Carry the Zero
Built to Spill Lyrics


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I'm not knocking your want
To carry that home

Took it with you
When you moved and got it broke

Found the pieces
We counted them all alone

Didn't add up
Forgot to carry a zero

I can't be your
Apologist very long

I'm surprised that
You'd want to carry that on

Count your blemishes
You can't
They're all gone

I can't see your response
Putting them back on

Like they're waiting for your guard to fall
So they can see it all and you're so
Occupied with what other persons are
Occupied with
And vice versa

And you've become
What you thought was dumb
A fraction of the sum

Yeah, you've become
Yeah, you have become

A fraction of the sum
The middle and the front

And now it's coming back
Hasn't it come too far?

I was trying to help but I guess
I pushed too hard





Now we can't even touch it
Afraid it'll fall apart

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Built to Spill's song Carry the Zero are introspective and contemplative, as they explore the idea of carrying emotional baggage that one can't shake off. The first verse refers to the singer's friend who insists on carrying their broken home with them wherever they go, and how the pieces don't add up despite counting them all. The metaphorical "zero" that was forgotten to carry represents the missing link, something that can't be fixed or reconciled. The second verse continues in this vein, as the singer laments their inability to be their friend's "apologist" or defender for much longer. The third verse urges the friend to "count their blemishes", but insists that they can't because they're "all gone". The final verse is particularly deep, as it explores how people often focus on the flaws of others as a way to distract from their own, and how this can lead to a sense of feeling small and insignificant. The line "you've become what you thought was dumb" speaks to the internalization of negative self-talk, while the repeated refrain "a fraction of the sum" emphasizes how small one can feel in the face of life's challenges. The final lines suggest a sense of resignation, as the singer realizes that they've pushed too hard and can no longer touch what's broken for fear of making it worse.


Line by Line Meaning

I'm not knocking your want
I'm not criticizing your desire


To carry that home
To take that thing home


Took it with you
Took it when you left


When you moved and got it broke
When you moved, it broke


Found the pieces
Found the broken pieces


We counted them all alone
We counted them without help


Didn't add up
Didn't make sense


Forgot to carry a zero
Made a mistake in the calculation


I can't be your
I can't be the one who


Apologist very long
Defends you for very long


I'm surprised that
I'm amazed that


You'd want to carry that on
You still want to continue with that


Count your blemishes
Reflect on your flaws


You can't
You can't do it


They're all gone
They disappeared


I can't see your response
I can't understand your answer


Putting them back on
Fixing them again


Like they're waiting for your guard to fall
As if they are waiting for you to make a mistake


So they can see it all and you're so
So they can witness everything and you are so


Occupied with what other persons are
Focused on what other people are


Occupied with
Busy with


And vice versa
And the other way around


And you've become
And you have turned into


What you thought was dumb
What you believed was foolish


A fraction of the sum
Only a small part of the total


Yeah, you've become
Yes, you have turned into


Yeah, you have become
Yes, you have turned into


A fraction of the sum
Only a small part of the total


The middle and the front
The center and the front


And now it's coming back
And now it's returning to you


Hasn't it come too far?
Hasn't it gone too far?


I was trying to help but I guess
I was attempting to assist but I suppose


I pushed too hard
I went too far


Now we can't even touch it
Now we can't even handle it


Afraid it'll fall apart
Scared it will break down




Lyrics © O/B/O APRA AMCOS
Written by: DOUG MARTSCH

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