Christian 'Leave' Akridge born May 1st 2000, started his career on social m… Read Full Bio ↴Christian 'Leave' Akridge born May 1st 2000, started his career on social media as a Vine star, accumulating over 800,000 followers on the platform before its departure.

He debuted his YouTube channel 3 years ago with a video titled '1. Little Moments'. Since then, Christian has been posting covers and original music to his channel accumulating over 234,000 subscribers.

Now with an album, 2 EP's and 9 singles, Christian has been steadily releasing music with indie and soft pop inspired sounds.

Heartbreak
Christian Leave Lyrics

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Take your time to come my way I can see what I′ve been missing
I will live in fantasy where I never have to listen
Do you explain how I'm doing wrong and I′m simply not enough
Probably not what you even said but this
Heartbreak's gone this heartbreak's gone to my head

I′m feeling fine almost every day
Except for all the time, all the time

Don′t have enough energy to even go
Outside, go outside (and cry anymore)
I've dropped my insecurities I left my dignity on the floor
But you′ll pick it up again for me or will there never be a once more

I feel like on fire, you will sit back and smile
To lend me my brain when I'm running the show

I′ve given up
I've really really given up
But it′s just to get to you
Oh this feels like

I feel like on fire, you will sit back and smile
To lend me my brain when I'm running the show

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Christian Leave's song Heartbreak in 2-3 speak about a person who is struggling with heartbreak but is trying to move on. The song talks about the singer's attempts to deal with heartbreak by creating a fantasy world where they don't have to listen to anyone, and where the pain has gone to their head. They describe feeling fine almost every day, but there are times when they don't even have the energy to go outside and cry.

The second verse talks about the singer's insecurities, which they have flung aside, and their dignity that they have left on the floor, probably because of the pain caused by the heartbreak. They are hoping that the person they are talking about will pick up their dignity for them, but they are unsure if that will ever happen. The song ends with the singer saying they've given up on some things in life but not on the hope of getting back together with their heartbreaker.

Line by Line Meaning

Take your time to come my way
I'm waiting for you patiently

I can see what I've been missing
I realize I need you in my life

I will live in fantasy where I never have to listen
I don't want to face reality without you

Do you explain how I'm doing wrong and I'm simply not enough
I feel like I can never meet your expectations

Probably not what you even said but this
I may have misunderstood your intentions or words

Heartbreak's gone this heartbreak's gone to my head
I'm trying to move on, but the pain is still affecting me

I'm feeling fine almost every day
I'm trying to put on a brave face

Except for all the time, all the time
But the sadness always creeps back in

Don't have enough energy to even go
I'm too exhausted to do anything

Outside, go outside (and cry anymore)
I don't have the emotional strength to face the world

I've dropped my insecurities I left my dignity on the floor
I've exposed my vulnerabilities and let my pride go