One Prairie Outpost
Carbon Leaf Lyrics


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Not been here since I was a boy
The sky unwrapped, the world my toy
A movie reel a million miles long
On and on...

Scene after scene passes by my life
The window's a wound. The road is a knife
The irony, ask me, 'where have you been?'
I don't know, I don't know
Because I don't know where to begin

Too much to do, too much to see
Pictures to take, people to meet
When there's so much space in between
It overwhelms me

Scene after scene passes by my life
The window's a wound. The road is a knife
The irony, ask me, 'where have you been?'
I don't know, I don't know
Because I don't know where to begin

Not been here since I was a boy
Now heart full of fear and a mask of painted joy
So much for these youthful eyes to see
So much for peace and tranquility

One Prairie Outpost, you are how I feel...
Alone in a flatland 'tween the dream and the real
The irony, ask me, 'where have you been?'
I don't know, I don't know




Because I don't know where to begin
I don't know where to begin

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Carbon Leaf's song "One Prairie Outpost" describe the nostalgic and bittersweet feeling of returning to a place where the singer used to feel carefree and alive, but now can't seem to shake off the burden of responsibilities and regrets. When the singer says, "not been here since I was a boy," he means that he's been away from this place of peace and freedom, both physically and emotionally. The line "the sky unwrapped, the world my toy" is a vivid image of the endless possibilities that seemed to stretch out before the singer when he was young. The phrase "a movie reel a million miles long" shows how much the singer's life has changed since then, and how overwhelming it all seems.


The singer feels trapped by the very things that used to motivate him: there's "too much to do, too much to see," and the "pictures to take, people to meet" that once excited him now seem like impossible tasks. The line "the window's a wound, the road is a knife" suggests that the singer is constantly moving, but the journey is painful rather than liberating. He's lost his way, and he doesn't know how to find it again. The title of the song, "One Prairie Outpost," is a metaphor for the singer's own isolation - he feels like he's stranded in the middle of nowhere, with nothing but his own thoughts for company.


Overall, the song is a lament for lost youth, a longing for simpler times, and a recognition of the burden of growing up. The singer's emotions are complex and nuanced, reflecting the way that returning to a place from one's past can bring up many conflicting feelings. Through the song, Carbon Leaf captures the universal experience of feeling torn between the past and the present, and the struggle to find one's way in a world that seems increasingly complex.


Line by Line Meaning

Not been here since I was a boy
It has been a long time since I visited this place when I was still a child.


The sky unwrapped, the world my toy
As a child, I used to see the world as full of possibilities, and I had the freedom to explore it.


A movie reel a million miles long
My memories of this place are like an endless movie reel, with each scene representing a moment of my life.


On and on...
The memories just keep coming, never-ending.


Scene after scene passes by my life
My life is passing by like scenes in a movie.


The window's a wound. The road is a knife
As I travel, the view from the window is a reminder of what I've left behind, and the road ahead is daunting and painful.


The irony, ask me, 'where have you been?'
It's ironic that I don't know where I've been or how I got here, despite the many experiences I've had.


I don't know, I don't know
I'm uncertain and lost, with no clear direction.


Too much to do, too much to see
There are so many things I want to do and see, but there never seems to be enough time or resources.


Pictures to take, people to meet
I want to capture memories and connect with new people during my travels.


When there's so much space in between
The distance between my experiences can make them feel disconnected and overwhelming.


It overwhelms me
The sheer amount of experiences and possibilities can be too much to handle.


Now heart full of fear and a mask of painted joy
As an adult, I'm more aware of the potential dangers and challenges in life, but I still try to maintain a façade of happiness.


So much for these youthful eyes to see
There are still many things I want to experience, even as an adult.


So much for peace and tranquility
Despite my desire for adventure, I also long for a sense of calm and peace in my life.


One Prairie Outpost, you are how I feel...
This particular location reminds me of the conflicting emotions and desires that I'm experiencing.


Alone in a flatland 'tween the dream and the real
I feel isolated and lost in a vast, open space that seems to exist between my dreams and reality.


I don't know where to begin
I don't have a clear starting point for making sense of my experiences or finding direction in life.




Lyrics © BMG RIGHTS MANAGEMENT US, LLC
Written by: BARRY THOMAS PRIVETT, CARTER GRAVATT, SCOTT ANDREW MILSTEAD, TERRELL H. CLARK

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I absolutely cannot wait, this is one of my favorite Carbon Leaf songs of all time! Thank you everyone for doing this for your fans! Much love! -Blue Dog

grtch ldy

This song really hits home for me right now. Just moved back to the Prairie Lands myself a couple years ago. Haven’t been back here since I was a girl. So, yeah this one got to me. Thanks.

YayMusicOfficial

Absolutely gorgeous <3 The slide is a fantastic touch.

Hern A

Only recently discovered this band. One word. Amazing.

Jaqueline Lutz

I can't wait for more videos! This song has been my favorite for so long <3

Steven Haines

So I’m not sure where the hell I’ve been! But I’m finding one my favorite bands has an album since last year??!!!! Damn life!!!! Just amazing hearing this song!!! Thank your!

Michael Johnson

Amazing. Wonderful. Thank you. 🙏🏽

Robert Shay

Such a great show in Pittsburgh!! Have a great tour guys!!!

beckiezra

Jealous you got to go! The ads for it were what introduced me to the band but I didn’t get a chance to go to the concert in Pittsburgh.

MentalHealth & Wellness Coach

Gosh totally love it

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