Former Treepeople frontman Doug Martsch formed Built to Spill in 1992 with Brett Netson and Ralf Youtz as the band's original members. In an interview with Spin magazine, Martsch stated that he intended to change the band's lineup for every album, with Martsch being the only permanent member. After the band's first album, Ultimate Alternative Wavers (1993), the lineup changing idea held true, as both Netson and Youtz were replaced by Brett Nelson (not Netson) and Andy Capps for 1994's There's Nothing Wrong With Love. A compilation album called The Normal Years, consisting of recordings by both the first and second trios, was released in 1996. Between recording albums in 1995, the band gained notoriety by playing on the Lollapalooza tour.
Martsch signed Built To Spill to the Warner Brothers label in 1995. Unlike many artists signed to major labels, however, the deal the band brokered with Warner allowed it to retain a large degree of creative control over future albums. Built to Spill produced its first major label release in 1997 with Perfect From Now On. By this time, the band consisted of Martsch, Nelson, Netson, and Scott Plouf. Perfect From Now On met with critical success and caused Built To Spill to become one of the United States' most recognizable indie rock bands. Before releasing another album, Martsch made Nelson and Plouf permanent members of the band. In 1999, the band released Keep It Like a Secret to continued critical success, and for the first time, significant commercial success. In response to fan requests, the Live album was released in 2000. The band's fifth studio album, Ancient Melodies of the Future, was released in 2001. Martsch also released Now You Know, a solo album with both blues and folk elements, in 2002. After 2002, Warner Bros. records signed the band to another album.
Built To Spill did not tour as a band in 2002 although Doug Martsch performed numerous solo concerts in support of his solo album. From 2003 to 2005, Built To Spill toured extensively with over 150 live performances, playing new songs live as early as 2004. In 2004, the band confirmed rumors that they had recorded another studio album in Portland, OR, titled You In Reverse. The album was not released in 2005 due to difficulties associated with the use of a new recording facility, inefficiencies associated with self-producing the album and time constraints. You In Reverse, the first studio album in five years, was released on April 11, 2006. The band's official lineup for the album featured Martsch, Nelson, Plouf, and Jim Roth, who was formerly a touring guitarist only. Former band member Brett Netson provided guitar work on several songs, Quasi's Sam Coomes provided keyboard work and Steve Lobdell, the owner of the Portland studio, plays on almost every song for the album including guitar, piano, vibes and percussion. Netson rejoined Built To Spill as an official member in 2006 after touring with the band in 2005.
The band announced an April/May 2006 tour in February 2006 in support of the new album. In late March 2006, however, frontman Doug Martsch suffered a detached retina that required surgery, causing the band to cancel its appearance at the South by Southwest music festival and postpone several of their tour dates. The band rescheduled the April and May tour dates in the fall, but most June dates on the West were not postponed. At their June 3, 2006 show, their first of the 2006 tour, Built to Spill played four unreleased songs that were not included on You In Reverse. This show also included the dedication of the song "Car" to former band member Andy Capps who had passed away a few weeks earlier that would continue throughout the tour.
In July 2007, Built To Spill released a new 12" vinyl single with two reggae-esque tracks, "They Got Away" and "Re-Arrange". According to Doug Martsch, BTS is not becoming a reggae band, they just "love to play it".
In 2009 Nelson replayed and recorded one song off of each full length Built To Spill album in ""New Wave circa 1982" style with analogue synthesizers and a drum machine having Martsch resing all of the songs and released it July 2010 through CDBABY,Itunes and Junketboy as The Electronic Anthology Project.Nelson's son (Nicholas) did the art/layout with the titles reworked as anagrams by his wife (Stephanie) he plans on future projects under the same moniker redoing other bands music.
Doug Martsch and original BTS drummer Ralf Youtz are also founding members of the much-loved, but short-lived, band the Halo Benders, with Calvin Johnson.
Youtz and Martsch are also brothers-in-law. (Martsch is married to Youtz's sister).
Ralf Youtz was leader of the Portland, Oregon band Ape Shape. He went on to pursue a Ph.D. in Mathematics.
Bret Netson is leader of the influential art/metal Boise band Caustic Resin, which put out a split 10" with BTS in 1995. That album has two different cover photos because a found photo was used without permission for the original version, but the photographer later found out and objected.
Carry the Zero
Built to Spill Lyrics
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To carry that home
Took it with you
When you moved and got it broke
Found the pieces
We counted them all alone
Didn't add up
Forgot to carry a zero
I can't be your
Apologist very long
I'm surprised that
You'd want to carry that on
Count your blemishes
You can't
They're all gone
I can't see your response
Putting them back on
Like they're waiting for your guard to fall
So they can see it all and you're so
Occupied with what other persons are
Occupied with
And vice versa
And you've become
What you thought was dumb
A fraction of the sum
Yeah, you've become
Yeah, you have become
A fraction of the sum
The middle and the front
And now it's coming back
Hasn't it come too far?
I was trying to help but I guess
I pushed too hard
Now we can't even touch it
Afraid it'll fall apart
The lyrics of Built to Spill's song Carry the Zero are introspective and contemplative, as they explore the idea of carrying emotional baggage that one can't shake off. The first verse refers to the singer's friend who insists on carrying their broken home with them wherever they go, and how the pieces don't add up despite counting them all. The metaphorical "zero" that was forgotten to carry represents the missing link, something that can't be fixed or reconciled. The second verse continues in this vein, as the singer laments their inability to be their friend's "apologist" or defender for much longer. The third verse urges the friend to "count their blemishes", but insists that they can't because they're "all gone". The final verse is particularly deep, as it explores how people often focus on the flaws of others as a way to distract from their own, and how this can lead to a sense of feeling small and insignificant. The line "you've become what you thought was dumb" speaks to the internalization of negative self-talk, while the repeated refrain "a fraction of the sum" emphasizes how small one can feel in the face of life's challenges. The final lines suggest a sense of resignation, as the singer realizes that they've pushed too hard and can no longer touch what's broken for fear of making it worse.
Line by Line Meaning
I'm not knocking your want
I'm not criticizing your desire
To carry that home
To take that thing home
Took it with you
Took it when you left
When you moved and got it broke
When you moved, it broke
Found the pieces
Found the broken pieces
We counted them all alone
We counted them without help
Didn't add up
Didn't make sense
Forgot to carry a zero
Made a mistake in the calculation
I can't be your
I can't be the one who
Apologist very long
Defends you for very long
I'm surprised that
I'm amazed that
You'd want to carry that on
You still want to continue with that
Count your blemishes
Reflect on your flaws
You can't
You can't do it
They're all gone
They disappeared
I can't see your response
I can't understand your answer
Putting them back on
Fixing them again
Like they're waiting for your guard to fall
As if they are waiting for you to make a mistake
So they can see it all and you're so
So they can witness everything and you are so
Occupied with what other persons are
Focused on what other people are
Occupied with
Busy with
And vice versa
And the other way around
And you've become
And you have turned into
What you thought was dumb
What you believed was foolish
A fraction of the sum
Only a small part of the total
Yeah, you've become
Yes, you have turned into
Yeah, you have become
Yes, you have turned into
A fraction of the sum
Only a small part of the total
The middle and the front
The center and the front
And now it's coming back
And now it's returning to you
Hasn't it come too far?
Hasn't it gone too far?
I was trying to help but I guess
I was attempting to assist but I suppose
I pushed too hard
I went too far
Now we can't even touch it
Now we can't even handle it
Afraid it'll fall apart
Scared it will break down
Lyrics © O/B/O APRA AMCOS
Written by: DOUG MARTSCH
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