About You
C-Trox Lyrics

Let me hate my life in peace
Allow me to suffer and wallow in my misery without any interruptions or interventions.

Fake Buddhist fuck
You claim to follow Buddhism, but your actions and behavior suggest otherwise. You're a hypocrite.

Pressed our luck
We took a risk and it didn't pay off. Our actions have consequences.

Now I hope I fucking blow
I wish for my self-destructive behavior and lifestyle to culminate in an explosive end.

Who knows how many people will go
I don't care how many people get hurt or affected by my actions.

Out in my fiery blaze
My death will be a destructive spectacle, and I want people to witness it.

Fuck you I ain't sane
I am not mentally stable, and I don't care about conforming to society's standards of sanity.

I been tryna say
I've been attempting to communicate my struggles, but nobody is listening.

But you chose to look the other way
You have ignored my pain and struggles. You don't want to acknowledge the reality of my situation.

So I sway my sway
As a coping mechanism, I used drugs, women, and risky behavior to distract myself from my problems.

And that means drugs bitches and dying
I indulge in substances, women, and risky behavior that could eventually lead to my death as an escape from reality.

Fuck you and your fake ass ain't enlightened
You pretend to be spiritually enlightened, but you're not. You're a fake, and I don't respect you.

With my reign you all will remain frightened
My self-destructive behavior will not only lead to my own demise, but it will also cause fear and distress in those around me.

Don't ever say you've been there for me
I don't want to hear false claims of support and empathy from someone who has never truly been there for me.

All you've been is weights on my fucking feet
Your presence in my life has only held me back, and you have contributed to my struggles rather than helping me overcome them.