I Go Crashing
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I think I'm in love with you but I probably shouldn't say
It's best to keep feelings like this kept away anyway
But it's okay cause we're still good mates and I really don't wanna fuck that up
Oh man, I probably shouldn't have said anything and just kept my big mouth shut

So what do you say, we go out
No, I get it, it's fine, I was just messing about
Unless you're kidding because I'm kidding too
I never even fell so the joke is on you
If you have to think, that's okay
We got all the time in the world anyway
Let's just be friends, how about
Because fucking with your friends never really seems to work out

Remember that time by the beach
Your mom was getting sick, your brother's prone to disease
That's a fact but I thought you liked me too
I waited too long for me to get it with you
Things like this, they happen for a reason
But I'm too much of a wuss just to make it to next season
I guess that's my fault, I should've taken the chance
But they thought that I was messing just to get in your pants

Because I don't ever wanna be around
I guess it's kinda selfish, I just want you to myself




But hey, it's not like I'm gonna tell you
I'm too scared of the rejection and too scared of the confession

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of "I Go Crashing" by Collide delve into the complex emotions and internal struggle of being in love with a close friend but fearing the consequences of confessing those feelings. The singer acknowledges their deep affection for the person, expressing, "I think I'm in love with you but I probably shouldn't say." They recognize the importance of maintaining their friendship and the potential risk of complicating it by revealing their true emotions.


The singer wrestles with the decision of whether or not to express their feelings, contemplating the possibility of ruining their friendship, as they sing, "Oh man, I probably shouldn't have said anything and just kept my big mouth shut." They weigh the potential outcomes, questioning if going out as more than friends is a serious proposition or simply a joking suggestion. They even emphasize the expectation of rejection and the fear that their confession might be misunderstood as a ploy rather than genuine affection.


The lyrics touch upon a shared history and moments between the two, highlighting a time by the beach where personal challenges were faced together. The singer hints at the belief that there might have been a mutual attraction, but due to their own insecurity and fear of rejection, they failed to express their true feelings in time. They acknowledge their own hesitancy and express regret for not taking the chance when it presented itself.


Overall, "I Go Crashing" portrays the internal struggle of unrequited love and the fear of jeopardizing a valued friendship. It captures the emotional turmoil and hesitation that often accompanies such situations, leaving the singer filled with regret and unable to vocalize their true desires.


Line by Line Meaning

I think I'm in love with you but I probably shouldn't say
I have strong feelings for you, but I know it's not wise to express them


It's best to keep feelings like this kept away anyway
It's better to hide and suppress these emotions


But it's okay cause we're still good mates and I really don't wanna fuck that up
It's fine because our friendship is important to me and I don't want to jeopardize it


Oh man, I probably shouldn't have said anything and just kept my big mouth shut
I regret speaking up and should have remained silent


So what do you say, we go out
Would you like to go on a date with me?


No, I get it, it's fine, I was just messing about
I understand if you're not interested, I was just joking


Unless you're kidding because I'm kidding too
Unless you're joking too, like me


I never even fell so the joke is on you
I never truly had strong feelings, so you were the one being fooled


If you have to think, that's okay
Take your time to consider, there's no rush


We got all the time in the world anyway
There's no pressure, we have plenty of time


Let's just be friends, how about
Maybe we should just remain friends, what do you think?


Because fucking with your friends never really seems to work out
Getting romantically involved with friends often leads to complications and difficulties


Remember that time by the beach
Do you recall that moment we spent together at the beach?


Your mom was getting sick, your brother's prone to disease
I remember how your mother was ill, and your brother has health issues


That's a fact but I thought you liked me too
Those are undeniable circumstances, but I believed you had feelings for me as well


I waited too long for me to get it with you
I procrastinated too much and missed my chance with you


Things like this, they happen for a reason
Events like this occur with a purpose or meaning


But I'm too much of a wuss just to make it to next season
I lack the courage to continue pursuing a relationship


I guess that's my fault, I should've taken the chance
I accept responsibility for not seizing the opportunity


But they thought that I was messing just to get in your pants
Others assumed my intentions were manipulative, only interested in a physical relationship


Because I don't ever wanna be around
I don't want to be near you


I guess it's kinda selfish, I just want you to myself
I realize it's somewhat self-centered, but I desire exclusivity with you


But hey, it's not like I'm gonna tell you
However, I won't actually confess my true feelings to you


I'm too scared of the rejection and too scared of the confession
I fear rejection and the vulnerable act of confessing my emotions




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Written by: Tristan Konkle

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