Sticks
Carroll Lyrics


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I'm sick, like a pile of broken sticks.
I'm far, burning like a real live war.
I'm losing, every battle that I fight.
No bruises, just a couple of black eyes.
Even if we're never perfect,
I can say that it's been worth it.
Even if we're always tired, I can sleep
I'm always wired deep.
I'm over, looking for clothes in the grass.
So sober, I'm never looking back
I'm never looking back.
Even if we're never perfect,
I can say that it's been worth it.




Even if we're always tired,
I can sleep, I'm always wired.

Overall Meaning

In Carroll's song Sticks, the artist paints a picture of feeling sick and broken. The opening line "I'm sick, like a pile of broken sticks" evokes a sense of hopelessness and exhaustion. The following lines intensify this feeling, with the images of being far away, burning like a real live war, and losing every battle fought. It becomes clear that the persona is struggling and feels defeated, failing to win any battles and yet enduring with a few black eyes as a testament to the struggle.


Despite these difficulties and setbacks, the persona finds value in their experience, stating that "even if we're never perfect, I can say that it's been worth it." Perhaps this refers to relationships that have been challenging or situations that have been difficult but ultimately rewarding. The lyrics suggest that the struggle is worth something, and that there is a deeper meaning to be found even in the midst of difficulty.


The second half of the song contrasts the exhaustion of the earlier verses by offering a sense of clarity and purpose. The persona declares that they are "over, looking for clothes in the grass" and that they are "sober," implying that they've emerged from a period of chaos or confusion. They claim to never look back, suggesting that they've gained an understanding of their experience and can move forward with confidence. The final repetition of the chorus reinforces this sense of clarity, with the persona singing that they are "always wired" and finding rest even in the face of fatigue.


Overall, the song explores themes of struggle and endurance, suggesting that even the hardest times in life can be worth something. The persona finds a sense of peace and purpose in their experience, and the listener is left with the impression that life's challenges can ultimately lead to growth and understanding.


Line by Line Meaning

I'm sick, like a pile of broken sticks.
I am unwell, like a jumbled heap of snapped twigs.


I'm far, burning like a real live war.
I am distant, yet ablaze like a true, ongoing conflict.


I'm losing, every battle that I fight.
I am defeated in every struggle I engage in.


No bruises, just a couple of black eyes.
I don't have any physical wounds, only dark circles around my eyes.


Even if we're never perfect, I can say that it's been worth it.
Despite never attaining perfection, I can confidently assert that it has all been valuable.


Even if we're always tired, I can sleep I'm always wired deep.
Even if we constantly feel exhausted, I still have a strong internal drive.


I'm over, looking for clothes in the grass.
I am done searching for lost belongings amongst the plants on the ground.


So sober, I'm never looking back.
I am completely lucid and resolved to not reminisce over the past.


I'm never looking back.
I am resolute to not ever dwell on what has already happened.




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Natalia Kaylin

I'm sick, like a pile of broken sticks.
I'm far, burning like a real live war.
I'm losing, every battle that I fight.
No bruises, just a couple of black eyes.
Even if we're never perfect,
I can say that it's been worth it.
Even if we're always tired, I can sleep
I'm always wired deep.
I'm over, looking for clothes in the grass.
So sober, I'm never looking back
I'm never looking back.
Even if we're never perfect,
I can say that it's been worth it.
Even if we're always tired,
I can sleep, I'm always wired.



All comments from YouTube:

Natalia Kaylin

I'm sick, like a pile of broken sticks.
I'm far, burning like a real live war.
I'm losing, every battle that I fight.
No bruises, just a couple of black eyes.
Even if we're never perfect,
I can say that it's been worth it.
Even if we're always tired, I can sleep
I'm always wired deep.
I'm over, looking for clothes in the grass.
So sober, I'm never looking back
I'm never looking back.
Even if we're never perfect,
I can say that it's been worth it.
Even if we're always tired,
I can sleep, I'm always wired.

Jason Danley

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heard it on the real world, great song

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I lost track of this song when I had to make a new account and I just found an old screenshot of it on my Instagram, I love this song so much. Can't wait for the new music!!

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Reminds me of the songs my dad used to put on when we came back from the city at night and I fell asleep in the car and he put songs like this in the car.

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underrated song

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I've known about this song forever and I'm still confused as to why it isn't bigger

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