H.U. Lab Experiment I
Crimson Blue Lyrics


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Take my heart i hardly need it
This one causes too much pain
They are pleading i'm deceiving
Every second meets the same

All the lies I’ve been living through remind me
Of a life of someone I cannot believe
I try so hard I feel I’m breaking out
It's waste it's loss it's blood it's pain

Made our story even longer
Got your face right in my head
See no light to guodew me onward
Hope is lost and soul is dead

All the fear that made its way right through mу
Gave me sense of something I cannot explain
I have reached the state of perfect ignorance
Won't be myself again
I see

Feel like it’s coming over
Coming over me
I see no way out
I feel like it’s coming over
Coming over you
The only way to get out is inside

Now I sing
For the waking of the water
Icy raindrops covering my dearest hopes

Waiting waves
Caress me in their dancing
A perfect mind an empty sky
To fly away and see

Feel like it’s coming over
Coming over me
This is no real me

Wind
Oh wind
Shall bring us to the shoreline
Flowers whither snow flacks melt
And lifetime goes away

Who is the third who walks always beside you?
When I count, there are only you and I together
But when I look ahead up the white road
There is always another one walking beside you
I do not know whether a man or a woman
But who is that on the other side of you?

I feel like it’s coming over
Coming over me
I see no way out
I feel like it’s coming over
Coming over you
The only way to get out is inside

Take my heart I hardly need it
Make my future disappear
Gave away my life and reason
To hear your whisper in my ears

All the lies I’ve been living they remind me
Of someone so fragile I cannot believe




I have tried so hard and now I’m breaking out
My waste my pain my God my self

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Crimson Blue's "H.U. Lab Experiment I" convey a sense of confusion, disappointment, and pain. The singer seems to be lost in a destructive and tormenting relationship that causes him/her to give up on life and forsake the self. The singer offers to give away his/her heart, as it causes too much pain. The person seems to be lying to someone who pleads for honesty, and it becomes an everyday occurrence. The singer recognizes that the lies he/she has been living through have made him/her feel like someone they cannot believe, as if living a false life. The person has tried hard to change and break out of the relationship, but it feels like a waste, loss, blood, and pain.


In the chorus, the singer repeats lines that suggest that something is coming over, which s/he cannot escape or find a way out of. The only escape is inside, but it's also unclear if that's a viable option. The person sees no guiding light to help move ahead and considers their hope lost while the soul is dead. The fear has seeped through the person and given them a sense of something unexplainable. The lyric "Got your face right in my head" implies the deep-rooted hurt the person has discovered, which prevents him/her from moving on.


The song takes an enigmatic turn with the lines, "Who is the third who walks always beside you? When I count, there are only you and I together, But when I look ahead up the white road, There is always another one walking beside you. I do not know whether a man or a woman, But who is that on the other side of you?" Here, the person seems to see a third person beside the one who has caused him/her pain, and it could signify a sense of jealousy or rivalry. The song ends with the singer saying s/he has given away life and reason to hear the whisper of the other person in their ears.


Line by Line Meaning

Take my heart i hardly need it
The singer does not need their heart anymore as it causes too much emotional pain


This one causes too much pain
The singer's heart causes too much emotional pain for them to bear


They are pleading i'm deceiving
People are pleading with the singer, but they believe that they are deceiving them


Every second meets the same
Every second feels the same for the singer, as they continue to deceive and be deceived


All the lies I’ve been living through remind me
The singer is reminded of the constant lies they have been living through


Of a life of someone I cannot believe
They cannot believe the life they have been living is their own


I try so hard I feel I’m breaking out
The singer is trying hard to break free from the lies and self-deception


It's waste it's loss it's blood it's pain
The act of trying and failing is wasteful, bringing only loss, blood and pain


Made our story even longer
The singer's story has become longer due to the addition of someone's face in their head


Got your face right in my head
The singer has something or someone's face in their head, perhaps a memory or an idea


See no light to guodew me onward
The singer cannot see any light or direction to follow


Hope is lost and soul is dead
The singer has lost hope and feels like their soul is dead


All the fear that made its way right through му
The fear has made its way deep into the singer's thoughts and actions


Gave me sense of something I cannot explain
The fear has given the singer a sense of something they cannot explain


I have reached the state of perfect ignorance
The singer has reached a state of total ignorance and disconnection from reality


Won't be myself again
The singer feels like they will never be themselves again


Feel like it’s coming over
The singer feels like something is coming over them and taking control


Coming over me
They feel like this thing is taking control over them


I see no way out
The singer cannot see any way out of the situation they are in


Coming over you
This thing is also affecting the people around the singer


The only way to get out is inside
The only way for the singer to break free is to go inside themselves and find a way out


Now I sing
The singer is singing now


For the waking of the water
The singer is singing for the water to wake up


Icy raindrops covering my dearest hopes
The singer's hopes are getting covered in icy raindrops, which is a metaphor for their hopes being dashed


Waiting waves
The singer is waiting for the waves


Caress me in their dancing
The waves dance around the singer, caressing them


A perfect mind an empty sky
The singer has reached a state of clarity, where the sky is empty and their mind is perfect


To fly away and see
The singer wants to fly away and see what is beyond their current state of being


This is no real me
The singer feels like they are not being themselves


Wind
The singer is talking about the wind now


Oh wind
The singer is addressing the wind directly


Shall bring us to the shoreline
The wind will bring the singer to the shoreline


Flowers whither snow flacks melt
The flowers wilt and snow melts


And lifetime goes away
Life goes on, regardless of the singer's problems or fears


Who is the third who walks always beside you?
The singer is asking who the third person beside them and another person is


When I count, there are only you and I together
When the singer counts, they only see themselves and another person beside them


But when I look ahead up the white road
When the singer looks ahead, they see a white road


There is always another one walking beside you
However, beside this white road, there is another person walking beside the singer and the other person


I do not know whether a man or a woman
The singer does not know who this third person is


But who is that on the other side of you?
They are asking who this third person is and why they are always beside them


Make my future disappear
The singer wants their future to disappear


Gave away my life and reason
The singer has given away their life and their reasoning behind their actions


To hear your whisper in my ears
The singer wants to hear someone whispering in their ear


My waste my pain my God my self
The singer addresses the wasted effort, pain endured, God, and themselves all at once, as if they are all the same thing




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