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beaten down geranium molle
CONVOLK Lyrics
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Feeling like I'm back to the wall
Beaten down geranium molle
Beaten down geranium molle
Speeding to lose track of it all
Feeling like I'm back to the wall
Beaten down geranium molle
Beaten down geranium molle
The loneliness (loneliness)
Torturous (torturous)
I repent (I repent)
You resent (you resent)
Belt to ten (belt to ten)
Times again (times again)
Times like this (times like this)
Should never end (should never end)
Loneliness (loneliness)
Torturous (torturous)
I repent (I repent)
You resent (you resent)
Belt to ten (belt to ten)
Times again (times again)
Times like this (times like this)
Should never end
We were never friends, fell apart like severed ends
I can't even comprehend, too hooked on the xans
I know you never left, Teddy holding hands
I know you never left, Teddy holding hands
We were never friends, fell apart like severed ends
I can't even comprehend, too hooked on the xans
I know you never left, Teddy holding hands
We were never friends, fell apart like severed ends
Outwards changing
I'm deranged and
No one's changing me
Speeding to lose track of it all
Feeling like I'm back to the wall
Beaten down geranium molle
Beaten down geranium molle
Speeding to lose track of it all
Feeling like I'm back to the wall
Beaten down geranium molle
Beaten down geranium molle
' Cause tomorrow I'm going to wake up and I'll be 50
And I'll still be doing this shit...
The first stanza of "Beaten Down Geranium Molle" by convolk is a representation of the artist's state of mind. He is trying to move at high speed to forget everything that is going on with him. However, he feels like he is back to being cornered with no escape, just like a geranium molle that has been beaten down. The repetition of the line "Beaten down geranium molle" could specifically suggest how the artist feels broken and defeated, almost like the plant that has been battered and bruised. The repetition adds emphasis, while the choice of words adds to the sorrow and melancholic emotions portrayed.
In the second stanza, the artist confesses that he feels lonely and tormented. He has made mistakes and is full of regrets, and at the same time, he feels like the people around him resent him for those mistakes. The line "Belt to ten" suggests that he has been punished and is enduring the pain of his mistakes over and over again. He repeats the chorus twice, emphasizing how he has been trapped in this feeling of misery at this moment in time.
In the third stanza, the artist mentions that he and someone else were never friends, and their relationship had ended like two severed ends. He hints that he was addicted to xanax, making it impossible to comprehend the situation. He also mentions someone named Teddy, who has been holding hands the whole time, which suggests isolation and loneliness. The fourth stanza begins with the words "Outwards changing", which could indicate the artist seeing changes outside but not within. He feels like no one is going to change him, and he'll continue doing the same thing even when he's old.
Line by Line Meaning
Speeding to lose track of it all
Trying to escape from everything and everyone by moving fast and without direction
Feeling like I'm back to the wall
Feeling trapped and hopeless
Beaten down geranium molle
A vivid metaphor for feeling defeated and broken
Beaten down geranium molle
Repetition of the previous line for emphasis
Speeding to lose track of it all
Repetition of the first line for emphasis
Feeling like I'm back to the wall
Repetition of the second line for emphasis
Beaten down geranium molle
Repetition of the third line for emphasis
Beaten down geranium molle
Repetition of the fourth line for emphasis
The loneliness (loneliness)
The feeling of being alone and isolated
Torturous (torturous)
Excruciating and unbearable
I repent (I repent)
Regretting past actions and wishing to change them
You resent (you resent)
Others hold anger and bitterness towards the artist
Belt to ten (belt to ten)
Being or feeling physically attacked
Times again (times again)
Constantly experiencing the same pain
Times like this (times like this)
Moments of extreme difficulty and suffering
Should never end (should never end)
These moments of suffering should not last forever
We were never friends, fell apart like severed ends
The relationship with the addressed person was never truly friendly and has completely fallen apart
I can't even comprehend, too hooked on the xans
The singer has become too dependent on prescription drugs and can no longer understand the situation
I know you never left, Teddy holding hands
The singer believes that the addressed person, Teddy, is still present and comforting them
We were never friends, fell apart like severed ends
A repetition of an earlier line
Outwards changing
The world and everything around the artist is constantly changing
I'm deranged and
The artist is mentally unstable
No one's changing me
The singer does not want to change, despite everything around them changing
Cause tomorrow I'm going to wake up and I'll be 50
The artist feels stuck and as if they are not making progress in their life
And I'll still be doing this shit...
Regardless of what the singer does or where they end up in life, they feel as though their struggles will persist
Contributed by Addison S. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
@woeful2895
Love you, Convolk!
LYRICS:
Speeding to lose track of it all
Feeling like I'm back to the wall
Beaten down geranium molle
Beaten down geranium molle
Speeding to lose track of it all
Feeling like I'm back to the wall
Beaten down geranium molle
Beaten down geranium molle
The loneliness (Loneliness)
Torturous (Torturous)
I repent (I repent)
You resent (You resent)
Belt to ten (Belt to ten)
Times again (Times again)
Times like this (Times like this)
Should never end (Should never end)
Loneliness (Loneliness)
Torturous (Torturous)
I repent (I repent)
You resent (You resent)
Belt to ten (Belt to ten)
Times again (Times again)
Times like this (Times like this)
Should never end
We were never friends, fell apart like severed ends
I can't even comprehend, too hooked on the xans
I know you never left, Teddy holding hands
I know you never left, Teddy holding hands
We were never friends, fell apart like severed ends
I can't even comprehend, too hooked on the xans
I know you never left, Teddy holding hands
We were never friends, fell apart like severed ends
Outwards changing
I'm deranged and
No one's changing me
Speeding to lose track of it all
Feeling like I'm back to the wall
Beaten down geranium molle
Beaten down geranium molle
Speeding to lose track of it all
Feeling like I'm back to the wall
Beaten down geranium molle
Beaten down geranium molle
' Cause tomorrow I'm going to wake up and I'll be 50
And I'll still be doing this shit...
@kostanelo1427
Что делает этот Караулкин! Америка в Шоке! Поставим класс таким ребятам.
@TheHeartHz
convolk: "its not anime this is really me and my friends on motorcycles" 😍😂
@tomasdani440
It's not an anime..
@deez3551
@@tomasdani440 it's a Japanese cartoon. that's anime
@turtle2.014
@@deez3551 sauce?
@deez3551
@@turtle2.014 akira
@sum1sburneracc786
@@deez3551 no thats real footage of convolk
@dylanlatimer1312
In a simple man. I see convolk and I click
@antisadboi6934
Same
@CorpseHusband
One of my favorites off the album, this is sick ✨