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Straitjacket
Camisado Lyrics
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I've lost control of my mind
I can't say that I'm sick
But I can't say that I'm fine
Yea I've gone crazy
Can't get a hold of myself
You can't help me
I just can't help but get crazy
This is the day that's going down
That I was lost and never found
I've lost control, don't let me go
Don't believe
What you've heard about me
Unless it's wrong,
Unless it's sick,
I am a lunatic
Tie me down
Tie me down
Keep me sedated
But you will never
Tame the monster inside me
My heart is right beneath the water
That's right over my head
I am not feeling alive in this
Straight jacket
Come see the things that I have done
Come see what I've begun
I've lost control, so you'll see my soul
I'm not losing my way
In fact I'm back on course
I've lost my mind
But I will get
Out of this straitjacket
Don't leave me to my own devices
You'll see me with these terrors
That I spend my nights with
Save me, save me
I'm going crazy
Just save me save me
I'm going fucking crazy
Say goodbye
Say goodbye
Keep you mouth shut
I'm going fucking crazy
You can not break
What is broken
I'm alive in
This straitjacket
The lyrics of Camisado's song "Straitjacket" portray the mind of a person who has lost control of their thoughts and actions, feeling like they are going crazy. The first verse talks about the loss of control and the confusion about one's feelings - not being able to say if they are sick or alright. The chorus highlights the need for help, with the persona realizing that they may have gone past the point of no return. They feel like they're drowning in a sea of madness, and only the monster inside them can be held accountable.
The second verse takes the listener to a deeper state of insecurity - the feeling of being trapped and helpless. The persona hopes for someone to rescue them from the torture and agony of their own thoughts, as they're afraid of being alone with their "terrors." The line "You can not break What is broken" is a plea for understanding, acknowledging that they can't be fixed but can only be understood.
The song is a heartfelt appeal that lays bare the emotional turmoil that many people feel but can't or won't articulate. The line "I'm not losing my way/ In fact, I'm back on course" suggests that the persona has a clear understanding of what they may be going through and believes that there is a light at the end of the tunnel. The song is a reminder that we all experience moments of confusion or despair, and it's okay to seek help when we need it.
Line by Line Meaning
I'm going fucking crazy
I've lost control of my mind
I can't say that I'm sick
I am struggling with my mental health but it's hard to articulate
But I can't say that I'm fine
I am not okay, even though I may try to convince myself otherwise
Can't get a hold of myself
I am struggling with self-control
They'll say that I need some help
Others may recognize that I am not doing well and may suggest seeking help
You can't help me
I feel like no one can truly understand what I'm going through and help me
This is the day that's going down
This is a significant moment in my life
That I was lost and never found
I have struggled for some time with mental health
Don't believe
Don't trust what you hear about me
What you've heard about me
There may be rumors or gossip about me that are not true
Unless it's wrong,
Unless what you've heard is false or exaggerated
Unless it's sick,
Unless what you've heard is related to my struggles with mental health
I am a lunatic
I feel like I am going insane
Tie me down
I feel out of control and need to be restrained
Keep me sedated
I may need medication or other types of treatment to manage my mental health
But you will never
No matter what you do
Tame the monster inside me
I feel like I am a completely different person when I am struggling with mental health
My heart is right beneath the water
I feel overwhelmed and suffocated by my struggles
That's right over my head
It's hard to keep my head above water, especially when it comes to my mental health
I am not feeling alive in this
I feel like my mental health struggles have taken away my ability to truly live
Come see the things that I have done
I am not proud of some of my actions that are a result of my mental health struggles
Come see what I've begun
I may be in the early stages of seeking help and making changes
I'm not losing my way
I am not giving up hope
In fact I'm back on course
I am making progress towards improving my mental health
But I will get
I am determined to get better
Out of this straitjacket
I am determined to overcome my mental health struggles and regain control of my life
Don't leave me to my own devices
I need support and understanding from others
You'll see me with these terrors
I struggle with anxiety, depression or other fears that are impacting my life
That I spend my nights with
My mental health struggles affect me even when I'm supposed to be resting or sleeping
Save me, save me
I am desperate for help
Say goodbye
Letting go of the things that are no longer serving me
Keep you mouth shut
Others may not understand or empathize with what I'm going through, so sometimes it's better to keep quiet
You can not break
I am resilient and strong
What is broken
Even though I am struggling, I am not beyond repair
I'm alive in
Despite everything, I am still alive and fighting
This straitjacket
My mental health struggles feel like a restraining jacket that I can't escape from
Contributed by Tristan T. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
dehart
I loved it. That was probably my favorite song by you guys yet. Can't wait for Faceless.
Tatiana Danielle
Amazing guys. Hit hard musically and lyrically. Can't wait to hear the rest of the album!
Tomyo
Damn you guys are growing. I remember when I first heard The Life I'm Missing :')
xMAD HATTERx
started talking to Joe on twitter and he recommended his music and I fell in love with the lyrics to the music. I'm officially a big fan!
iiballonkawaii
All the other songs on the album are good as well. Just bought a few songs. <3
Maygan PhYnix
awesome guys! hopwe to see you live soon! <3
Dana Jean
True talent right here. This song is so sick!! Love discovering new talent via twitter...If you like this, you'd probably be into From The Bottom We Rise, check out their song called Dedication.
PaulPlague
sounds like josh from MIW did the synth so awesome love this band
Kathryn Humphrey
Just saw these guys live!!! omggg<33 the drummer is my friend xD
Basile Bishop
You guys are so effin talented, I'm crying right now, ur shit is getting spread like wildfirr, and thanks for following me on Twitter