The Darkside
C-Squad Lyrics

Might got smoke in my veins
I may have a rebellious and daring nature

N that's how I like it
And I actually enjoy it that way

U tell me to change
If you advise me to be different

I'm just gunna fight it
I will simply resist your suggestions

I'm gunna take risks
I am going to embrace challenges

N that's what I wanna do
Because that's my genuine desire

Come across like a bitch
Sometimes, I may appear confrontational or difficult

But kno that I thought it thru
However, rest assured that I have considered it thoroughly

Ring ring Hello ? Demon pick up
When I call upon my inner demons

Call me back bitch It's yo sister
They respond and engage with me, acknowledging our connection

I been dancing in the Middle
I have been exploring the gray areas of life

Let me play for just a little
Allow me to experiment, even if momentarily

Let me down I'm coming down I need ground I need to feel
I crave stability and genuine experiences

It's my spirit in this body n I don't think shit is real
I perceive reality through the lens of my soul, questioning its authenticity

Let me dabble with the darkness if I'm careful then it's harmless
I want to explore the darker aspects of life, as long as I approach them cautiously

I'll still be so present moment I could never lose my sharpness mmmhm
However, I will retain clarity and focus, remaining fully aware in the present

If an angel wanna play in the shadows
Even if a heavenly being desires to experience darkness

Test some shit to see if she can handle
To test her resilience and capability

Gimme something f%$#^% up I can play with
Provide me with something distorted that I can engage with

I'm so bright I'll fuck around n save it
I am radiant, and I may even have the power to save it

When I go to hell I bring the juice mhm
Even in challenging situations, I hold a charismatic and influential presence

Ya I bloom u should c my Roots mhm
I flourish, and if you look closely, you'll see the depth of my origins

My inner thoughts r darker than a basement
My introspective musings delve into realms darker than any physical basement

But Satan never scared me ya I'll face him
However, I am not intimidated by evil or negativity, and I am willing to confront it

Now I'm dancing In my attic
Currently, I am engrossed in my personal space, exploring my own thoughts

Contemplating am I Pussy or dogmatic
Reflecting on whether I am submissive or rigid in my beliefs

Blazed chess I'm a queen and a addict
In a state of intoxication, I feel like both a powerful chess piece and someone with addictive tendencies

I could be like u but I ain't systematic
I have the potential to conform to societal norms, but I choose not to be structured and orderly

No risk no reward n I aint doing that
I understand that without taking risks, there can be no significant gains, and I refuse to avoid them

That comfort zone is boring okay that's where all the fools be at
I find staying within my comfort zone tedious because that's where mediocrity resides

N I don't kno bout u I kno bout me yeah that's fine for me
I may not fully understand others, but I have self-awareness, and that's sufficient for me

Cuz Some else's business really ain't where I got time to be uhhhh
Because I don't have the time or interest to be involved in someone else's affairs

When I went to hell I brought the ice
During challenging times, I remain calm and composed

My Lilith In my ear that bitch ain't nice
My inner voice, symbolized by Lilith, is not kind or gentle

My inner thoughts are darker than the night
The essence of my contemplations carries a darkness comparable to the night itself

But darkness never scared me I am light
However, I am not frightened by darkness because I embody light within me