Suicide
ColdWorld Lyrics


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I am the devil;
his world is a winter of hell,
his rhythm is watched in pain,
he dances well.
Tortured by solitude,
I bleed and bleed.
Tortured by myself,
This life is hell.
Ahhh

I am an angel,
Who bows to suicide
Can't breathe if it wakes me,
And then I'll die.
Angels are crying,

There is no love.
You should be masters of hate,
Dark of night without love...
without love.
Ahhh

I am the devil
his world is a winter of hell,
his rhythm is wayched in pain,
he doesn't move.
Tortured by solitude,
I bleed with hate.




Tortured by myself this life is hell.
ahh

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to ColdWorld's "Suicide" depict a dark struggle between the angel and devil within oneself. The singer of the song alternates between identifying as the devil and the angel, both of which seem to be deeply tormented. The devil's world is described as a "winter of hell," and his rhythm (possibly referring to the rhythm of life he leads) is "watched in pain." Despite this, he is able to dance well, indicating a certain degree of grace in the midst of suffering. The devil declares that he is tortured by solitude and himself, and that life is hell.


The singer then switches to identifying as an angel who is compelled to bow to suicide. The angel cannot breathe if suicide "wakes" them, suggesting that suicide is a constant presence in their mind. The line "angels are crying, there is no love" further illustrates the desolate and despairing tone of the song. The singer goes on to accuse humans of being "masters of hate" and describes a loveless and dark world.


The alternating references to the devil and angel within the singer suggest a duality in the human experience. The struggle between good and evil, light and dark, is a common theme in many works of art. In "Suicide," this struggle is manifested as a deep psychological torment that ultimately leads to the desire for suicide.


Line by Line Meaning

I am the devil;
I am consumed by darkness and evil;


his world is a winter of hell,
The world he inhabits is cold, cruel, and desolate;


his rhythm is watched in pain,
His unholy deeds cause intense suffering and agony;


he dances well.
He is deeply skilled at perpetuating misery and chaos;


Tortured by solitude,
Consumed by loneliness and isolation;


I bleed and bleed.
My pain is constant and unrelenting;


Tortured by myself,
My own thoughts and feelings torment me;


This life is hell.
My existence is a living nightmare of suffering and despair;


Ahhh
Expressing a deep, primal anguish and pain;


I am an angel,
I am a being of light and goodness;


Who bows to suicide
I am tempted to end my own life;


Can't breathe if it wakes me,
The mere thought of suicide paralyzes me with fear;


And then I'll die.
Ending my life seems like the only way to escape my misery;


Angels are crying,
Even heavenly beings mourn the suffering and despair in the world;


There is no love.
Love has been snuffed out by darkness and despair;


You should be masters of hate,
Evil has taken over and the forces of darkness reign supreme;


Dark of night without love...without love.
The darkness of the night is all-consuming, devoid of any hope or love;


Ahhh
Repeating the same deep, anguished cry of pain as before;


I am the devil
The singer returns to their dark, tormented persona;


his world is a winter of hell,
The world they inhabit is still icy and cruel;


his rhythm is wayched in pain,
Their unholy actions continue to cause immense suffering;


he doesn't move.
They are stuck in their hellish existence, unable to escape or change;


Tortured by solitude,
Still plagued by their own loneliness and isolation;


I bleed with hate.
Their pain has turned to anger and hatred, fueling their need to cause suffering;


Tortured by myself this life is hell.
Their own thoughts, feelings, and actions are the source of their unending torment, making life a living nightmare;


ahh
An exclamation of profound agony and despair.




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Most interesting comments from YouTube:

@p-type8160

Lyrics:

Suicide!
I know that's what you're dreaming...about your life!

There's no escape...in this life!
Nothing ever... can nurse me by!

No one loves you but their own
No friends by your side

Suicide! (2x)
Jumping...suicide (2x)

Just know you're nothing...that's right nothing!
They're disgust... Hate you...GET IT!?
There's nothing ..forget.. Its just you!
They could all lie (3x)

Prepare now! No where close.
Throw to hell...everything that loathes you.

Nobody cares...it's just you.
They could all lie..

BECAUSE NOBODY CARES....it's just YOU!
They could all...LIE!

Suicide (2x)
Prepare..suicide!
Suicide! (2x)

Just know... you're nothing
That's right broken...
Fateless pests who kill each other!

Because nobody cares... Its just YOU!!!!
They could all lie... (2x)

Suicide...Prepare!
Suicide (2x)
Prepare...Suicide!



@caprius.5792

I am the devil;
his world is a winter of hell,
his rhythm is watched in pain,

he dances well.
Tortured by Solitude,
I bleed and bleed.
Tortured by myself,
This life is hell.
Ahhh

I am an angel,
Who bows to suicide
Can't breathe if it wakes me,
And then I'll die.
Angels are crying,

There is no love.
You should be masters of hate,
Dark of night without love...
without love.
Ahhh

I am the devil
his world is a winter of hell,
his rhythm is washed in pain,
he doesn't move.
Tortured by Solitude,
I bleed with hate.
Tortured by myself this life is hell.
ahh



@fabiopanteraman77

I am the devil;
his world is a winter of hell,
his rhythm is watched in pain,
he dances well.
Tortured by solitude,
I bleed and bleed.
Tortured by myself,
This life is hell.
Ahhh

I am an angel,
Who bows to suicide
Can't breathe if it wakes me,
And then I'll die.
Angels are crying,
There is no love.
You should be masters of hate,
Dark of night without love...
without love.
Ahhh

I am the devil
his world is a winter of hell,
his rhythm is wayched in pain,
he doesn't move.
Tortured by solitude,
I bleed with hate.
Tortured by myself this life is hell.
ahh



@SansRedGoddess

Coldworld - Suicide Lyrics:

I am the devil;
his world is a winter of hell,
his rhythm is watched in pain,

he dances well.
Tortured by solitude,
I bleed and bleed.
Tortured by myself,
This life is hell.
Ahhh

I am an angel,
Who bows to suicide
Can't breathe if it wakes me,
And then I'll die.
Angels are crying,

There is no love.
You should be masters of hate,
Dark of night without love...
without love.
Ahhh

I am the devil
his world is a winter of hell,
his rhythm is wayched in pain,
he doesn't move.
Tortured by solitude,
I bleed with hate.
Tortured by myself this life is hell.
ahh



All comments from YouTube:

@Omnigrotesque

This song took me through really hard times - which seems awkward for some people, but some will understand.

@drivennomad4741

Amen same at the darkness days this was my light Cuase the darkness ate at my soul

@user-dn3pm7od8b

Same!

@WhatAreColors

Words cannot describe how much this shaped my life in 2011. This songs actually gives hope! Melancholy is a wonderful feeling

@MaitSar666

Music so good that window vista had to comment

@fallintoadream

I would be depressed too if I was windows vista

@MaitSar666

Lol

@caim3465

Winfows vista? Impressive

@banna1536

Same

@williamdivinum465

Ironically, this song brings a glimpse of inner peace and comfeort for me with its repetetive cold chords, whispered shrieking and cold sound. If this is how suicide looks like, then it feels like a release.

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