starts off with a message of empowerment, expressing the idea that the singer holds the key to their own success and solutions are within reach. However, the mood quickly shifts as the singer turns to drugs to fuel their ascent, causing them to lose control and become increasingly unstable. The second verse introduces an encounter with a stranger, and the singer's focus on obtaining what they want at any cost, including through physical violence. The last verse describes a particularly gruesome act of violence, where the singer takes the life of their sexual partner.


The chorus, which repeats multiple times throughout the song, suggests a consistent pattern of reckless behavior and self-destruction, with the singer indicating they are "rolling hard" and falling without anyone to catch them.


Boondox's song Rolling was released in 2006 on his debut album, The Harvest. The song is classified as horrorcore rap, a subgenre known for its dark and violent lyrical content.


Boondox is a member of the Insane Clown Posse's record label, Psychopathic Records.


The music video for Rolling features Boondox performing in a mental institution, adding to the song's ominous tone.


The album The Harvest charted at number 166 on the Billboard 200 in the US.


Boondox has cited artists like Eminem and Tech N9ne as influences on his music.


The song contains explicit language and violent themes, and may be triggering for some listeners.


The chords for Rolling are not easily available, as the song is primarily electronic with minimal instrumentation.


Boondox has released a total of eight studio albums, with his latest album Krimson Crow released in 2020.


Boondox's stage name was inspired by the term "boondocks," referencing his rural upbringing in Georgia.


Despite its controversial content, Rolling has been cited as a standout track on The Harvest and is popular among fans of the horrorcore subgenre.


Line by Line Meaning

In my hands I hold the key to who I wanna be
I have the power to control my destiny and be whoever I want to be.


Solutions to my problems are just sitting right in front of me
I have the answers to my problems, they are right in front of me, but I choose to ignore them.


I crush them up with a little bit of gun powder
I self-sabotage by destroying the solutions to my problems with drugs and violence.


I should be where i want to be in a half an hour
I feel entitled to instant gratification and expect to achieve my goals quickly, without putting in the necessary work.


My mind trips i loose grip and sinkin' in
My mind becomes overwhelmed and I lose control, sinking into a dangerous state of mind.


My eyes roll and takes control and it begins
I lose consciousness and the darker parts of my personality take over.


Look in the mirror my relection slowing fades away
As I spiral out of control, I lose touch with who I really am.


A monster staring back hard black and his soul decays
I become a monster, devoid of a soul, as my drug use and violent tendencies consume me.


Theres nothing left but a shell and an urge to kill
I am hollow inside, with nothing but a strong desire to hurt others.


No voices in my head just the will of a couple pills
Drugs are the driving force behind my violent and destructive behavior.


A contact a metal mixed with XTC
I use a dangerous drug combination, which fuels my violent behavior even further.


A knife in my hand and I know what I expect of me
I am armed and fully intend to use violence to fulfill my desires.


The bloodlust in the fear is what im lookin for
I crave the adrenaline rush of violence and the fear it instills in others.


Rush in my veins as i rush and slowly bleed this whore
I feel a powerful high as I attack and harm someone.


Its pure desire and it burns at me like fire
The strong desire to cause harm consumes me and fuels my destructive behavior.


Mercades and a murder spree is what it takes to get me higher
I am willing to go to any lengths, even murder, to feel the powerful high that comes with my destructive behavior.


Under a strobe im so hypnotised my pulse races
I am entranced by the flashing lights and loud music, which intensifies my desire for adrenaline and excitement.


Girls dancing with glow-sticks and body glitter
I am surrounded by women who are looking for excitement and possibly engage in reckless behavior.


Searching for the one as the face hits and lights flicker
I am seeking someone to fulfill my desires, and the flashing lights make it difficult to see clearly and make rational decisions.


And just as quick as the sensation hit my brain
My impulses take over, and I act upon them very quickly without thinking about consequences.


I saw her in the corner glowin bright like an open flame
I notice a woman who stands out and is intriguing to me, possibly because of her unconventional appearance.


I passed her with pink hair and ponytails, Pale white skin with red lips just hot as hell
I take note of her distinct features, and find her very attractive.


Our eyes met just like she saw right through me
She seems to know what I'm after without me even saying a word.


Like she knew all my intentions but she walked up to me
Despite knowing what I want, she still approaches me willingly, indicating that she may be willing to engage in the same reckless behavior.


And I aint sweatin it cause i had to make her mine
I feel empowered by making someone else a willing participant in my dangerous behavior.


She came up turned around so i crept up from behind
I feel excited by the idea of possibly taking advantage of her and controlling the situation.


Put my arms around her and she reached around my neck
We engage in physical behavior that contributes to the idea of reckless abandon and instant gratification.


And right in the begin she knew what was next
She seems to be aware of what I want, and proceeds willingly with little hesitation.


She was a pro and it made me want her even more
I feel enticed by the idea that someone is willing and consenting to engage in reckless behavior with me, making me desire her more.


Took me in the room and closed the f**kin' door
We engage in private behavior that is likely to be reckless and dangerous.


Slammed her against the wall I f**ked this bitch in a rage
I engage in harmful behavior with this woman, possibly exhibiting violent tendencies.


I looked her in the eyes and i saw no fear
She is not afraid of me, possibly indicating that she has engaged in similar behavior before or that she is used to this type of behavior.


But saw the scars on her wrist and i knew why she was here
I see evidence of her past struggles with self-harm, indicating that she may have unresolved emotional trauma or other issues that contribute to her willingness to engage in harmful behavior.


So i threw her on the bed and i ripped off her shirt
I continue to engage in harmful and violent behavior with her.


And the blood stain sheets from up under her skirt
The situation is violent and bloody, indicating that harm is being inflicted.


I felt razor sharp pains when she dug in my skin
She fights back and injures me, escalating the violent situation.


Thats when i started to see the room started to spin
The violence and chaos of the situation is beginning to have a physical impact on me, causing me to feel dizzy.


And without even thinking I put my hands on her throat
I engage in further violent and dangerous behavior.


And she didn even blink when she started to choke
She seems unfazed by the strangling, indicating that she may have become desensitized to harmful behavior.


She just stuck her nails in so deep that I bled
She fights back and injures me further, contributing to the cycle of violence.


I wanted her to die and she wanted to be dead
The situation is incredibly complex and harmful, with both participants engaging in reckless and dangerous behavior that has deadly consequences.


With a single breath right when i let her go, Her eyes fell open when her body turned cold
The woman dies as a result of the violent behavior, indicating that the consequences of this type of behavior can be fatal.


She got what she needed and i got what i came for
The situation is deeply troubling and harmful, but I feel a sense of satisfaction from achieving my goal, despite the costs.


So i left her on her back like a f**kin' filthy whore
I feel no remorse for my violent and harmful behavior, regarding the woman involved as little more than an object to be used and discarded.




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